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Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in please, over

Goldilocks: (long yawn of boredom) Oh, boy, sorry about that, long night. What's up, Cate?

Cate: (excitedly) The best yet. (pause) But you know don't you?

Goldilocks: Tell me anyway, just in case someone is listening

Cate: (much more calm) I had a break through on Sunday. I call it my Epiphany. But I think it all began with Larry on Tuesday's call. I am so grateful for that man no matter how much my ego is bothered.

Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) I believe that is the battle plan. My congratulations, you were magnificent; although I have to admit it was touch and go there for a while. Still, do you have any idea what magnitude of a victory this is for you?

Cate: (smiling) I think so but I'm trying not to let it go to my head. (she laughs aloud with pure joy)

Goldilocks: (joining the merriment) You do have a way with words. Seriously, I didn't mean to interrupt you. Please, continue.

Cate: Larry really let me have it, both barrels. My ego was so wounded with the thought that I was still in "wanting" and I was desperate for money by playing the lottery and getting scammed over and over again. I really was upset/bothered whatever you want to call it, to the point of breaking down and sobbing. But thank God for Beingness/my higher Self. I was able to discriminate in minutes and felt a huge chunk of "ego/beating-myself-up" drop away. I was amazed at how calm and peaceful I became in such a short time.

Goldilocks: (softly) And so was I. Great job.

Cate: Anyway, one of my goals for the "Goals and Resistance" course is to have releasers around me. So, this past week Martha, from Asilomar, calls me right out of the blue and wants to release with me. I could hardly believe it. She's a talker like me, or rather she was, but really gets down to business. Anyway, we released on resistance for almost an hour on Saturday night. I love the way she words the release. It helps me so much, just like James. Let's see, where was I?

Goldilocks: You're about to tell me about your Epiphany.

Cate: (eagerly) Oh, yes. Sunday, I was sitting in front of the computer with the ICAP machine, and I was releasing on having hair. (pause) in case I didn't tell you, I'm almost as bald as a cue ball with Alopecia.

Goldilocks: Yes, I believe you mentioned it in an earlier transmission.

Cate: Did I? Oh, well, I've been releasing on this goal for almost two years with very little progress. And I asked myself why I didn't have any. The answer hit me like a ton of bricks.

Goldilocks: I can't wait to hear.

Cate: (trying hard to contain her excitment) Because if I had hair, then I would approve of myself and stop beating myself up all the time. At that moment my eyes were opened and the scales fell off like rain. It was the same reason I didn't have abundance in any area of my life. It was the anti-program, the ego's smoke screen. As long as I keep disapproving of myself and my life, I will never look inside and discover what I truly am, an unlimited Being with all the power of the universe. And this life is only an illusion, a dream, that I created.

Goldilocks: (feigning interest) Imagine that.

Cate: (accusingly) You knew didn't you?

Goldilocks: (nonchalantly) Sure

Cate: (spluttering furiously) Then why didn't you tell me?! Why did you make me go through all this agony and frustration for nothing?!!!

Goldilocks: (calmly) Because I can't tell you. Each individual on this planet must discover it for themselves, including you. I can point you in the right direction, support you, give you advice, but only you can ride the bicycle or drive the car. I can't do it for you. Even the Masters like Jesus can't do it for you. You're flying solo on this one.

Cate: (hiding a smile) With God as my co-pilot.

Goldilocks: (with good humor) You do understand.

Cate: (with a sigh) I just wish I had known this 20 or 30 years ago.

Goldilocks: (becoming serious) You can't change the past nor should you want to. It's over. It never happened. Now, I know you've been avoiding this for some time so I'm going to make it an order. I want you to clean up your past and make it a priority. Do I make myself clear.

Cate: (trying to stay serious) Yes, sir, you do. I can't wait to see how much more garbage I can dig up and let go of. It's getting easier and easier. Talk to you soon. Cate out.

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