I'm Positive It's Saturday

Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, please, over

Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, I read you, Cate. Go ahead, over.

Cate: It's hard to believe we're at the end of February and life keeps getting better and better thanks to releasing.

Goldilocks: So, how are you doing in that sector? Problems? Victories?

Cate: Down days are getting fewer and fewer, and it's becoming almost automatic to take responsibility for the things I don't like and letting it all go.

Goldilocks: I've also noted you're not beating yourself up as often and when you do, it's for shorter periods of time.

Cate: I'm noticing that too. I just wish I could get the courage to kiss this call center goodbye; walk out the door; never look back and never work another day in my life. That would be so wonderful. I really could if it weren't for George.

Goldilocks: What has George got to do with it?

Cate: I carry his benefits and insurance. I don't need them but he thinks he does because he's not a releaser like me.

Goldilocks: Do I detect a hint of pride and judgement in that last comment?

Cate: Yes, I guess you do. I want him to be a releaser. It's one of my goals. Our relationship would be so much better and I wouldn't feel like I have to hide my business dealings all the time.

Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Mmmm, sounds to me like our old friend want is rearing its ugly head again.

Cate: (frustration in voice) How can you not "want" to have your spouse be a releaser. How do I let go of that?

Goldilocks: Now you're into "trying to figure it out" mode. Just let go of it like a hot poker.

Cate: (gloomily) That's easy for you to say.

Goldilocks: (undeterred) All right, then let's take a different approach. It's okay for your husband to be a releaser, it's the wanting that's not okay, remember? It's gonna avoid you like the plague bceause want is lack. That's one of the basic principles of releasing. Or have you forgotten that too?

Cate: Thanks, for reminding me. I am committed to achieve every goal I make.

Goldilocks: Good for you. And you can do it too.

Cate: Do you think so?

Goldilocks: (miffed) There you go again. I know so. But the important thing is do you know it? Well?

Cate: Yes, Goldilocks, I do know it. I just have my moments. That's why I have you.

Goldilocks: Don't count on me to bail you out of a tight spot. You have the power. Use it.

Cate: (playfully) Is that an order?

Goldilocks: (feigning seriousness) You darn right it is.

Cate: Yes, sir. I'd better return to my duties...uh, releasing, with your permsission, sir.

Goldilocks: Granted.

(Comment: to better understand this blog please go to the first posting 9/2008)

Approval!

Cate: Cate calling, Goldilocks. Come in, please, over

Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, Cate. It's good to hear your voice again. I was beginning to think you were in the clutches of the Enemy.

Cate: Nope, Just wanted to tell you I have been accepted as an affiliate for The Release Technique. I am so excited.

Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. But try not to get too excited. You know the Enemy is lurking in the wings, just waiting to knock you down.

Cate: Oh, believe me. I haven't forgotten. I have also successfully posted banners on my miracle money blogs from My Power Mall (www.mypowermall.com/biz/home/107032) and I have three people on my downline on Home Tec (www.bbspress.com/HT invitation code 600083) without lifting a finger. Things are really starting to roll. Home Tec is everything I've wanted in a money-making opportunity and more. I am feeling the joy. Now, if I could just let go of enough subconscious angst to win the big lottery jackpot, I'd have it made.

Goldilocks: (solomenly) Would you?

Cate: (slowly) Nooo. What I really want is to go free.

Goldilocks: Really? I could be wrong, but I detect a very strong attachment to this world and its things in that last statement.

Cate: (sullenly) I know. I know. But I just want to enjoy this life a little bit. Even Larry said it was okay to be a multi-millionaire.

Goldilocks: It depends on your attitude. What if you suddenly lost everything after getting all that wealth. Would that be okay with you?

Cate: Probably not. It's so hard not to want in this world.

Goldilocks: (blowing out breath) Whew, well at least you're honest. Keep using the technique. That's what it's for.

Cate: It's still frustrating when I try to promote the live classes. It's like Larry said. I'm offering them a bag of priceless gems and their shaking their heads.

Goldilocks: Don't judge them too harshly. The Enemy is still ruling 99% of the population even if they are not aware of it. I'm guessing even Jesus and Buddah had some stiff opposition spreading the word. Believe it or not, people, like being miserable. Your challenge is to accept it and not let it bother you. Think you kin do it?

Cate: (less than enthusiastic) I'll try.

Goldilocks: Not good enough. "Try" in my book means you won't. You wanna "try" that again?

Cate: (half laughing) All right, I will. You have my word.

Goldilocks: (beaming) Much better. Well, I gotta go, unless you have anything else.

Cate: Nope, that should cover it for today. You make me feel so much better, Goldilocks. Cate out.

(To understand this blog and its purpose go to the first posting 9/2008)

Joy! Joy! Joy to You and Me!

Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, please, over. (pause) Cate, calling Goldilocks, do you read me, over? (impatiently) Goldilocks, are you there?!

Goldilocks: Yeah, Goldilocks, here. Did Hell freeze over or something? What's all the excitement about?

Cate: Releasing has done it again. Another great gain.

Goldilocks: So tell me. I can't wait to hear.

Cate: I finally reached Drew Hansen at M.O.R.E. Inc. the company that I have easily lost $3000 or more in the last 3 years. I have been trying to make connections since mid-December with no luck. I have e-mailed, left messages on his voice mail and with customer service and they have all but ignored my pleas. Finally, today I get customer service who promptly tells me Drew denied my request in December and she didn't think it would be reversed. I still insisted on speaking to the director of customer service. As I was waiting to see if I could talk to Mr. Hansen in the flesh, a thought flashed through my mind that told me I wouldn't be successful and I was barking up the wrong tree. Instantly, I negated the thought by saying "could I let go of being so smart..." and the next thing I know I am talking to the Mr. Hansen. He had just returned from California and was available. I was requesting that they give me $497 in compensation in Home Tec. He said he couldn't do that but he would refund the money. I was almost speechless for joy. I didn't even have time to prepare.

Goldilocks: That's fantastic, Cate. Another successful mission wouldn't you say?

Cate: I would. This means I can pay for the room and board at Camp Allen and have enough left over for airfare. Now, If I can just get this work as smoothly for Asilomar.

Goldilocks: At the rate you're going, you'll be a multi-millionaire by that time.

Cate: Do you really think so?

Goldilocks: It's not what I think that counts. It's what you think, remember?

Cate: Oh, right

Goldilocks: But to answer your question, yes I think it is very possible for you to achieve your money goals, just be persistant.

Cate: Wow! Goldilocks, just in. I hit the 12-pay-period-perfect-attendance threshold the last pay period for $100 bonus but the company is discontinuing the prorgram this week. I sent an e-mail to the person who tracks our time on the phones and she just assured me I would get my $100 bonus. Whee! It just keeps getting better and better.

Goldilocks: That's great, Cate. I'm happy for you. Anything else?

Cate: Yes, I have succesfully added a picture to this blog and my Twitter account with the help of Charlene for my profile.

Goldilocks: I better leave you alone to release. The next thing I know you'll be telling me you hit the million, Goldilocks out.

Eye On the Goal

Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate, come in, please over.

Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks. I read you, over.

Goldilocks: You okay? I thought I'd better check in and see.

Cate: (beaming) Much, much, much better. You could even say I am a different person. I had a devil on my back Saturday.

Goldilocks: Yes, I know. But at least you had the strength and the sense to shake it.

Cate: (with determination) That isn't the only thing I have.

Goldilocks: (intrigued) Tell me more.

Cate: I am resolved to acheieve my goals; and as of today, I am strengthing that resolve. This will be a victory for freedom. It will not be a victory for garbage. I am a multi-millionaire right now, as of this minute. I only have to wait for the universe to catch up with my inner view.

Goldilocks: Wow, wanna know something? You're beautiful when your mad. But then again your beautiful any time, inside and out. And right now that inner beauty is shining so bright, it's blinding.

Cate: (more subdued) Really, Goldilocks? I didn't realize.

Goldilocks: Yep, no doubt about it. Now where did I put those sunglasses?

Cate: (with conviction) I will not be limited. The enemy isn't gonna lie to me anymore. I am taking back my power. I got two confirmations on the first call today.

Goldilocks: (impressed) Good for you. I could tell Saturday you were having a pity party and beating yourself up for no production. I like the new you.

Cate: So do I. I can, I can, I can achieve my goals. There I hope I have the Enemy on the run.

Goldilocks: I'm sure you do. Great job. Anything else?

Cate: Nope, gotta get back to my releasing. Cate out.

Help I'm Drowning!

Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Come in, pleeeeaze.



Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here Cate. You sound stressed. What's wrong?



Cate: Every time I try to learn network mareting or social networking I feel so overwhelmed; like a fish out of water. All this fear hits me hard and I feel like I am drowning. I so want to promote Home Tec and My Power Mall and I thought it would be so easy on the internet, especially with my writing skills but my brain shuts down and my eyes glaze over like when I tried to learn math as a kid. I feel so frustrated I could puke!



Goldilocks: Whoa! Don't do that. You're gonna ruin some perfectly good equipment. I think you'd better start saying "yes" to the frustration and letting go before you pass out.



Cate: (frustration in voice) What's wrong with me, Goldilocks? Why can't I do this? What subconcious program is running to sabotage my efforts? I want it out, now!



Goldilocks: You're on autmatic, Cate. Start discriminating, and that's an order.



Cate: I'm getting a better handle on it, really. Sorry, I bothered you. But it is sooo frustrating.



Goldilocks: Score one for the Enemy.

Cate: Gotta go. Call center is closing and need to release big time.

Goldilocks: Now you're discriminating. Hopefully, you'll be more positive when we talk again. Goldilocks out.

To Sleep Perchance to Awaken

Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Are you there, Goldilocks?

Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate, go ahead, over.

Cate: Why is it every time I try to listen to one of Larry's great clean-up CD's I fall asleep hardly two minutes later?

Goldilocks: I'm guessing it is an enemy ploy to distract you. The ego doesn't want to be undone. I can tell you for a fact, it is feeling very threatened right now and is stepping up its attacks. HQ wants me to warn you.

Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks, message delivered. But it's still very frustrating. But you're right about the Enemy. He's getting more subtle and a lot sneakier with those attacks.

Goldilocks: (seriously) You are keeping your guard up?

Cate: As best as I can. But you know the Enemy. When I think I have it all together...ZAP! Like my badge snapping off right before I start work. I really didn't want to go back out in the cold and search my car. But I'm making an intention to find it. Just like I did my left contact lens last Friday morning.

Goldilocks: I will tell you that you are making incredible progress. HQ is very impressed and so am I. Not sure I could have handled some of those more challenging situations that you found yourself in.

Cate: Thank you, Goldilocks, coming from you that's high praise. I would really like to see my two home businesses take off for the moon. My Power Mall has some great marketing videos now and The Success Work's team with Home Tec is doing great things. I am determined to learn network marketing inside and out. At least Erik is giving me the steps in small bites so its not too much to swallow at one time. But the frustrating thing is, I don't have time to do the instructions like I want to. More frustrations.

Goldilocks: You're still wanting that "get-rich-quick" opportunity aren't you?

Cate: What I want is a consistant income so I can leave RCI forever and sit on my butt and release to freedom.

Goldilocks: Tell that to your ego. My guess is it's turning a deaf ear and turning up the volume on the noisy chatter even more.

Cate: I know it is. So it's my choice. Do I want the noise or do I want the peace. At least I absorbed that before I fell asleep. (chuckling) Tell you what, let me sleep on that and I'll let you know on Monday or Tuesday. Deal?

Goldilocks: Sounds good to me. Goldilocks out.

Ups and Downs

Cate: Cate, calling Goldilocks. Come in, please, over

Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, Cate. Go ahead, over.

Cate: (sigh) Why is it I can fly so high one minute and be utterly deflated the next?

Goldilocks: I dunno. The mind is like that. The enemy doesn't pull any punches.

Cate: (loudly) Ouch! Vigilance is one thing, but this is ridiculous.

Goldilocks: Did you have an enounter with the Enemy, or was it Larry?

Cate: What makes you so wise, Goldilocks?

Goldilocks: (laughs) Clean living. Say, I see you got the snow you wanted. Even a little over wouldn't you say?

Cate: It was great. Over a foot and me without a functional tube, or least one that holds air. I've had four great runs down Jill's hill this winter and it's only whetting my appetite. Darn it, Goldilocks, why can't they make a puncture proof snow tube?

Goldilocks: Well if they did, you probably couldn't afford it or it would be a slow go if you know what I mean.

Cate: You're right again. The good ones are over $100 and I'm not sure they're worth it. If they held up for at least 3 years or more they would be worth the extra cash but how they glide on snow is the issue.

Goldilocks: Not to change the subject but tell me some more gains.

Cate: I am able to to get my gift card back to use again through amazon.com and the company I got it from doesn't want me to send the defective tube back. Yeah! Oh, And I was able to let go of some severe abdominal cramps and diarreah on Tuesday in less than 5 minutes by releasing only. They left and never came back. I was amazed. I was considering going home for the day.

Goldilocks: (interrupting quietly) And Larry yelled at you again.

Cate: (gloomily) I wish you hadn't brought that up.

Goldilocks: Why? Does it still bother you?

Cate: A little. Not nearly like it would be if I hadn't did all my releasing. But truthfully, it stung and it still smarts. It was my first opportunity to really share the method with someone who was open to it.

Goldilocks: Sounds like you still want Larry's approval.

Cate: All right, I do. Is that so wrong?

Goldilocks: You tell me. Is it interferring with your resolve for freedom?

Cate: You're very good, Goldilocks. G-2 isn't paying you enough.

Goldilocks: Who said they were paying me anything?

Cate: You mean they didn't order you to do this?

Goldilocks: Nope, strictly volunteer. That way my mind isn't cluttered with a lot of unnecessary desires, like money.

Cate: I like you, Goldilocks. You make me feel so much better when I talk to you.

Goldilocks: Uh huh, I don't make you do anything. You do it, remember? I'm just along for the ride.

Cate: I need to wrap this up. My time at the call center is almost over for today. Talk to you tomorrow?

Goldilocks: Sure, my time is your time.