Cate: Hello Goldilocks and anyone else who might be listening. I am in a high state right now. I am listening to the complaining and negative chatter around me and I only feel peace and love. The voices and complaints are like buzzing bees. They don't affect me. I am allowing Beingness to take over and do everything, at least for now. The ego is in the background. Listening to Ken's clean-up cd's have helped immensely. I am practicing giving love to everything and anything...my noisy mind, my sore leg muscle, my bald head, my scabby ear, my dry nose...and I am saying "yes" to releasing.
I am releasing on two specific goals today, being able to go to one of our upscale vacation homes in North Carolina in May, and seeing a speedy expedition of my $694 credit back to my card from Global Cash Flow Network. Again, I surrender to Beingness and know everything is perfect.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Change In Plans
Cate: Cate, here. Goldilocks couldn't make it. His transmitter blew last week and he is having some difficulty getting spare parts. In a way it is a good thing because the enemy is stepping up His vigilance and attacks. He'd do anything to discover our secret weapon so we have to keep these transmissions short to avoid being overheard or discovered.
Ego is doing everything in His bag of tricks to bring me down but I am determined to overcome anything He throws at me. Yesterday, was a good example. He was up to his old tricks trying to make me feel lousy and beat myself up. It worked for a few hours until I started discriminating. Then I said to myself "no more" I'm bigger than you." Instead of listening to that gloomy song-and-dance, I started saying "yes" to happiness. It worked like magic. My blue mood evaporated and I felt happy and it was Monday no less.
I have also been trying to shed 5-7 pounds (ideal weight is 127). Sunday morning I was ready to throw in the towl as the scale read 131. (the most I ever weighed was 135 in college). I have been trying to supercharge my metabolism by exercising more and eating less. Today, I wanted to shout for joy, 128.5. Yes, Yes, Yes!!!!
Ego is doing everything in His bag of tricks to bring me down but I am determined to overcome anything He throws at me. Yesterday, was a good example. He was up to his old tricks trying to make me feel lousy and beat myself up. It worked for a few hours until I started discriminating. Then I said to myself "no more" I'm bigger than you." Instead of listening to that gloomy song-and-dance, I started saying "yes" to happiness. It worked like magic. My blue mood evaporated and I felt happy and it was Monday no less.
I have also been trying to shed 5-7 pounds (ideal weight is 127). Sunday morning I was ready to throw in the towl as the scale read 131. (the most I ever weighed was 135 in college). I have been trying to supercharge my metabolism by exercising more and eating less. Today, I wanted to shout for joy, 128.5. Yes, Yes, Yes!!!!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Cate: Hello, Goldilocks, it's me again. Do you read me, over?
Goldilocks: Yes, Cate, I read you. What's up?
Cate: Gains and challenges do you want to hear about it?
Goldilocks: You know I do. Go ahead.
Cate: I went to see my mother-in-law in the nursing home yesterday evening. Hooverwood is such an improvement over where she was and she seems happier. Anyway, when I walked into the room she was in bed. When I called to her she opened her eyes and after studying me breifly her whole face lit up and she called me by name. This time it was the correct name and not "Agnes." She asked me how I was and I replied with my usual happy Being-ness tone that I was wonderful. And then I asked how she was and she replied, "well, I guess I'm pretty wonderful as well." I loved her answer. I was feeling love and joy and she picked up the signal. As Larry says, we're all sending and receiving signals. I really look forward to visiting her and she knows it because she told George the same thing. This has been another great gain for me with The Release Technique.
Goldilocks: keep going, I love hearing things like this.
Cate: Yep pretty good joyful day until I hit a brick wall with my sister.
Goldilocks: Ouch, I'll bet that hurt.
Cate: In more ways than one. Ego certainly got a nasty whallop. I swear I think she exists just to make my life miserable. She has an ego the size of an entire state.
Goldilocks: It takes one to know one. Egos read each other, remember?
Cate: Boy do they ever. I wonder why she is so resistant to a method that could easily make her one of the happiest people on the planet.
Goldilocks: Sounds like you are into figuring it out. But to answer your quesiton, misery and suffering can be more attractive to people especially when the ego is so large and commanding. Nobody wants to be told what to do even if you do have her best interest in mind. She may be drowning but isn't gonna allow you to save her either. She'd rather go down with the ship. It's that ego pride thing. I used to be that way so I know where's she's coming from. You're hitting a solid brick wall. Back off and try Releasing instead. You'd be amazed at what can happen.
Cate: I know. I know. But I just want to shake her. She's walking down a blind alley or a gang plank and doesn't see the danger. I couldn't get to Steve in time either.
Goldilocks: (severely) Let it go, Cate. You are not a savior. You can't, and I repeat cannot help someone who does not want help. You will only hurt yourself.
Cate: (half blubbering) But, but she's my sister...
Goldilocks: Doesn't matter. She could be your only daughter and I'd tell you the same thing. Give it up, now!
Cate: It did turn out to be a gain because I recognized that I needed to bring the feelings, up, feel them and then drop them like a hot poker which I did. The release was not as quick as I would have liked but I can say the encounter does not bother me as we speak.
Goldilocks: Good for you. That's more like it.
Cate: In fact, the farther I distanced myself from the situation, the more I realized what a blessing her ego personality is for me. I should call her up every week. I could go free a lot faster. Both she and George really hit my hot button.
Goldilocks: Great job of discriminating. I also know it took great courage to do what you did last night. Don't worry about understanding where she's coming from, it will only start you spinning. Just send her love and approval like you did your mother-in-law and then sit back and watch the fun.
Cate: (smiling) I love you, Goldilocks.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Yes, I know and you love your sister and George and yourself and it's all the same. When you love them, you're loving yourself. Talk about me, talk about you, and I ask, what's the difference? Sound familiar.
Cate: (knowingly) Talk to you soon, Goldilocks
(To best understand this blog, go to the first post in 9/08)
Goldilocks: Yes, Cate, I read you. What's up?
Cate: Gains and challenges do you want to hear about it?
Goldilocks: You know I do. Go ahead.
Cate: I went to see my mother-in-law in the nursing home yesterday evening. Hooverwood is such an improvement over where she was and she seems happier. Anyway, when I walked into the room she was in bed. When I called to her she opened her eyes and after studying me breifly her whole face lit up and she called me by name. This time it was the correct name and not "Agnes." She asked me how I was and I replied with my usual happy Being-ness tone that I was wonderful. And then I asked how she was and she replied, "well, I guess I'm pretty wonderful as well." I loved her answer. I was feeling love and joy and she picked up the signal. As Larry says, we're all sending and receiving signals. I really look forward to visiting her and she knows it because she told George the same thing. This has been another great gain for me with The Release Technique.
Goldilocks: keep going, I love hearing things like this.
Cate: Yep pretty good joyful day until I hit a brick wall with my sister.
Goldilocks: Ouch, I'll bet that hurt.
Cate: In more ways than one. Ego certainly got a nasty whallop. I swear I think she exists just to make my life miserable. She has an ego the size of an entire state.
Goldilocks: It takes one to know one. Egos read each other, remember?
Cate: Boy do they ever. I wonder why she is so resistant to a method that could easily make her one of the happiest people on the planet.
Goldilocks: Sounds like you are into figuring it out. But to answer your quesiton, misery and suffering can be more attractive to people especially when the ego is so large and commanding. Nobody wants to be told what to do even if you do have her best interest in mind. She may be drowning but isn't gonna allow you to save her either. She'd rather go down with the ship. It's that ego pride thing. I used to be that way so I know where's she's coming from. You're hitting a solid brick wall. Back off and try Releasing instead. You'd be amazed at what can happen.
Cate: I know. I know. But I just want to shake her. She's walking down a blind alley or a gang plank and doesn't see the danger. I couldn't get to Steve in time either.
Goldilocks: (severely) Let it go, Cate. You are not a savior. You can't, and I repeat cannot help someone who does not want help. You will only hurt yourself.
Cate: (half blubbering) But, but she's my sister...
Goldilocks: Doesn't matter. She could be your only daughter and I'd tell you the same thing. Give it up, now!
Cate: It did turn out to be a gain because I recognized that I needed to bring the feelings, up, feel them and then drop them like a hot poker which I did. The release was not as quick as I would have liked but I can say the encounter does not bother me as we speak.
Goldilocks: Good for you. That's more like it.
Cate: In fact, the farther I distanced myself from the situation, the more I realized what a blessing her ego personality is for me. I should call her up every week. I could go free a lot faster. Both she and George really hit my hot button.
Goldilocks: Great job of discriminating. I also know it took great courage to do what you did last night. Don't worry about understanding where she's coming from, it will only start you spinning. Just send her love and approval like you did your mother-in-law and then sit back and watch the fun.
Cate: (smiling) I love you, Goldilocks.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Yes, I know and you love your sister and George and yourself and it's all the same. When you love them, you're loving yourself. Talk about me, talk about you, and I ask, what's the difference? Sound familiar.
Cate: (knowingly) Talk to you soon, Goldilocks
(To best understand this blog, go to the first post in 9/08)
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Strengthening My Resolve
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Hello, Goldilocks, come in, over.
Goldilocks: Yes, Cate, Goldilocks here. Has our transmitter been out. This is nearly mid March and not a word.
Cate: My fault entirely, Goldilocks. I am so charged up today.
Goldilocks: Hmmm, is that an excited ego kind of "charge"?
Cate: Call it what you will. My momentum is building stronger and stronger. This will be a victory for freedom. I guarantee it because I am choosing it right now.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. But could you tone it down a little, the Enemy is everywhere. I don't want to see you knocked off your perch. So, let's have a progress report.
Cate: I have some pretty formidable goals I'm working on. I want both my sister and George to attend the live Abundance Course in Indy next month.
Goldilocks: Gosh, that is a pretty tall order. Any resistance?
Cate: Some, but I'm really feeling the "yes" when I Release. I'm also allowing 30 or more to attend. One of my big gains is the money issue. It doesn't have the hold on me like it used to. The energy isn't there. When I used the ICAP this morning, I got the lowest score yet and I was feeling "hootless" as Lester described the feeling. And, get this, (drum roll please) Despite the bad economy last year, our company met the majority of its goals and is able to pay out 90% on bonus money. The amount is $1900 before taxes!!!! I should be able to cover the registration for Asilomar without straining my check book. Yahoo!!! And of course you remember, I'm cover the Camp Allen expenses for May with the refunds I've generated by releasing only.
Goldilocks: Wow, you're becoming one helluva soldier. I'd hate to be the person or thing that stands in your way.
Cate: Like the ego?
Goldilocks: Yeah, what else?
Cate: The best yet. Larry sent us a communication this morning that spells out how to acheive any goal step by step with or without the ICAP meter. It was awesome.
Goldilocks: So that's why you're so charged up.
Cate: You bet. George's Mom is now in Hooverwood, a nursing home just a mile down the road. She is so much happier, or maybe I'm choosing to see her that way. And I enjoy going to visit her particularly when it is just me because it gives an another opportunity to face resistance head on and Release. And we can take Goldilocks. (pause) You remember, that's our Soft-coated Wheaten Terrier?
Goldilocks: (smiling to himself) Oh, right...
Cate: I guess my biggest frustration/resistance is sharing the method. People want happiness, but they are unwilling to "pay" for it like attending a live class. I'm gonna have to Release more on this one.
Goldilocks: Good idea, you do that.
Cate: I'm also going to make these sessions more fequent. Things are changing in our department. No more idle "free" time or down time. I'll talk about that in my next transmission plus how my home businesses are taking off.
Goldilocks: Sounds like a plan to me. Remember Release when you get high, let those good feelings go and get even higher. I know it's easy to forget. Don't get stuck in that "feeling good" state.
Cate: I'll do my best, I promise. Well, gotta go and live life such that it is. But things are changing. The shift has already happened otherwise I wouldn't be seeing the money flowing to me like it is. I'm determined to strengthen my desire for freedom every day. Talk to you soon, Cate out.
(Comment: to understand the purpose ot this blog see the first post 9/08)
Goldilocks: Yes, Cate, Goldilocks here. Has our transmitter been out. This is nearly mid March and not a word.
Cate: My fault entirely, Goldilocks. I am so charged up today.
Goldilocks: Hmmm, is that an excited ego kind of "charge"?
Cate: Call it what you will. My momentum is building stronger and stronger. This will be a victory for freedom. I guarantee it because I am choosing it right now.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. But could you tone it down a little, the Enemy is everywhere. I don't want to see you knocked off your perch. So, let's have a progress report.
Cate: I have some pretty formidable goals I'm working on. I want both my sister and George to attend the live Abundance Course in Indy next month.
Goldilocks: Gosh, that is a pretty tall order. Any resistance?
Cate: Some, but I'm really feeling the "yes" when I Release. I'm also allowing 30 or more to attend. One of my big gains is the money issue. It doesn't have the hold on me like it used to. The energy isn't there. When I used the ICAP this morning, I got the lowest score yet and I was feeling "hootless" as Lester described the feeling. And, get this, (drum roll please) Despite the bad economy last year, our company met the majority of its goals and is able to pay out 90% on bonus money. The amount is $1900 before taxes!!!! I should be able to cover the registration for Asilomar without straining my check book. Yahoo!!! And of course you remember, I'm cover the Camp Allen expenses for May with the refunds I've generated by releasing only.
Goldilocks: Wow, you're becoming one helluva soldier. I'd hate to be the person or thing that stands in your way.
Cate: Like the ego?
Goldilocks: Yeah, what else?
Cate: The best yet. Larry sent us a communication this morning that spells out how to acheive any goal step by step with or without the ICAP meter. It was awesome.
Goldilocks: So that's why you're so charged up.
Cate: You bet. George's Mom is now in Hooverwood, a nursing home just a mile down the road. She is so much happier, or maybe I'm choosing to see her that way. And I enjoy going to visit her particularly when it is just me because it gives an another opportunity to face resistance head on and Release. And we can take Goldilocks. (pause) You remember, that's our Soft-coated Wheaten Terrier?
Goldilocks: (smiling to himself) Oh, right...
Cate: I guess my biggest frustration/resistance is sharing the method. People want happiness, but they are unwilling to "pay" for it like attending a live class. I'm gonna have to Release more on this one.
Goldilocks: Good idea, you do that.
Cate: I'm also going to make these sessions more fequent. Things are changing in our department. No more idle "free" time or down time. I'll talk about that in my next transmission plus how my home businesses are taking off.
Goldilocks: Sounds like a plan to me. Remember Release when you get high, let those good feelings go and get even higher. I know it's easy to forget. Don't get stuck in that "feeling good" state.
Cate: I'll do my best, I promise. Well, gotta go and live life such that it is. But things are changing. The shift has already happened otherwise I wouldn't be seeing the money flowing to me like it is. I'm determined to strengthen my desire for freedom every day. Talk to you soon, Cate out.
(Comment: to understand the purpose ot this blog see the first post 9/08)
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