Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Come in, please, over.
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, what's up, Cate?
Cate: I'm ready to test the method to see if I can really achieve my goal by releasing only and having a strong conviction that I can have it.
Goldilocks: (mildly surprised) Good for you. (pause) And just how do you propose to do that?
Cate: (determinedly) By releasing on the goal continuously for two solid weeks. By saying "yes" to it and letting go of any clutching or feelings that come up. By loving my ego and saying "yes" to the resistance, no matter what comes up or how I feel. I'm determined, Goldilocks. I really am.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate, anything I can do?
Cate: No, just wanted to let you know, you won't be hearing from me during that time. And I didn't want you to be concerned or worried. I can do this.
Goldilocks: Of course you can. Remember, if you think you can, you can. That's all it takes.
Cate: I hope you're right.
Goldilocks: (quick to pick up the doubt) huh, huh, where's that conviction you just told me about?
Cate: (with strong conviction) You're right. I can do this. I'm gonna be $10,000 richer when we talk again.
Goldilocks: Or maybe more. (pause) But remember, it isn't the goal that you're after, but the happiness.
Cate: (lightly) I won't forget. Cate, out.
Goldilocks: (softly) Wishing you all the abundance you deserve, Cate. Good luck, Goldilocks out.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Onward and Upward
Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate. Come in, please, over.
Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks, go ahead
Goldilocks: Thought I would hear from you yesterday. Any problems?
Cate: Not really, just the usual Ego struggles and challenges. I really wanted to see if I could give myself approval for three or four hours like the homework said.
Goldilocks: Hmm, and did you?
Cate: Not too bad considering. I thought I was supposed to say "I love you" (myself) over and over which is hard to do. And then Larry clarified on Monday, it was a matter of staying positive any way you can. I can do that a lot easier.
Goldilocks: (teasingly) You're sure?
Cate: All right, it depends on the day and my mood.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) I see, and who's mood is it?
Cate: All right, it's mine. I'm the owner. I decide. But doggone it some days are easier than others.
Goldilocks: Like Monday night when Larry was once again, bashing your ego.
Cate: I wish you wouldn't remind me. I want to forget that unpleasant moment.
Goldilocks: Whoa! Red flag. Incoming goons! Take cover.
Cate: (slightly miffed) What are you talking about?
Goldilocks: It's called suppressing. That's exactly what the Enemy wants you to do, stuff it and forget it. Score a big one for the Enemy.
Cate: (glowering) All right, all right, you've made your point. I can't even be human around you.
Goldilocks: (severely) If that's what you want, be my guest. Be human; be as human as you like, with all the misery and suffering; and stuffing of all those uncomfortable thoughts/feelings.
Cate: (bitterly) Goldilocks, stop it!
Goldilocks: (taken aback) Excuse me? What did you say? I'm the one that should be telling you to "STOP IT!" Or better yet, listen to yourself. Obviously, you're not listening to me.
Cate: (coming to her senses) I'm sorry, Goldilocks, but Larry can be so vicious. It hurt a lot.
Goldilocks: Aw, and your ego got bruised and angry right?
Cate: Well...
Goldilocks: And then what did it do? It grew to monstrous size and tried to strangle you. And poor Cate sat there feeling like that helpless victim that she always does when someone tries to attack her.
Cate: (as if awakening) Dammit! He got me.
Goldilocks: Uh huh, you could say that. I know you tried dropping it like the first time, but I detect a bit of negativity in you. Call it a grudge about what happened, excess baggage that is weighing you down, whatever. It doesn't matter. But what does matter is you don't want it to happen again, so you're trying to protect yourself with fear. It won't work, Cate. I'm tellin' you. Wise up. You're smarter than that.
Cate: (thoughtfully) What makes you so wise, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (lightly) Associating with you.
Cate: I don't believe that but lets move on. We've beaten this dead horse enough.
Goldilocks: (brightens) I'm all for that.
Cate: I'm really determined to get one of my money goals so I'm trying a different approach. Saying "yes " to the goal, the doubts, resistance, and feelings. I had a great morning releasing on this especially feeling the stuckness and the disapproval energy. It is amazing how one (me) can say "no" to having $10,000 or more. This has to be one of The Enemy's greatest tricks to keep us enslaved and bound. Bringing each feeling to approval, control, safety/security was a real eye-opener. I've got a lot of garbage to haul out and I do mean a lot.
Goldilocks: (quiet admiration) It's so nice to see you grow, Cate.
Cate: Sometimes I think I've really "got it." I see the light and the finish line to freedom. Then I stumble over this tiny pebble in my path which I could have easily stepped over or avoided.
Goldilocks: (fist on chin) Don't beat yourself up, Cate. It will come. And let go of trying to get Larry's approval.
Cate: (sheepishly) You noticed that did you?
Goldilocks: The program's getting weaker, but it's still in place; rather deeply entrenched I might add.
Cate: I was hoping it was gone.
Goldilocks: (encouragingly) He's down, but He isn't out. Watch yourself. (pause) By the way, great job on cleaning up the past. But don't stop now. You're on a roll.
Cate: (playfully) Is that an order?
Goldilocks: You bet it is. I have to keep in practice. Those eagles are getting rusty.
Cate: You know I love taking orders from you. Maybe the next time we talk I'll be $10,000 richer. You just never know. Cate, out.
Goldilocks: (softly, under breath) No, Cate, you do know and soon you will know that you know.
(Comment: for more information on The Abundance Course/Release Technique go to www.releasetechnique.com and to test drive the method go to www.releasetechnique.com/info )
Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks, go ahead
Goldilocks: Thought I would hear from you yesterday. Any problems?
Cate: Not really, just the usual Ego struggles and challenges. I really wanted to see if I could give myself approval for three or four hours like the homework said.
Goldilocks: Hmm, and did you?
Cate: Not too bad considering. I thought I was supposed to say "I love you" (myself) over and over which is hard to do. And then Larry clarified on Monday, it was a matter of staying positive any way you can. I can do that a lot easier.
Goldilocks: (teasingly) You're sure?
Cate: All right, it depends on the day and my mood.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) I see, and who's mood is it?
Cate: All right, it's mine. I'm the owner. I decide. But doggone it some days are easier than others.
Goldilocks: Like Monday night when Larry was once again, bashing your ego.
Cate: I wish you wouldn't remind me. I want to forget that unpleasant moment.
Goldilocks: Whoa! Red flag. Incoming goons! Take cover.
Cate: (slightly miffed) What are you talking about?
Goldilocks: It's called suppressing. That's exactly what the Enemy wants you to do, stuff it and forget it. Score a big one for the Enemy.
Cate: (glowering) All right, all right, you've made your point. I can't even be human around you.
Goldilocks: (severely) If that's what you want, be my guest. Be human; be as human as you like, with all the misery and suffering; and stuffing of all those uncomfortable thoughts/feelings.
Cate: (bitterly) Goldilocks, stop it!
Goldilocks: (taken aback) Excuse me? What did you say? I'm the one that should be telling you to "STOP IT!" Or better yet, listen to yourself. Obviously, you're not listening to me.
Cate: (coming to her senses) I'm sorry, Goldilocks, but Larry can be so vicious. It hurt a lot.
Goldilocks: Aw, and your ego got bruised and angry right?
Cate: Well...
Goldilocks: And then what did it do? It grew to monstrous size and tried to strangle you. And poor Cate sat there feeling like that helpless victim that she always does when someone tries to attack her.
Cate: (as if awakening) Dammit! He got me.
Goldilocks: Uh huh, you could say that. I know you tried dropping it like the first time, but I detect a bit of negativity in you. Call it a grudge about what happened, excess baggage that is weighing you down, whatever. It doesn't matter. But what does matter is you don't want it to happen again, so you're trying to protect yourself with fear. It won't work, Cate. I'm tellin' you. Wise up. You're smarter than that.
Cate: (thoughtfully) What makes you so wise, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (lightly) Associating with you.
Cate: I don't believe that but lets move on. We've beaten this dead horse enough.
Goldilocks: (brightens) I'm all for that.
Cate: I'm really determined to get one of my money goals so I'm trying a different approach. Saying "yes " to the goal, the doubts, resistance, and feelings. I had a great morning releasing on this especially feeling the stuckness and the disapproval energy. It is amazing how one (me) can say "no" to having $10,000 or more. This has to be one of The Enemy's greatest tricks to keep us enslaved and bound. Bringing each feeling to approval, control, safety/security was a real eye-opener. I've got a lot of garbage to haul out and I do mean a lot.
Goldilocks: (quiet admiration) It's so nice to see you grow, Cate.
Cate: Sometimes I think I've really "got it." I see the light and the finish line to freedom. Then I stumble over this tiny pebble in my path which I could have easily stepped over or avoided.
Goldilocks: (fist on chin) Don't beat yourself up, Cate. It will come. And let go of trying to get Larry's approval.
Cate: (sheepishly) You noticed that did you?
Goldilocks: The program's getting weaker, but it's still in place; rather deeply entrenched I might add.
Cate: I was hoping it was gone.
Goldilocks: (encouragingly) He's down, but He isn't out. Watch yourself. (pause) By the way, great job on cleaning up the past. But don't stop now. You're on a roll.
Cate: (playfully) Is that an order?
Goldilocks: You bet it is. I have to keep in practice. Those eagles are getting rusty.
Cate: You know I love taking orders from you. Maybe the next time we talk I'll be $10,000 richer. You just never know. Cate, out.
Goldilocks: (softly, under breath) No, Cate, you do know and soon you will know that you know.
(Comment: for more information on The Abundance Course/Release Technique go to www.releasetechnique.com and to test drive the method go to www.releasetechnique.com/info )
Friday, November 7, 2008
A Great Forward Pass
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, please over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate. (pause) I'm feeling your determination. Two days in row. A record I believe.
Cate: Just wanted to share a few gains I've been experiencing in the last 24 to 48 hours. As Larry says "can it get any better; can you let go and find out? I have been feeling such peace and joy these last 48 hours. But first, I did what you said...ordered. I started cleaning up the past. I started with my sister, because that was where all the energy was. Oh, my God, such clutching and pain I felt when I asked myself the questions on the sheet. The big one was, "what did you want from her? One word came smashing back, APPROVAL, nothing more, nothing less. I saw it so clearly. That when I imagined that she rejected and abandoned me, (just like when I was left at Uncle Saul's and Aunt Ada as a baby) I stuffed all that hurt, anger and resentment, deep; so deep that I wouldn't look at it or couldn't look at it. I can see myself securing that stinking cesspool with a heavy lid with all kinds of locks and then piling on top more lids and locks. And by doing so thinking I would never deal with it again and that I was safe. With all my releasing, I was removing layer after stinking layer until yesterday I had built up enough momentum to blow the lid sky high. Despite my tears, I felt so free. It was wonderful. Then, when I talked to James last night I hardly recognized my own voice, calm, low tone, no agitation or excitment, no rushing of words. I was amazed. This in itself is a huge gain.
Goldilocks: (quietly) Way to go, Cate, or as Larry would say, "that's wonderful."
Cate: Releasing has become so much easier even in the last week. I am feeling a huge shift and not identifying with my body quite as much. In fact the hives which graced my body for over a year are gone.
Goldilocks: (without excitement) Can it get any better? Can you let go and find out?
Cate: (with a rush of breath) Yes!
Goldilocks: Onward and upward
Cate: Wait a minute. Those are Larry's words. You aren't Larry in disguise are you?
Goldilocks: I am you. You are me. Ask yourself, what is the difference?
Cate: (softly, knowingly) Lester...
Goldilocks, uh, gotta go. Anything else?
Cate: No, other than the fact I'm making an intention for a great weekend including seeing my mother-in-law happy and healthy. Oh, and I'm going to continue cleaning up the past. After I'm done with Mary, the nuns are next.
Goldilocks: You're on a roll. Keep right on rolling and smash that Enemy.
Cate: You know I will. (pause) I know I will. Talk to you next week. Cate out.
Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate. (pause) I'm feeling your determination. Two days in row. A record I believe.
Cate: Just wanted to share a few gains I've been experiencing in the last 24 to 48 hours. As Larry says "can it get any better; can you let go and find out? I have been feeling such peace and joy these last 48 hours. But first, I did what you said...ordered. I started cleaning up the past. I started with my sister, because that was where all the energy was. Oh, my God, such clutching and pain I felt when I asked myself the questions on the sheet. The big one was, "what did you want from her? One word came smashing back, APPROVAL, nothing more, nothing less. I saw it so clearly. That when I imagined that she rejected and abandoned me, (just like when I was left at Uncle Saul's and Aunt Ada as a baby) I stuffed all that hurt, anger and resentment, deep; so deep that I wouldn't look at it or couldn't look at it. I can see myself securing that stinking cesspool with a heavy lid with all kinds of locks and then piling on top more lids and locks. And by doing so thinking I would never deal with it again and that I was safe. With all my releasing, I was removing layer after stinking layer until yesterday I had built up enough momentum to blow the lid sky high. Despite my tears, I felt so free. It was wonderful. Then, when I talked to James last night I hardly recognized my own voice, calm, low tone, no agitation or excitment, no rushing of words. I was amazed. This in itself is a huge gain.
Goldilocks: (quietly) Way to go, Cate, or as Larry would say, "that's wonderful."
Cate: Releasing has become so much easier even in the last week. I am feeling a huge shift and not identifying with my body quite as much. In fact the hives which graced my body for over a year are gone.
Goldilocks: (without excitement) Can it get any better? Can you let go and find out?
Cate: (with a rush of breath) Yes!
Goldilocks: Onward and upward
Cate: Wait a minute. Those are Larry's words. You aren't Larry in disguise are you?
Goldilocks: I am you. You are me. Ask yourself, what is the difference?
Cate: (softly, knowingly) Lester...
Goldilocks, uh, gotta go. Anything else?
Cate: No, other than the fact I'm making an intention for a great weekend including seeing my mother-in-law happy and healthy. Oh, and I'm going to continue cleaning up the past. After I'm done with Mary, the nuns are next.
Goldilocks: You're on a roll. Keep right on rolling and smash that Enemy.
Cate: You know I will. (pause) I know I will. Talk to you next week. Cate out.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Feeling Peace
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in please, over. (pause) Cate calling Goldilocks, can you read me, over?
Goldilocks: (surprise in tone) Is that really you, Cate? This is only tomorrow, right? I mean I didn't do a Rip Van Winkle all of a sudden and miss a few days or a couple of weeks?
Cate: (slightly miffed) No, Goldilocks, it's really me. I really do want to communicate more frequently with shorter transmissions. Is that okay with you?
Goldilocks: Sure, no problem. I know you have a tendency to forget all that happens after a period of time, especially the good things. It's an Enemy ploy and quite effective too.
Cate: (somewhat sullenly) Tell me about it. Anyway, yesterday was great. I was in release most of the day and I was trying not to resist anything including this unseasonably warm weather we're having in November. When Goldilocks (my dog) and I were taking our walk last evening, I felt only peace; that nothing mattered; nothing needed to be done. There was only the moment and I was enjoying it thoroughly.
Goldilocks: (clearly delighted) That's it, Cate. That's exactly how you're supposed to feel, all the time.
Cate: (with determination) Now, if I could just maintain it.
Goldilocks: If you believe you can, you can. If you think you can't, you can't.
Cate: (playfully) Hmm, you have an interesting way with words.
Goldilocks: (with same tone) Didn't think you'd notice.
Cate: I've become a lot more aware in these past few days so don't try to put one over on me.
Goldilocks: (laughing aloud) Wouldn't dream of it.
Cate: (becoming serious) Had a nice gain with my sister as well. Had some anxiety about calling her, but just allowed the moment to happen. Didn't try to give her advice, just told her I was thinking of her and offered my help if she wanted it. Nothing more. I could hear the gratefullness in her voice. I know she's hurting, but I'm not going to barge in without an invite and I'm trying not to judge the ones that are.
Goldilocks: (with admiration) You've come a long way in just a few months.
Cate: Yeah, and it feels wonderful. I shared My Power Mall with my lead Christina. She would be perfect for this business, but I'm not pushing it and I really don't care if she joins one way or other. It's her decision. That's how I want to share The Release Technique as well, offer it in love and if the person sees the light, great, if not, that's okay too.
Goldilocks: (quietly) Wow, guess I don't need to say a thing.
Cate: (earnestly) Just be there for me. That's all I ask.
Goldilocks: You know I will. That's a promise. I won't leave you until you gain your total freedom. (pause) And I know that's going to be sooner that you think.
Cate: (hopefully) Like maybe tomorrow?
Goldilocks: (evasively) Umm, could be. You just never know.
Cate: I just love your choice of words.
Goldilocks: (ignores this) Anything else?
Cate: Nope, that just about covers it. I'll touch base tomorrow.
Goldilocks: Okey Dokey, Goldilocks, out
(Comment: to find out more about a home business with a difference go to: www.mypowermall.com/biz/home/107032 and see how you can attain financial freedom)
Goldilocks: (surprise in tone) Is that really you, Cate? This is only tomorrow, right? I mean I didn't do a Rip Van Winkle all of a sudden and miss a few days or a couple of weeks?
Cate: (slightly miffed) No, Goldilocks, it's really me. I really do want to communicate more frequently with shorter transmissions. Is that okay with you?
Goldilocks: Sure, no problem. I know you have a tendency to forget all that happens after a period of time, especially the good things. It's an Enemy ploy and quite effective too.
Cate: (somewhat sullenly) Tell me about it. Anyway, yesterday was great. I was in release most of the day and I was trying not to resist anything including this unseasonably warm weather we're having in November. When Goldilocks (my dog) and I were taking our walk last evening, I felt only peace; that nothing mattered; nothing needed to be done. There was only the moment and I was enjoying it thoroughly.
Goldilocks: (clearly delighted) That's it, Cate. That's exactly how you're supposed to feel, all the time.
Cate: (with determination) Now, if I could just maintain it.
Goldilocks: If you believe you can, you can. If you think you can't, you can't.
Cate: (playfully) Hmm, you have an interesting way with words.
Goldilocks: (with same tone) Didn't think you'd notice.
Cate: I've become a lot more aware in these past few days so don't try to put one over on me.
Goldilocks: (laughing aloud) Wouldn't dream of it.
Cate: (becoming serious) Had a nice gain with my sister as well. Had some anxiety about calling her, but just allowed the moment to happen. Didn't try to give her advice, just told her I was thinking of her and offered my help if she wanted it. Nothing more. I could hear the gratefullness in her voice. I know she's hurting, but I'm not going to barge in without an invite and I'm trying not to judge the ones that are.
Goldilocks: (with admiration) You've come a long way in just a few months.
Cate: Yeah, and it feels wonderful. I shared My Power Mall with my lead Christina. She would be perfect for this business, but I'm not pushing it and I really don't care if she joins one way or other. It's her decision. That's how I want to share The Release Technique as well, offer it in love and if the person sees the light, great, if not, that's okay too.
Goldilocks: (quietly) Wow, guess I don't need to say a thing.
Cate: (earnestly) Just be there for me. That's all I ask.
Goldilocks: You know I will. That's a promise. I won't leave you until you gain your total freedom. (pause) And I know that's going to be sooner that you think.
Cate: (hopefully) Like maybe tomorrow?
Goldilocks: (evasively) Umm, could be. You just never know.
Cate: I just love your choice of words.
Goldilocks: (ignores this) Anything else?
Cate: Nope, that just about covers it. I'll touch base tomorrow.
Goldilocks: Okey Dokey, Goldilocks, out
(Comment: to find out more about a home business with a difference go to: www.mypowermall.com/biz/home/107032 and see how you can attain financial freedom)
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Incredible happenings
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in please, over
Goldilocks: (long yawn of boredom) Oh, boy, sorry about that, long night. What's up, Cate?
Cate: (excitedly) The best yet. (pause) But you know don't you?
Goldilocks: Tell me anyway, just in case someone is listening
Cate: (much more calm) I had a break through on Sunday. I call it my Epiphany. But I think it all began with Larry on Tuesday's call. I am so grateful for that man no matter how much my ego is bothered.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) I believe that is the battle plan. My congratulations, you were magnificent; although I have to admit it was touch and go there for a while. Still, do you have any idea what magnitude of a victory this is for you?
Cate: (smiling) I think so but I'm trying not to let it go to my head. (she laughs aloud with pure joy)
Goldilocks: (joining the merriment) You do have a way with words. Seriously, I didn't mean to interrupt you. Please, continue.
Cate: Larry really let me have it, both barrels. My ego was so wounded with the thought that I was still in "wanting" and I was desperate for money by playing the lottery and getting scammed over and over again. I really was upset/bothered whatever you want to call it, to the point of breaking down and sobbing. But thank God for Beingness/my higher Self. I was able to discriminate in minutes and felt a huge chunk of "ego/beating-myself-up" drop away. I was amazed at how calm and peaceful I became in such a short time.
Goldilocks: (softly) And so was I. Great job.
Cate: Anyway, one of my goals for the "Goals and Resistance" course is to have releasers around me. So, this past week Martha, from Asilomar, calls me right out of the blue and wants to release with me. I could hardly believe it. She's a talker like me, or rather she was, but really gets down to business. Anyway, we released on resistance for almost an hour on Saturday night. I love the way she words the release. It helps me so much, just like James. Let's see, where was I?
Goldilocks: You're about to tell me about your Epiphany.
Cate: (eagerly) Oh, yes. Sunday, I was sitting in front of the computer with the ICAP machine, and I was releasing on having hair. (pause) in case I didn't tell you, I'm almost as bald as a cue ball with Alopecia.
Goldilocks: Yes, I believe you mentioned it in an earlier transmission.
Cate: Did I? Oh, well, I've been releasing on this goal for almost two years with very little progress. And I asked myself why I didn't have any. The answer hit me like a ton of bricks.
Goldilocks: I can't wait to hear.
Cate: (trying hard to contain her excitment) Because if I had hair, then I would approve of myself and stop beating myself up all the time. At that moment my eyes were opened and the scales fell off like rain. It was the same reason I didn't have abundance in any area of my life. It was the anti-program, the ego's smoke screen. As long as I keep disapproving of myself and my life, I will never look inside and discover what I truly am, an unlimited Being with all the power of the universe. And this life is only an illusion, a dream, that I created.
Goldilocks: (feigning interest) Imagine that.
Cate: (accusingly) You knew didn't you?
Goldilocks: (nonchalantly) Sure
Cate: (spluttering furiously) Then why didn't you tell me?! Why did you make me go through all this agony and frustration for nothing?!!!
Goldilocks: (calmly) Because I can't tell you. Each individual on this planet must discover it for themselves, including you. I can point you in the right direction, support you, give you advice, but only you can ride the bicycle or drive the car. I can't do it for you. Even the Masters like Jesus can't do it for you. You're flying solo on this one.
Cate: (hiding a smile) With God as my co-pilot.
Goldilocks: (with good humor) You do understand.
Cate: (with a sigh) I just wish I had known this 20 or 30 years ago.
Goldilocks: (becoming serious) You can't change the past nor should you want to. It's over. It never happened. Now, I know you've been avoiding this for some time so I'm going to make it an order. I want you to clean up your past and make it a priority. Do I make myself clear.
Cate: (trying to stay serious) Yes, sir, you do. I can't wait to see how much more garbage I can dig up and let go of. It's getting easier and easier. Talk to you soon. Cate out.
(Comment: to find out more about The Release Technique go to http://www.releasetechnique.com/ and to test drive the technique go to www.releasetechnique.com/info )
Goldilocks: (long yawn of boredom) Oh, boy, sorry about that, long night. What's up, Cate?
Cate: (excitedly) The best yet. (pause) But you know don't you?
Goldilocks: Tell me anyway, just in case someone is listening
Cate: (much more calm) I had a break through on Sunday. I call it my Epiphany. But I think it all began with Larry on Tuesday's call. I am so grateful for that man no matter how much my ego is bothered.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) I believe that is the battle plan. My congratulations, you were magnificent; although I have to admit it was touch and go there for a while. Still, do you have any idea what magnitude of a victory this is for you?
Cate: (smiling) I think so but I'm trying not to let it go to my head. (she laughs aloud with pure joy)
Goldilocks: (joining the merriment) You do have a way with words. Seriously, I didn't mean to interrupt you. Please, continue.
Cate: Larry really let me have it, both barrels. My ego was so wounded with the thought that I was still in "wanting" and I was desperate for money by playing the lottery and getting scammed over and over again. I really was upset/bothered whatever you want to call it, to the point of breaking down and sobbing. But thank God for Beingness/my higher Self. I was able to discriminate in minutes and felt a huge chunk of "ego/beating-myself-up" drop away. I was amazed at how calm and peaceful I became in such a short time.
Goldilocks: (softly) And so was I. Great job.
Cate: Anyway, one of my goals for the "Goals and Resistance" course is to have releasers around me. So, this past week Martha, from Asilomar, calls me right out of the blue and wants to release with me. I could hardly believe it. She's a talker like me, or rather she was, but really gets down to business. Anyway, we released on resistance for almost an hour on Saturday night. I love the way she words the release. It helps me so much, just like James. Let's see, where was I?
Goldilocks: You're about to tell me about your Epiphany.
Cate: (eagerly) Oh, yes. Sunday, I was sitting in front of the computer with the ICAP machine, and I was releasing on having hair. (pause) in case I didn't tell you, I'm almost as bald as a cue ball with Alopecia.
Goldilocks: Yes, I believe you mentioned it in an earlier transmission.
Cate: Did I? Oh, well, I've been releasing on this goal for almost two years with very little progress. And I asked myself why I didn't have any. The answer hit me like a ton of bricks.
Goldilocks: I can't wait to hear.
Cate: (trying hard to contain her excitment) Because if I had hair, then I would approve of myself and stop beating myself up all the time. At that moment my eyes were opened and the scales fell off like rain. It was the same reason I didn't have abundance in any area of my life. It was the anti-program, the ego's smoke screen. As long as I keep disapproving of myself and my life, I will never look inside and discover what I truly am, an unlimited Being with all the power of the universe. And this life is only an illusion, a dream, that I created.
Goldilocks: (feigning interest) Imagine that.
Cate: (accusingly) You knew didn't you?
Goldilocks: (nonchalantly) Sure
Cate: (spluttering furiously) Then why didn't you tell me?! Why did you make me go through all this agony and frustration for nothing?!!!
Goldilocks: (calmly) Because I can't tell you. Each individual on this planet must discover it for themselves, including you. I can point you in the right direction, support you, give you advice, but only you can ride the bicycle or drive the car. I can't do it for you. Even the Masters like Jesus can't do it for you. You're flying solo on this one.
Cate: (hiding a smile) With God as my co-pilot.
Goldilocks: (with good humor) You do understand.
Cate: (with a sigh) I just wish I had known this 20 or 30 years ago.
Goldilocks: (becoming serious) You can't change the past nor should you want to. It's over. It never happened. Now, I know you've been avoiding this for some time so I'm going to make it an order. I want you to clean up your past and make it a priority. Do I make myself clear.
Cate: (trying to stay serious) Yes, sir, you do. I can't wait to see how much more garbage I can dig up and let go of. It's getting easier and easier. Talk to you soon. Cate out.
(Comment: to find out more about The Release Technique go to http://www.releasetechnique.com/ and to test drive the technique go to www.releasetechnique.com/info )
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