Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Happiness Is A Choice

Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Come in, please, over

Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate, I read you, over. What do you have to report?

Cate: All kinds of great stuff. Another great money gain. Global Cash Flow Network is refunding me $694 and I don't have to incur shipping by sending the materials back. They are allowing me to keep them just like Dan Kuschell's office. And the $2000 refund from that office is going back on my Capitol One Master Card, exactly where I want it.

Goldilocks: I'm happy for you, Cate. What else?

Cate: I am feeling more and more harmonious with the universe. Every time I call a company to check on a return, they've already put the credit back on my card or they've just received the item back that day. It is amazing. I feel in the flow. Sunday, my releasing day, I was listening to one of Ken's clean-up CD's and I momentarily slipped into that quiet, peaceful, place where I had no problems or desires and I felt perfectly safe. I just wish it would last longer.

Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Hmmm. Could it be you're into "wanting?"

Cate: Oh, I'm sure I am. But it's so human to want to hold onto the good feelings isn't it?

Goldilocks: True, but didn't Lester say when you try to hold onto the nice/good feelings, you're suppressing the negative ones? If that's true, I wonder what that would do to your releasing.

Cate: (sounding miffed) It would stop. (thinking out loud) And then I'd be negative again and feel louzy.

Goldilocks: Uh huh, that would be my guess.

Cate: (continues with thought process) ...And all feelings want to leave whether they're good or bad and I'd be damming the flow...

Goldilocks: See, you knew the answer all the time.

Cate: You're very good at helping me see the light.

Goldilocks: Not really. You're the one that's doing it. I'm just giving you a couple of gentle nudges now and then.

Cate: Sometimes you should hit me over the head with a brick.

Goldilocks: (feigning outrage) Certainly not! This is a non-violent war.

Cate: Then why do I feel so beat up all the time?

Goldilocks: Because you're still wearing blinders. But you're getting better. Remember, happiness is a decision. So what's it gonna be?

Cate: Funny, Larry said the same thing last night; "happiness is a choice, so what do you choose?"

Goldilocks: And?

Cate: Well, one of my goals is "I allow myself to be 100% happy and secure in myself at all times by releasing only (saying "yes").

Goldilocks: And have you been practicing it?

Cate: I'm trying, but staying in release from moment to moment is such a challenge in today's world.

Goldilocks: Hmmm. I see what you mean. Have you tried surrendering to Beingness?

Cate: (frustration in voice) When I remember, yes.

Goldilocks: I'm detecting some negativity coming through. Are you beating yourself up?

Cate: (under breath) Always.

Goldilocks: I didn't copy. Repeat, please.

Cate: You win, Goldilocks, I'm choosing to be happy. Right now.

Goldilocks: (lightly, playfully) Good choice! (pause) ah oh, I hear jamming. Ego is up to His old tricks. Gotta go. Goldilocks out.

Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks, talk to you soon.

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Wednesday, January 14, 2009

In the Flow!

Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate. Come in, please, over

Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks, I read you, over.

Goldilocks: So what have you been doing with yourself. I haven't heard a peep out of you. I thought maybe you'd flown the coop.

Cate: (excitedly) Almost, not quite. Oh, Goldilocks, I feel it. I really feel it and it's coming. It has been a long time since I have felt this abundant. I have money to spend and money to save. My mind can't figure out where it's coming from.

Goldilocks: Uh oh, don't go there. I mean it. I warning you now.

Cate: I hear you loud and clear, Goldilocks. My mind, or the enemy if you will, keeps whispering. It can't be this good. You can't be this happy and content. Something bad is gonna happen. You really don't have that much money in your bank account. They've made an error and you're gonna pay, and pay big. Or, that something bad that's gonna happen is gonna drain you big time. You just wait and see.

Goldilocks: (laughing softly) I see you are discriminating better than before.

Cate: Oh, a whole lot better. I am getting happier and happier and more free day by day. Last Sunday I know I dropped my body for a brief time.

Goldilocks: Tell me about it. (pause) Just for old time sakes and for any listeners who just might be eavesdropping on our conversation.

Cate: Sure, Goldilocks. I'd do it for you anyway. All you have to do is ask. Anyway, I was in deep release with my eyes closed. Suddenly, I felt my body start to shake all over. It lasted no more than a few seconds. And then a chill went through me. I wanted to open my eyes but I couldn't. It's that same feeling when you're waking from a nap or sleep and you want to open your eyes but you can't. Only this was stronger and deeper; almost like I didn't want to come back to this world.

Goldilocks: Good for you. Sounds like you're on the right track.

Cate: I remember Larry saying the more you drop the body the harder it is to come back into the body. Now I have a better understanding of what he is talking about.

Goldilocks: That's great, Cate. And here I was worried about you.

Cate: (thoughtfully) You really weren't were you? You're just pulling my leg right?

Goldilocks: Sure

Cate: Like I said, or did I? Abundance is flowing to me in so many ways. Magic Jack which offers unlimited long distance calls for only $39.95 a year; free phone cords from Charlene; new headphones that fit in my ears; a new briefcase from Heather for free; my new wig cut and styled for free; a flameless fireplace that looks great and hopefully is cutting our heating bills. And I'm warm and comfortable w/o all the layers. A fleece snuggle that is perfect to wrap up in w/o restricting my movement. (It's a blanket with sleeves). And the list goes on and on. My life is becoming easy and effortless.

Goldilocks: As it should be. Uh, I hate to cut you short but I've got a meeting with the brass. Until next time, Goldilocks out.