Cate: Goldilocks is off on a mission but I promised him I would be more faithful and send in a report every other day. I'd like to do daily but we'll see. Wanted to share an incredible dream I had on Sunday night. I had just listend to one of Ken's wonderful clean-ups and my mind was at peace. This happened before George came to bed at 11:30 p.m. I was standing on some barren hilly terrain and suddenly my body felt very light and it lifted off the ground and began floating above the landscapes over hills and valleys. I was flying! I remember saying to myself "God is going to help me find my dream home." And so I flew and searched. And I found it, just as I expected, in central Oregon.
9/22/09: Huge gain get approved for 10/2 for PTO even though I was told to forget it as someone else was ahead of me on the waitlist. Get to share my gains after Asilomar on the Tuesday night teleconference with Larry. He has almost a gentle mood on these special follow-ups.
9/23/09: My day starts with a bang. I awaken feeling joyful and fully rested. I think "this is going to be a great day". Then I sit down at the computer and resistance hits me like a brick wall. The ego is determined to distract me. Several mild hot flashes keep my scores for the goals high and I have trouble focusing. Drat! Still committed, I roll into work for a healthy workout at the fitness center at 8:30 a.m. After a full body workout on the elipitcal, I feel recharged and renewed. Ten minutes of strength training feels great as well. My ego is trying to whisper that I will feel crummy and in considerable pain tomorrow morning, but I'm not listening. That's all for now. This is Cate reporting from somewhere in Enemy territory.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
A Lesson Learned
Goldilocks: (urgency in voice) Goldilocks calling Cate. Come in please, over
Cate: (lightly as if nothing is wrong) Cate,here Goldilocks. Go ahead, over
Goldilocks: (both angry and relieved) (under breath) Thank God (loudly) Cate, is that really you?
Cate: It's me
Goldilocks: (unable to hold back his emotions) Well, where ,the blankety blank have you been?! We had to call up the troops and acitvate every man we could spare to look for you.
Cate: (calmly, demurely) Really, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (not amused) All right, cut the crap. This is not funny. We thought the enemy had grabbed you and chopped you into tiny pieces. HQ was convinced you'd defected.
Cate: But not you Goldilocks. Surely you know me better than that, right?
Goldilocks: (momentarily at loss for words) Well...I... Look we had word that some of our best agents had succombed to the Enemy's wiles and charms. What else was I supposed to think?
Cate: (suddenly serious) You're not kidding are you?
Goldilocks: No
Cate: You don't need to explain. I can tell from your voice. I know it's a jungle out there.
Goldilocks: (with some impatience) You didn't answer my question. If you haven't been wallowing in the enemy's lair for these last few months, how have you been occupying your time?
Cate: I'm sorry, Goldilocks, I went to the Final Step in September. I wanted to contact you sooner. But the Enemy has been monitoring my movements so closely. I didn't dare chance it. I'm okay, really. And I'm getting happier and happier. Isn't that what you want?
Goldilocks: (letting breath out slowly) Yes, of course.
Cate: Money continues to flow to me as well as other great gains. For example, you're not gonna believe this, but my work just added a meditation and quiet room just around the corner from my desk. I love it. I got a $100 bonus that I wasn't expecting, and June from New Albany, wants to be my releasing partner. I really want James to call me, but he's got some issues to deal with.
Goldilocks: (softly) Yes, we know.
Cate: (after reflecting) He's one of your best agents isn't he? You said you'd lost some of your best... Did the Enemy...? Oh, Goldilocks, not James.
Goldilocks: No one is exempt from the Enemy, Cate, you should know that. Not even me. (pause) Look, he may come back. There's always a chance. He has the power just like you do.
Cate: (rising hysteria) Goldilocks, you have to do something. You can't just leave him like that. You can't! He's done so much for me and my releasing.
Goldilocks: Cate, we can't touch 'em. You know that. Only he kin help himself.
Cate: (determinedly) I can get him to come back. I know I can!
Goldilocks: (firmly) Cate, drop it, now! You can't help James. When you committed yourself to our cause, you knew what you were getting into. He knew it as well. You need to discriminate. I repeat, you cannot help James. If he's lost, he's lost. Nothing you or I kin do about it. Now, let's get you off automatic. Does it help James for you to feel bad about him?
Cate: (getting control of her emotions) (in a low voice) No...
Goldilocks: So far so good. And would James want you to feel bad about 'em?
Cate: (stronger tone) No
Goldilocks: If it happened to you, do you think I could rescue you?
Cate: (swallowing hard) No...
Goldilocks: Do I need to go on?
Cate: No
Goldilocks: so tell me about the final step
Cate: Well, let's see. I faced all my fears and let them go one evening. And the ego tried a direct frontal attack by having Larry yell at me. But it didn't work. My "wanting approval" didn't kick in. Oh, I felt injured for maybe a few seconds because it was to unexpected, but after that I was fine. It was one of my greatest gains from the Final Step. Even that afternoon, I tried to get in touch with the shame but I couldn't find it. It wasn't there.
Goldilocks: (softly) He yelled out you pretty good. Didn't he?
Cate: (realization sets in) You know. don't you.
Goldilocks: Uh, yeah
Cate: You know everything that happened there don't you?
Goldilocks: (evasively) Oh, I dunno...
Cate: (knowingly) Yes, you do. Were you there?
Goldilocks: I am you, remember?
Cate: I...(suddenly stops) Oh (pause) now I understand.
Goldilocks: (softly) I am very proud of you, Cate. You are doing an exceptional job. Keep it up.
Cate: (with strong emotion) But what about Kim and Guarmo and James... Then there was Craig. (shudder) Will it happen to me...?
Goldilocks: I dunno. That's up to you. But I will say you've got to stop letting it bother you. You remember what Lester said "fear it, appear it" or "what you hold in mind, you will get."
Cate: but they were so strong in their releasing...
Goldilocks: (interrupting) Not any stronger than you are. You have the power if you would just tap into it.
Cate: I don't want to let you down..
Goldilocks: (breaking in) You won't.
Cate: (voice faltering) Are you sure...?
Goldilocks: Aren't you?
Cate: (with confidence and a smile) Yes!
Goldilocks: That's what I want to hear. Now, would you at least try to contact me more often? I don't enjoy trying to track you down. And I especially don't like sleepless nights.
Cate: I promise, Goldilocks. The enemy seems to be leaving me alone for now.
Goldilocks: Be careful. I don't have to tell you what that means.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks, I will be vigilant. I promise. Cate out.
Cate: (lightly as if nothing is wrong) Cate,here Goldilocks. Go ahead, over
Goldilocks: (both angry and relieved) (under breath) Thank God (loudly) Cate, is that really you?
Cate: It's me
Goldilocks: (unable to hold back his emotions) Well, where ,the blankety blank have you been?! We had to call up the troops and acitvate every man we could spare to look for you.
Cate: (calmly, demurely) Really, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (not amused) All right, cut the crap. This is not funny. We thought the enemy had grabbed you and chopped you into tiny pieces. HQ was convinced you'd defected.
Cate: But not you Goldilocks. Surely you know me better than that, right?
Goldilocks: (momentarily at loss for words) Well...I... Look we had word that some of our best agents had succombed to the Enemy's wiles and charms. What else was I supposed to think?
Cate: (suddenly serious) You're not kidding are you?
Goldilocks: No
Cate: You don't need to explain. I can tell from your voice. I know it's a jungle out there.
Goldilocks: (with some impatience) You didn't answer my question. If you haven't been wallowing in the enemy's lair for these last few months, how have you been occupying your time?
Cate: I'm sorry, Goldilocks, I went to the Final Step in September. I wanted to contact you sooner. But the Enemy has been monitoring my movements so closely. I didn't dare chance it. I'm okay, really. And I'm getting happier and happier. Isn't that what you want?
Goldilocks: (letting breath out slowly) Yes, of course.
Cate: Money continues to flow to me as well as other great gains. For example, you're not gonna believe this, but my work just added a meditation and quiet room just around the corner from my desk. I love it. I got a $100 bonus that I wasn't expecting, and June from New Albany, wants to be my releasing partner. I really want James to call me, but he's got some issues to deal with.
Goldilocks: (softly) Yes, we know.
Cate: (after reflecting) He's one of your best agents isn't he? You said you'd lost some of your best... Did the Enemy...? Oh, Goldilocks, not James.
Goldilocks: No one is exempt from the Enemy, Cate, you should know that. Not even me. (pause) Look, he may come back. There's always a chance. He has the power just like you do.
Cate: (rising hysteria) Goldilocks, you have to do something. You can't just leave him like that. You can't! He's done so much for me and my releasing.
Goldilocks: Cate, we can't touch 'em. You know that. Only he kin help himself.
Cate: (determinedly) I can get him to come back. I know I can!
Goldilocks: (firmly) Cate, drop it, now! You can't help James. When you committed yourself to our cause, you knew what you were getting into. He knew it as well. You need to discriminate. I repeat, you cannot help James. If he's lost, he's lost. Nothing you or I kin do about it. Now, let's get you off automatic. Does it help James for you to feel bad about him?
Cate: (getting control of her emotions) (in a low voice) No...
Goldilocks: So far so good. And would James want you to feel bad about 'em?
Cate: (stronger tone) No
Goldilocks: If it happened to you, do you think I could rescue you?
Cate: (swallowing hard) No...
Goldilocks: Do I need to go on?
Cate: No
Goldilocks: so tell me about the final step
Cate: Well, let's see. I faced all my fears and let them go one evening. And the ego tried a direct frontal attack by having Larry yell at me. But it didn't work. My "wanting approval" didn't kick in. Oh, I felt injured for maybe a few seconds because it was to unexpected, but after that I was fine. It was one of my greatest gains from the Final Step. Even that afternoon, I tried to get in touch with the shame but I couldn't find it. It wasn't there.
Goldilocks: (softly) He yelled out you pretty good. Didn't he?
Cate: (realization sets in) You know. don't you.
Goldilocks: Uh, yeah
Cate: You know everything that happened there don't you?
Goldilocks: (evasively) Oh, I dunno...
Cate: (knowingly) Yes, you do. Were you there?
Goldilocks: I am you, remember?
Cate: I...(suddenly stops) Oh (pause) now I understand.
Goldilocks: (softly) I am very proud of you, Cate. You are doing an exceptional job. Keep it up.
Cate: (with strong emotion) But what about Kim and Guarmo and James... Then there was Craig. (shudder) Will it happen to me...?
Goldilocks: I dunno. That's up to you. But I will say you've got to stop letting it bother you. You remember what Lester said "fear it, appear it" or "what you hold in mind, you will get."
Cate: but they were so strong in their releasing...
Goldilocks: (interrupting) Not any stronger than you are. You have the power if you would just tap into it.
Cate: I don't want to let you down..
Goldilocks: (breaking in) You won't.
Cate: (voice faltering) Are you sure...?
Goldilocks: Aren't you?
Cate: (with confidence and a smile) Yes!
Goldilocks: That's what I want to hear. Now, would you at least try to contact me more often? I don't enjoy trying to track you down. And I especially don't like sleepless nights.
Cate: I promise, Goldilocks. The enemy seems to be leaving me alone for now.
Goldilocks: Be careful. I don't have to tell you what that means.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks, I will be vigilant. I promise. Cate out.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Money Using the Butt System
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in please, over
Goldilocks: Golilocks, here, I read you. Go ahead, Cate, over
Cate: (excitedly) I have just generated money from the Butt System effortlessly without knowing where it came from. I received a check in the mail for $101 and some change and I'm still scratching my head. Of course I'm releasing on $100,000 but I just have to add a few zeroes to the end and voila!
Goldilocks: Congratulations, Cate, I'm glad the method is working so well for you.
Cate: It isn't just money, Goldilocks, all my blocks to abundance are slowly dissolving. For example, I am more determined than ever to learn how to do internet marketing by creating an automated system that generates potential income over and over effortlessly. Concepts like "squeeze pages" and "niches" no longer hold the terror they used to. I am an unlimited Being. I have the power. I can. I can. I CAN!!!!!! and I WILL!!!
Goldilocks: (momentarily taken aback) Well, well, there's been quite a change in you since I've been away. Not exactly sure what you're talkig about. But in any case, I applaud you. That's the spirit. Go get 'em Cate. You'll be unstoppable.
Cate: (doing a reality check) You really think so, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Huh, uh. But it doesn't matter what I think. The important thing is do you believe you can?
Cate: (enthusiastically) Yes!!! I'm tired of my mind telling me "I can't" or "you're in over your head. You're drowning" or "you're gonna fail big time like you always do." or "you don't know what you're doing. You're setting yourself up for a fall" and the main one as far as the computer is concerned..."it's a scam! You're gonna get taken for everything you've got. You're too dumb to know how to run a business.
Goldilocks: Good for you. I'm glad to see I've aroused your fighting spirit.
Cate: You bet. I'm gonna get bigger than my ego and bigger and bigger. I'm even prepared to sit on it if I have to. I don't want to work in a call center the rest of my life. The shifts are becoming less an less desirable with every rebid. I am not a slave. I deserve a better life.
Goldilocks: Tell that to the universe, hold it in mind and you're home free.
Cate: speaking of rebid in a little over ten days my schedule is gonna change and it's gonna be more difficult and dangerous to contact you on a regular basis. I will try but I can't promise.
Goldilocks: I understand. Do the best you kin. (pause) Uh oh, I hear jamming. Goldilocks out. (line goes dead)
(to understand how to generate money by sitting on your butt and doing nothing but releasing (The Butt system) go to www.releasetechnique.com )
Goldilocks: Golilocks, here, I read you. Go ahead, Cate, over
Cate: (excitedly) I have just generated money from the Butt System effortlessly without knowing where it came from. I received a check in the mail for $101 and some change and I'm still scratching my head. Of course I'm releasing on $100,000 but I just have to add a few zeroes to the end and voila!
Goldilocks: Congratulations, Cate, I'm glad the method is working so well for you.
Cate: It isn't just money, Goldilocks, all my blocks to abundance are slowly dissolving. For example, I am more determined than ever to learn how to do internet marketing by creating an automated system that generates potential income over and over effortlessly. Concepts like "squeeze pages" and "niches" no longer hold the terror they used to. I am an unlimited Being. I have the power. I can. I can. I CAN!!!!!! and I WILL!!!
Goldilocks: (momentarily taken aback) Well, well, there's been quite a change in you since I've been away. Not exactly sure what you're talkig about. But in any case, I applaud you. That's the spirit. Go get 'em Cate. You'll be unstoppable.
Cate: (doing a reality check) You really think so, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Huh, uh. But it doesn't matter what I think. The important thing is do you believe you can?
Cate: (enthusiastically) Yes!!! I'm tired of my mind telling me "I can't" or "you're in over your head. You're drowning" or "you're gonna fail big time like you always do." or "you don't know what you're doing. You're setting yourself up for a fall" and the main one as far as the computer is concerned..."it's a scam! You're gonna get taken for everything you've got. You're too dumb to know how to run a business.
Goldilocks: Good for you. I'm glad to see I've aroused your fighting spirit.
Cate: You bet. I'm gonna get bigger than my ego and bigger and bigger. I'm even prepared to sit on it if I have to. I don't want to work in a call center the rest of my life. The shifts are becoming less an less desirable with every rebid. I am not a slave. I deserve a better life.
Goldilocks: Tell that to the universe, hold it in mind and you're home free.
Cate: speaking of rebid in a little over ten days my schedule is gonna change and it's gonna be more difficult and dangerous to contact you on a regular basis. I will try but I can't promise.
Goldilocks: I understand. Do the best you kin. (pause) Uh oh, I hear jamming. Goldilocks out. (line goes dead)
(to understand how to generate money by sitting on your butt and doing nothing but releasing (The Butt system) go to www.releasetechnique.com )
Thursday, July 2, 2009
Life Is a Decision
Cate: Goldilocks is off on another dangerous mission but I wanted to leave my report so it may benefit those who may stumble across it. That being said. Here goes.
More and more I find trying to accept everything the way it is without resistance is a huge challenge. Case in point, the latest rebid for my department "sucks" and I mean really SUCKS. I've been with this company 19 years and in order to keep my 1/3 Saturday rotation they are forcing those with high seniority to take a mid-shift. However, the news is not all bad. Instead of starting at 10 a.m., they will start at 9:30 a.m. And instead of an hour lunch like I have the luxury to have now, it will be a 45 minute lunch. That is enough time to enjoy it without inhaling or gagging on it and with enough minutes left over to make a pit stop before hopping back on the phones.
So, since Goldilocks is a "good news man" let's review the advantages. I will miss most of the work traffic and school buses in the fall. It's identical to the Saturday hours plus 15 minutes. Biggest plus I'll have so much more time to release in the morning before work. That one almost outweighs any of the disadvantages hands down. I could possibly work on my home businesses in the morning and or e-mails. Can pick up any necessary grocery items and go to the credit union before work. The "P" rotation is the one I've wanted since I joined the department in January of last year. This Saturday rotation won't interfere with Asilomar and I don't have to work another Saturday until 8/8/2009. (I'm supposed to work this Saturday but because this is July 4th and I don't have to work any holidays...yeah! I have it off and still get next Wednesday off as well. My life is getting better and better!)
Disadvatages: it messes with my eating schedule. My lunch will probably be after 2 p.m. so I will miss the hot food in the cafeteria. I can either eat breakfast at work and skip lunch, or get lunch on my first break and save it until lunch. I will have to park farther out in the parking lot. (no biggee). I won't have all the wonderful slow time (the first two hours in the morning when I first come in to release and get organized. (this I will miss the most).
My goal is to be out of this slave hole at least by Christmas if not sooner by releasing only. Anyway, after the initial shock of seeing the bid sheet I am dwelling on the positive. Goldilocks would want me to do that.
But just to let you know how the universe is moving abundance in my direction. Monday I ordered a sensor box from Sears because our garage door won't close. Has been burned out on the fritz for over a year. I was getting tired of getting out of my car every morning to force it to close manually, particularly when I was running late. I wasn't sure the sensor box was the problem but about 6 months earlier I had talked to a garage door professional who deducted that was the problem. So, I ordered the part for $45 plus shipping. I asked if I could return it if it didn't work. The rep assured me I had 90 days to return it with full refund as long as I didn't open it or try to install it. That initital comment went right over my head. When it finally hit the reasoning part of my noodle I paused and replied "come again?" Duh!
But two days later when I arrive home after my husband, he asks me nonchalantly if I noticed a rather loud noise when I was closing the garage door that morning. Since my brain has more important things to do than listen for loud noises in the morning I replied to the negative. He then told me the spring on the door had broken and he could not get out of the garage. I repair person was than contacted and 3 hours later arrived to fix the door. While doing so, he replaced our broken box. Ta dah! So, not only do we have a working garage door after eons of frustration, I can get my $53 refund once the part arrives next week. Yes! Yes! Yes!
What I didn't notice that day is that I had left my reading glasses by the phone after dialing the number for Sears. Most of the time I don't need them unless I'm trying to decipher tiny little numbers like phone numbers. I wasn't until yesterday when I was calling the vet to make Goldilock's (my dog) annual check up that I noticed they were missing. Undaunted I just "let it go" and this morning I checked at the front desk to see if anyone had turned in any ready glasses. Sure enough I recognized the description when the attendant described them as gold rimmed with black and white spots around the lenses. Yup, once again The Release Technique comes through. Goldilocks will be so pleased.
Well, this has been a very long report. Hopefully, I can tell you more tomorrow when the day expects to be a slow one. Cate signing off.
(To better understand this blog, please see the first post in 9/08. To find out what this incredible method can do for you go to www.releasetechnique.com/info and get a free download)
More and more I find trying to accept everything the way it is without resistance is a huge challenge. Case in point, the latest rebid for my department "sucks" and I mean really SUCKS. I've been with this company 19 years and in order to keep my 1/3 Saturday rotation they are forcing those with high seniority to take a mid-shift. However, the news is not all bad. Instead of starting at 10 a.m., they will start at 9:30 a.m. And instead of an hour lunch like I have the luxury to have now, it will be a 45 minute lunch. That is enough time to enjoy it without inhaling or gagging on it and with enough minutes left over to make a pit stop before hopping back on the phones.
So, since Goldilocks is a "good news man" let's review the advantages. I will miss most of the work traffic and school buses in the fall. It's identical to the Saturday hours plus 15 minutes. Biggest plus I'll have so much more time to release in the morning before work. That one almost outweighs any of the disadvantages hands down. I could possibly work on my home businesses in the morning and or e-mails. Can pick up any necessary grocery items and go to the credit union before work. The "P" rotation is the one I've wanted since I joined the department in January of last year. This Saturday rotation won't interfere with Asilomar and I don't have to work another Saturday until 8/8/2009. (I'm supposed to work this Saturday but because this is July 4th and I don't have to work any holidays...yeah! I have it off and still get next Wednesday off as well. My life is getting better and better!)
Disadvatages: it messes with my eating schedule. My lunch will probably be after 2 p.m. so I will miss the hot food in the cafeteria. I can either eat breakfast at work and skip lunch, or get lunch on my first break and save it until lunch. I will have to park farther out in the parking lot. (no biggee). I won't have all the wonderful slow time (the first two hours in the morning when I first come in to release and get organized. (this I will miss the most).
My goal is to be out of this slave hole at least by Christmas if not sooner by releasing only. Anyway, after the initial shock of seeing the bid sheet I am dwelling on the positive. Goldilocks would want me to do that.
But just to let you know how the universe is moving abundance in my direction. Monday I ordered a sensor box from Sears because our garage door won't close. Has been burned out on the fritz for over a year. I was getting tired of getting out of my car every morning to force it to close manually, particularly when I was running late. I wasn't sure the sensor box was the problem but about 6 months earlier I had talked to a garage door professional who deducted that was the problem. So, I ordered the part for $45 plus shipping. I asked if I could return it if it didn't work. The rep assured me I had 90 days to return it with full refund as long as I didn't open it or try to install it. That initital comment went right over my head. When it finally hit the reasoning part of my noodle I paused and replied "come again?" Duh!
But two days later when I arrive home after my husband, he asks me nonchalantly if I noticed a rather loud noise when I was closing the garage door that morning. Since my brain has more important things to do than listen for loud noises in the morning I replied to the negative. He then told me the spring on the door had broken and he could not get out of the garage. I repair person was than contacted and 3 hours later arrived to fix the door. While doing so, he replaced our broken box. Ta dah! So, not only do we have a working garage door after eons of frustration, I can get my $53 refund once the part arrives next week. Yes! Yes! Yes!
What I didn't notice that day is that I had left my reading glasses by the phone after dialing the number for Sears. Most of the time I don't need them unless I'm trying to decipher tiny little numbers like phone numbers. I wasn't until yesterday when I was calling the vet to make Goldilock's (my dog) annual check up that I noticed they were missing. Undaunted I just "let it go" and this morning I checked at the front desk to see if anyone had turned in any ready glasses. Sure enough I recognized the description when the attendant described them as gold rimmed with black and white spots around the lenses. Yup, once again The Release Technique comes through. Goldilocks will be so pleased.
Well, this has been a very long report. Hopefully, I can tell you more tomorrow when the day expects to be a slow one. Cate signing off.
(To better understand this blog, please see the first post in 9/08. To find out what this incredible method can do for you go to www.releasetechnique.com/info and get a free download)
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Two Steps Forward One Step Back
Cate: Cate, callng Goldilocks, come in, please, over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate, I read you. Go ahead over
Cate: Wanted to share a great gain that I had yesterday plus a couple of minor loses but since I know you're a "good-news-first" man yourself I'll start with the positive.
Goldilocks (tongue in cheek) Okay, I'm positve that's a great way to start.
Cate: Thanks, anyway usually, right after lunch I have trouble staying awake. I have actually fallen asleep on a call but that's another story. Anyway, I love Ken's releasing technique where he welcome's the feeling, allows it to be there, accept's it, embraces it, love's it and says "yes" to it. I tried it and I was amazed at how quickly that sleepy feeling left. I mean it was instantaneous.
Goldilocks: Great job, Cate. You really are moving up since we first started corresponding almost a year ago.
Cate: Maybe, but now let me tell you about my tomato plants. I purchased two that were fairly far along in their growth cycle, blooms and everything. One, I put in my upside down tomato planter and the other I planted in our big urn on our deck because with all the rain we had in June we couldn't plow or prepare the garden. The upside down plant was doing fabulously well until I tried moving it to a more sunny spot in the yard. We were going to hang it from the old storage shed by the garden but the hanger was not strong enough for the weight of the planter. (It weighed close to 40 or 50 pounds with all the dirt) Hardly had we started to walk away from it's new location when CRASH! The bolt broke and it fell three of four feet to the ground. The weight of the planter crushed the poor plant, breaking it in three places. I was heart sick to lose it so quickly.
Goldilocks: (empathetically) I'm sorry, Cate.
Cate: (sigh) so was I but I turned all my attention to my robust plant on our deck. It actually had a green tomato on it about the size of a large grape. Proudly I watched it grow until Sunday, I walked out and I couldn't find the tomato. I looked where it should have been but only saw dried blossoms. Then I looked at the boards next to the urn and there it was. A little varmit (I suspect a chipmunk) had pulled it off and eaten off the top and then dropped it, like it wasn't good enough. This time I felt anger as well as grief. I wanted to kill that pesky thief.
Goldilocks: uh huh, strong feelings. I hope you let them go.
Cate: They might still be down there, but we'll talk about that later. So I accepted another backset and told myself there was still plenty of time for the plant to develop tomatoes. The weather has cooled down considerably from the low swealtering 90's of last week. Great tomato growing weather. But last night when I walked out on the deck my grief came up once more. The strong winds had broken one of the main dividing branches and it hang limply like a broken arm. I quickly located a soda straw and devised a makeshift splint. I'm hoping it will survive. It looked okay last night, but I didn't have the courage to look at it this morning. Today is another windy day and my mind wants me to fear the worst.
Goldilocks: Sounds like you have a problem.
Cate: (starting to discriminate) Well...not really. It's only in my mind. But I can't seem to shake it.
Goldilocks: Maybe you should try Ken's release process.
Cate: (thinking out loud) Maybe. But for some silly reason I just hate to see a tomato plant die. I really hate killing one outright. I don't know why. I guess because its a living thing and it's so vibrant and alive one minute and limp and lifeless the next. It's not a good feeling.
Goldilocks: Does that tell you something?
Cate: Yeah, my feelings are running me.
Goldilocks: Good, and what do you intend to do about it?
Cate: Get bigger than my ego and tell them to "take a hike" or " jump in the lake" because I don't need them any more.
Goldilocks: Good for you. I'd start bringing up all those feelings you have about killing tomato plants or watching them die. It's down there.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks. Oh, almost forgot I booked my flights to Asilomar for 9/4/09. Got the times I wanted and the price wasn't that bad either.
Goldilocks: You're also much more consistant this month with your reports. Another job well done. (pause) Imagine June is almost gone. See you in July. Goldilocks out.
Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate, I read you. Go ahead over
Cate: Wanted to share a great gain that I had yesterday plus a couple of minor loses but since I know you're a "good-news-first" man yourself I'll start with the positive.
Goldilocks (tongue in cheek) Okay, I'm positve that's a great way to start.
Cate: Thanks, anyway usually, right after lunch I have trouble staying awake. I have actually fallen asleep on a call but that's another story. Anyway, I love Ken's releasing technique where he welcome's the feeling, allows it to be there, accept's it, embraces it, love's it and says "yes" to it. I tried it and I was amazed at how quickly that sleepy feeling left. I mean it was instantaneous.
Goldilocks: Great job, Cate. You really are moving up since we first started corresponding almost a year ago.
Cate: Maybe, but now let me tell you about my tomato plants. I purchased two that were fairly far along in their growth cycle, blooms and everything. One, I put in my upside down tomato planter and the other I planted in our big urn on our deck because with all the rain we had in June we couldn't plow or prepare the garden. The upside down plant was doing fabulously well until I tried moving it to a more sunny spot in the yard. We were going to hang it from the old storage shed by the garden but the hanger was not strong enough for the weight of the planter. (It weighed close to 40 or 50 pounds with all the dirt) Hardly had we started to walk away from it's new location when CRASH! The bolt broke and it fell three of four feet to the ground. The weight of the planter crushed the poor plant, breaking it in three places. I was heart sick to lose it so quickly.
Goldilocks: (empathetically) I'm sorry, Cate.
Cate: (sigh) so was I but I turned all my attention to my robust plant on our deck. It actually had a green tomato on it about the size of a large grape. Proudly I watched it grow until Sunday, I walked out and I couldn't find the tomato. I looked where it should have been but only saw dried blossoms. Then I looked at the boards next to the urn and there it was. A little varmit (I suspect a chipmunk) had pulled it off and eaten off the top and then dropped it, like it wasn't good enough. This time I felt anger as well as grief. I wanted to kill that pesky thief.
Goldilocks: uh huh, strong feelings. I hope you let them go.
Cate: They might still be down there, but we'll talk about that later. So I accepted another backset and told myself there was still plenty of time for the plant to develop tomatoes. The weather has cooled down considerably from the low swealtering 90's of last week. Great tomato growing weather. But last night when I walked out on the deck my grief came up once more. The strong winds had broken one of the main dividing branches and it hang limply like a broken arm. I quickly located a soda straw and devised a makeshift splint. I'm hoping it will survive. It looked okay last night, but I didn't have the courage to look at it this morning. Today is another windy day and my mind wants me to fear the worst.
Goldilocks: Sounds like you have a problem.
Cate: (starting to discriminate) Well...not really. It's only in my mind. But I can't seem to shake it.
Goldilocks: Maybe you should try Ken's release process.
Cate: (thinking out loud) Maybe. But for some silly reason I just hate to see a tomato plant die. I really hate killing one outright. I don't know why. I guess because its a living thing and it's so vibrant and alive one minute and limp and lifeless the next. It's not a good feeling.
Goldilocks: Does that tell you something?
Cate: Yeah, my feelings are running me.
Goldilocks: Good, and what do you intend to do about it?
Cate: Get bigger than my ego and tell them to "take a hike" or " jump in the lake" because I don't need them any more.
Goldilocks: Good for you. I'd start bringing up all those feelings you have about killing tomato plants or watching them die. It's down there.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks. Oh, almost forgot I booked my flights to Asilomar for 9/4/09. Got the times I wanted and the price wasn't that bad either.
Goldilocks: You're also much more consistant this month with your reports. Another job well done. (pause) Imagine June is almost gone. See you in July. Goldilocks out.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
The Name Game
Cate: callig Goldilocks. Come in, please over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate, go ahead over.
Cate: I have a strong chance if winning a name-game contest at work. If I win the company tag-line contest, the prize is $1,000.
Goldilocks: Hmmm, bet you could put that to good use.
Cate: And how. It would sure come in handy to pay some of that debt down.
Goldilocks: I understand you're making steady progress?
Cate: Slowly but surely. I just transfered the balance of one cedit card to another for another year of 0% interest.
Goldilocks: So tell me more about this "name" thing.
Cate: Oh, we're designing a brand new breakroom and since they name everything in this building, including the rooms, they're running contest for the best name. Winner is assured a BIG prize but they didn't say what that would be. Our parent company is looking for a new slogan with a $1000 prize. My brain has been doing double duty since the announcement of the first contest two weeks ago; creativity is flowing like a river. Releasing gives me clarity of thinking. Personally, I feel so motivated
Goldilocks: And what happens if you don't win? Do you beat yourself up?
Cate: Hopefully, not. I am having fun just watching the ideas pop into my head.
Goldilocks: (changing the subject) So, are you a big lottery jackpot winner yet?
Cate: Stop rubbing it in.
Goldilocks: Oh? Was it something I said?
Cate: (sullenly) You know how I want this to happen. It's so frustrating.
Goldilocks: Oh, so you want to win the lottery. Did I hear you correctly?
Cate: Not really. What I really want is to remove my blocks to being wealthy, have lots of money. That is one of my blocks. A major block I might add.
Goldilocks: So you're gonna remove the block by wanting it? Good luck.
Cate: Well, I am making progress. I got one number right. Now if the ego would just let me uncover those hidden thoughts and programs I'd be there.
Goldilocks: Practice make perfect, I always say. Uh, gotta run. But keep me posted. This is getting interesting.
Cate: Goldilocks, wait... (silence)
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Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate, go ahead over.
Cate: I have a strong chance if winning a name-game contest at work. If I win the company tag-line contest, the prize is $1,000.
Goldilocks: Hmmm, bet you could put that to good use.
Cate: And how. It would sure come in handy to pay some of that debt down.
Goldilocks: I understand you're making steady progress?
Cate: Slowly but surely. I just transfered the balance of one cedit card to another for another year of 0% interest.
Goldilocks: So tell me more about this "name" thing.
Cate: Oh, we're designing a brand new breakroom and since they name everything in this building, including the rooms, they're running contest for the best name. Winner is assured a BIG prize but they didn't say what that would be. Our parent company is looking for a new slogan with a $1000 prize. My brain has been doing double duty since the announcement of the first contest two weeks ago; creativity is flowing like a river. Releasing gives me clarity of thinking. Personally, I feel so motivated
Goldilocks: And what happens if you don't win? Do you beat yourself up?
Cate: Hopefully, not. I am having fun just watching the ideas pop into my head.
Goldilocks: (changing the subject) So, are you a big lottery jackpot winner yet?
Cate: Stop rubbing it in.
Goldilocks: Oh? Was it something I said?
Cate: (sullenly) You know how I want this to happen. It's so frustrating.
Goldilocks: Oh, so you want to win the lottery. Did I hear you correctly?
Cate: Not really. What I really want is to remove my blocks to being wealthy, have lots of money. That is one of my blocks. A major block I might add.
Goldilocks: So you're gonna remove the block by wanting it? Good luck.
Cate: Well, I am making progress. I got one number right. Now if the ego would just let me uncover those hidden thoughts and programs I'd be there.
Goldilocks: Practice make perfect, I always say. Uh, gotta run. But keep me posted. This is getting interesting.
Cate: Goldilocks, wait... (silence)
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Thursday, June 18, 2009
Exonerated
Cate: Cate, calling Goldilocks, come in please, over.
Goldilocks: (stroking chin) Well, well, Cate, you really are getting more consistant. What's up?
Cate: Great news, Goldilocks, Father Justin Belitz has been exonerated by the Catholic Church. His name has been cleared.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. You wrote a great letter.
Cate: Did you like it? I tried not to be too judgemental but when it comes to the "pharisees" of the Catholic church I just went to let them have it both barrels.
Goldilocks: Hmmm, do you happen to see a little bit of yourself in them?
Cate: Is my pride showing?
Goldilocks: Like a bright, yellow, neon billboard flashing in nano seconds.
Cate: Pride is a challenge for me.
Goldilocks: Yes, I know. Join the club.
Cate: I was able to share the Release Technique method yesterday at the energy circle.
Goldilocks: Another job well done. You've gotten so much better in that area.
Cate: I feel so much more comfortable now.
Goldilocks: I've noticed
Cate: Beingness is making it so easy as long as I keep letting go.
Goldilocks: That is the nuts and bolts of releasing isn't it?
Cate: Right, now I'm going to think really big. I wanna see if I can win the lottery by knocking out all my "I can't's". Whatdya think?
Goldilocks: I think you've bitten off more than you can chew. But if you wanna go for it, I'll be behind you every step of the way.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks, that's all that I ask.
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Goldilocks: (stroking chin) Well, well, Cate, you really are getting more consistant. What's up?
Cate: Great news, Goldilocks, Father Justin Belitz has been exonerated by the Catholic Church. His name has been cleared.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. You wrote a great letter.
Cate: Did you like it? I tried not to be too judgemental but when it comes to the "pharisees" of the Catholic church I just went to let them have it both barrels.
Goldilocks: Hmmm, do you happen to see a little bit of yourself in them?
Cate: Is my pride showing?
Goldilocks: Like a bright, yellow, neon billboard flashing in nano seconds.
Cate: Pride is a challenge for me.
Goldilocks: Yes, I know. Join the club.
Cate: I was able to share the Release Technique method yesterday at the energy circle.
Goldilocks: Another job well done. You've gotten so much better in that area.
Cate: I feel so much more comfortable now.
Goldilocks: I've noticed
Cate: Beingness is making it so easy as long as I keep letting go.
Goldilocks: That is the nuts and bolts of releasing isn't it?
Cate: Right, now I'm going to think really big. I wanna see if I can win the lottery by knocking out all my "I can't's". Whatdya think?
Goldilocks: I think you've bitten off more than you can chew. But if you wanna go for it, I'll be behind you every step of the way.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks, that's all that I ask.
(to experience releasing for yourself go to www.releasetechnique.com/info)
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Feeling Like a Million Bucks!
Cate: Cate, calling Goldilocks, come in, Goldilocks, over.
Goldilocks: Papa Bear...er I mean Goldilocks here, I read you, go ahead Cate, over
Cate: (excitedly) I feel it, Goldilocks, I really feel it! (having a hard time containing her exhuberance)
Goldilocks: Whoa! calm down, take it easy, Cate. Now, what is it that you feel? (aside to himself) Besides giving me a heart attack)
Cate: I was practicing feeling like a multi-millionaire and I really have that feeling that "yes, I am" or "yes, I can!"
Goldilocks: Hmm, wouldn't surprise me if they were both one in the same.
Cate: I am going to be a multi-millionaire! I know it. And it's going to happen very soon. And it isn't going to stop there. I am going to have unlimited abundance in all areas of my life. I understand what James was trying to tell me in January. "You're not happy because you have money. You have money because you are happy."
Goldilocks: I would call that an eternal truth wouldn't you?
Cate: I feel happy, Goldilocks. This day is flying by and I have lots of production with very little effort.
Goldilocks: I believe that is how the method works isn't it?
Cate: Yes, of course. Now, if I could just let go of my fear of promoting My Power Mall, life would be a piece of cake.
Goldilocks: (tongue in cheek) Just don't try to eat it and have it too.
Cate: That sounds a lot like Larry's "you can't stand up and sit down at the same time. You either "want" or "have."
Goldilocks: Hmm, I think you've got something there. Looks like we are running out of time. Gotta run.
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Goldilocks: Papa Bear...er I mean Goldilocks here, I read you, go ahead Cate, over
Cate: (excitedly) I feel it, Goldilocks, I really feel it! (having a hard time containing her exhuberance)
Goldilocks: Whoa! calm down, take it easy, Cate. Now, what is it that you feel? (aside to himself) Besides giving me a heart attack)
Cate: I was practicing feeling like a multi-millionaire and I really have that feeling that "yes, I am" or "yes, I can!"
Goldilocks: Hmm, wouldn't surprise me if they were both one in the same.
Cate: I am going to be a multi-millionaire! I know it. And it's going to happen very soon. And it isn't going to stop there. I am going to have unlimited abundance in all areas of my life. I understand what James was trying to tell me in January. "You're not happy because you have money. You have money because you are happy."
Goldilocks: I would call that an eternal truth wouldn't you?
Cate: I feel happy, Goldilocks. This day is flying by and I have lots of production with very little effort.
Goldilocks: I believe that is how the method works isn't it?
Cate: Yes, of course. Now, if I could just let go of my fear of promoting My Power Mall, life would be a piece of cake.
Goldilocks: (tongue in cheek) Just don't try to eat it and have it too.
Cate: That sounds a lot like Larry's "you can't stand up and sit down at the same time. You either "want" or "have."
Goldilocks: Hmm, I think you've got something there. Looks like we are running out of time. Gotta run.
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Friday, June 12, 2009
Reflections
Cate: Goldilocks is unreachable today but I still wanted to share some thoughts
with the universe. Maintaining this feeling of happiness and joy is an all
time job. Just "being" what you are or, rather, what I am. takes vigilance and perseverance. And since it is such a commitment, my ego comes up with every excuse in the book why a I shouldn't. But since I've tasted what's it like, I want off this blankety blank hamster wheel.
On a more positive note, let me share some gains. I convinced Bank of America to credit back a late fee when the rep told me he could only refund half, yes! Massage Therapist interested in My Power Mall and the Release Technique.
That's all for now. Working Saturday
with the universe. Maintaining this feeling of happiness and joy is an all
time job. Just "being" what you are or, rather, what I am. takes vigilance and perseverance. And since it is such a commitment, my ego comes up with every excuse in the book why a I shouldn't. But since I've tasted what's it like, I want off this blankety blank hamster wheel.
On a more positive note, let me share some gains. I convinced Bank of America to credit back a late fee when the rep told me he could only refund half, yes! Massage Therapist interested in My Power Mall and the Release Technique.
That's all for now. Working Saturday
Thursday, June 11, 2009
The Witness
Cate: Cate, calling Goldilocks, come in, please, over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here. This must be important since you're contacting me two days in a row. Wow! What's up?
Cate: (with some guilt) Nothing really important. I just wanted to talk if that's okay. I feel like I've been neglecting you and this mission lately.
Goldilocks: (tongue in cheek) That's down right, decent of you, Cate. I was feeling a bit lonely and forgotten, kinda like an old horse that's been put out to pasture.
Cate: (miffed) All right, you can lay off the pity party. You're activating my approval program.
Goldilocks: (sternly) And may I remind you I out rank you.
Cate: Look who's pulling out the pride all of a sudden.
Goldilocks: Do you want to act like a 2-year-old, or do you want to talk? I have better things to do.
Cate: (stifling a laugh) Like munching grass or swatting the flies off your backside?
Goldilocks: (outraged) All right, that does it. I'm outta here.
Cate: I'm sorry, sir. I didn't mean to be disrespectful. I just couldn't resist a little dig here and there. I guess I've been around you too long. I'm starting to feel like you.
Goldilocks: (soft laughter) You wanna know something? You really do sound like me. Comes with the territory I guess.
Cate: Well, I have studied you for a long time. And I love your quips and clever remarks. I hope you didn't feel offended.
Goldilocks: Naw, (pause) Wanna know something? It's kinda nice coming face to face with myself. Surprising, but nice. So, what didja wanna talk about?
Cate: Lester keeps emphasizing how important it is to detach ourselves from this body. That if we would stop identifying with it, we would experience our unlimitedness. But he also said it isn't easy. In fact, he said if we insist on saying, I am this body" it is impossible to experience who we really are. I wish there was some easy way to do this, to let go.
Goldilocks: I'm surprised at you, Cate. (to himself) How quickly they forget. It's called RELEASING. That's what I'm here for. That's all the whole purpose of this mission.
Cate: Yes, I know. But it is so easy to get distracted. I just can't remember to release moment to moment. I know I've been told this body, this world is only a thought. But it looks and feels so real. And I get so frustrated with all the worldly disires and misery. I just want to rise above it all. Go free.
Goldilocks: So why don't you? It's just a decision, or so I'm told.
Cate: (savagely) Oh, stop it! Stop preaching at me!
Goldilocks: (softly with great gentleness) Cate, your happiness is not out there no matter how many tempting carrots they dangle in front of your nose. It isn't real.
Cate: I keep telling myself that. But I want to wake up. Now!
Goldilocks: I think that's why I keep hearing "patience is a virtue." Look you're obviously into beating yourself up. Why don't you find a nice quiet place and release. Things will look much better in the morning. Good idea?
Cate: Okay, it's just that when I sit in this blasted call center and I'm controlled down to my pee and my thoughts. It stinks.
Goldilocks: Go fly a kite, Cate and smile, then call me in the morning. Goldilocks out.
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here. This must be important since you're contacting me two days in a row. Wow! What's up?
Cate: (with some guilt) Nothing really important. I just wanted to talk if that's okay. I feel like I've been neglecting you and this mission lately.
Goldilocks: (tongue in cheek) That's down right, decent of you, Cate. I was feeling a bit lonely and forgotten, kinda like an old horse that's been put out to pasture.
Cate: (miffed) All right, you can lay off the pity party. You're activating my approval program.
Goldilocks: (sternly) And may I remind you I out rank you.
Cate: Look who's pulling out the pride all of a sudden.
Goldilocks: Do you want to act like a 2-year-old, or do you want to talk? I have better things to do.
Cate: (stifling a laugh) Like munching grass or swatting the flies off your backside?
Goldilocks: (outraged) All right, that does it. I'm outta here.
Cate: I'm sorry, sir. I didn't mean to be disrespectful. I just couldn't resist a little dig here and there. I guess I've been around you too long. I'm starting to feel like you.
Goldilocks: (soft laughter) You wanna know something? You really do sound like me. Comes with the territory I guess.
Cate: Well, I have studied you for a long time. And I love your quips and clever remarks. I hope you didn't feel offended.
Goldilocks: Naw, (pause) Wanna know something? It's kinda nice coming face to face with myself. Surprising, but nice. So, what didja wanna talk about?
Cate: Lester keeps emphasizing how important it is to detach ourselves from this body. That if we would stop identifying with it, we would experience our unlimitedness. But he also said it isn't easy. In fact, he said if we insist on saying, I am this body" it is impossible to experience who we really are. I wish there was some easy way to do this, to let go.
Goldilocks: I'm surprised at you, Cate. (to himself) How quickly they forget. It's called RELEASING. That's what I'm here for. That's all the whole purpose of this mission.
Cate: Yes, I know. But it is so easy to get distracted. I just can't remember to release moment to moment. I know I've been told this body, this world is only a thought. But it looks and feels so real. And I get so frustrated with all the worldly disires and misery. I just want to rise above it all. Go free.
Goldilocks: So why don't you? It's just a decision, or so I'm told.
Cate: (savagely) Oh, stop it! Stop preaching at me!
Goldilocks: (softly with great gentleness) Cate, your happiness is not out there no matter how many tempting carrots they dangle in front of your nose. It isn't real.
Cate: I keep telling myself that. But I want to wake up. Now!
Goldilocks: I think that's why I keep hearing "patience is a virtue." Look you're obviously into beating yourself up. Why don't you find a nice quiet place and release. Things will look much better in the morning. Good idea?
Cate: Okay, it's just that when I sit in this blasted call center and I'm controlled down to my pee and my thoughts. It stinks.
Goldilocks: Go fly a kite, Cate and smile, then call me in the morning. Goldilocks out.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Flying High
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Come in Goldilocks, over
Goldilocks: (surprise and relief) Cate, is that you? I mean is it really you? I've been trying to contact you for days. I'd about given up hope. We thought the Enemy had devoured you.
Cate: It's really me, Goldilocks. And I am wonderful. Even better I'm still flying from Camp Allen. What an awesome seven days in May. I didn't want it to end. I think I'm really getting this Release Technique for the first time. I mean really getting it.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate, but you realize you're making an old man of me with these long hiatuses without even an inkling or a clue where you've disappeared to?
Cate: I'm sorry, Goldilocks, it was a secret mission and I couldn't even tell you the actual dates. Sorta like D-day I guess. The Enemy would have loved to have gotten a spy in that room to ferret out all our secrets.
Goldilocks: I wouldn't worry, Cate. The Enemy doesn't have a clue what you're doing. Correction, He knows what you're doing, He just doesn't have a clue how you're doing it.
Cate: You know, Goldilocks, it's wonderful not to identify with the body or the mind. You get to that place where there are no problems, worries, or anything else. It just is. Larry calls it a mental orgasim and I was there, experiencing it for the firs time. It was so joyful and peaceful, I just want everyone to experience and know about what happened at Camp Allen, Texas.
Goldilocks: Gee, maybe I should go the next time.
Cate: But you know, Goldilocks, this retreat was different than the others. I suppose because I am at a much higher level than a year ago or even six months ago. I really wanted to come back. I was ready to face the world and all its negativity with what I had heard and understood. I felt like I was ready. I had all the ammo under my belt particularly the joy and peace. And that feeling of joy did not dissapate after 24 or 48 hours. It remained. I would wake up in joy many many mornings and it carried me. Even when the Enemy tried to bring me down with a week's worth of laryngitis, the joy still lingered in the background, like a soft aura surrounding me. It was wonderful.
Goldilocks: (softly) guess there's not too much I can say is there? You know who you are and that is all that matters.
Cate: But I still have certain frustrations that just won't go away. I'm not there yet, almost, but not quite. (pause) We can still talk, right? I promise I'll be more faithful.
Goldilocks: (lost in thought) Hmmm...oh, sure. Whatever you want. But there will come a day, when you won't need me to figure things out. You'll just know, like you did at Camp Allen. Well, now that I know you're safe and sound, I need to report to HQ. My butt has been in a sling since you've been gone and it'd be nice to be able to sit down, relax and contemplate a few things. Talk to you soon. Goldilocks out.
Goldilocks: (surprise and relief) Cate, is that you? I mean is it really you? I've been trying to contact you for days. I'd about given up hope. We thought the Enemy had devoured you.
Cate: It's really me, Goldilocks. And I am wonderful. Even better I'm still flying from Camp Allen. What an awesome seven days in May. I didn't want it to end. I think I'm really getting this Release Technique for the first time. I mean really getting it.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate, but you realize you're making an old man of me with these long hiatuses without even an inkling or a clue where you've disappeared to?
Cate: I'm sorry, Goldilocks, it was a secret mission and I couldn't even tell you the actual dates. Sorta like D-day I guess. The Enemy would have loved to have gotten a spy in that room to ferret out all our secrets.
Goldilocks: I wouldn't worry, Cate. The Enemy doesn't have a clue what you're doing. Correction, He knows what you're doing, He just doesn't have a clue how you're doing it.
Cate: You know, Goldilocks, it's wonderful not to identify with the body or the mind. You get to that place where there are no problems, worries, or anything else. It just is. Larry calls it a mental orgasim and I was there, experiencing it for the firs time. It was so joyful and peaceful, I just want everyone to experience and know about what happened at Camp Allen, Texas.
Goldilocks: Gee, maybe I should go the next time.
Cate: But you know, Goldilocks, this retreat was different than the others. I suppose because I am at a much higher level than a year ago or even six months ago. I really wanted to come back. I was ready to face the world and all its negativity with what I had heard and understood. I felt like I was ready. I had all the ammo under my belt particularly the joy and peace. And that feeling of joy did not dissapate after 24 or 48 hours. It remained. I would wake up in joy many many mornings and it carried me. Even when the Enemy tried to bring me down with a week's worth of laryngitis, the joy still lingered in the background, like a soft aura surrounding me. It was wonderful.
Goldilocks: (softly) guess there's not too much I can say is there? You know who you are and that is all that matters.
Cate: But I still have certain frustrations that just won't go away. I'm not there yet, almost, but not quite. (pause) We can still talk, right? I promise I'll be more faithful.
Goldilocks: (lost in thought) Hmmm...oh, sure. Whatever you want. But there will come a day, when you won't need me to figure things out. You'll just know, like you did at Camp Allen. Well, now that I know you're safe and sound, I need to report to HQ. My butt has been in a sling since you've been gone and it'd be nice to be able to sit down, relax and contemplate a few things. Talk to you soon. Goldilocks out.
Friday, April 24, 2009
Everything is Coming Up Money
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, please over
Goldilocks: Oh, so you are alive and well. Goldilocks here. Where have you been keeping yourself, or was it something I said?
Cate: Sorry, Goldilocks, I volunteered to do some outcalling and now that we also take RCI overflow calls, I don't have all that wonderful time to keep in touch.
Goldilocks: Oh, well, then, as long as it wasn't personal. I take it you have something to report?
Cate: So, much, Goldilocks. I am finally tapping into the universe's abundance. It is amazing and so effortless.
Goldilocks: (remaining calm) Uh, huh, so tell me more.
Cate: I went to The Abundance Course this past weekend and it was so powerful. I learned that when I say "yes" to letting go of an attachment or aversion it is released instantly even if I still feel a clutching or tightness in my stomach or chest. This is huge, Goldilocks. Before this revelation my mind had me spinning convincing me that as long as I felt the resistance that I hadn't really let go of it. Now I can really get bigger than my ego and accelerate my releasing. I truly am feeling like a multi-millionaire and can say "yes" to the thought so easily. And even better the April newsletter had an article on The Power of Yes. And Bill states in the article that it doesn't matter if your mind believes the "yes" or not it will be effective and change your consciousness on that matter. Wow! Pinch me please.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate, but you need to calm down. You now what the Enemy does with an over excited mind. ZAP!
Cate: Thanks for the reminder. Also, after three and half months of frustration I finally have my $694 credit from Global Cash Flow Network. Talk about a comedy of errors. First they never processed it. They did this twice and then they tried to tell me it was coming back on a credit card I didn't even own. I talked to a quality control manager yesterday and he is offering another $250 refund out of almost $2000 and to run the traffic program for the next 6 to 8 months to see if I could get the money back that way. I am requesting $500 and I believe they will give it to me because of the hassle and frustration they put me through. In any case I am sending them love and approval and surrendering to Beingness. This "letting go" stuff is getting easier and easier and I can almost say I'm having fun with it.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. We knew you could do it.
Cate: The abundant cash flow just gets better and better. I got a $200 bonus on my last check for a January acheivement recognition. That means The Abundance Course only cost me $150 and as far as I'm concerned money is no object when it comes to the value and benefits. I just wish I could get other people to listen.
Goldilocks: Don't beat yourself up, Cate. Just cast the bread on the water and let it go.
Cate: I'll try. You know this is one of my greatest challenges.
Goldilocks: (feigning surprise) Really? (pause) You're doing great, Cate. Hang in there, you're almost there. Uh, gotta go. Kinch is gonna try to teach me some computer lingo. I tried to tell 'em you can't teach an old dog new tricks, but then again, who knows, I might surprise myself. Goldilocks out.
(Comment: to understand the background for this blog see the first post in 9/08)
Comment: to learn more about releasing and taking control of your life go to www.releasetechnique.com)
Goldilocks: Oh, so you are alive and well. Goldilocks here. Where have you been keeping yourself, or was it something I said?
Cate: Sorry, Goldilocks, I volunteered to do some outcalling and now that we also take RCI overflow calls, I don't have all that wonderful time to keep in touch.
Goldilocks: Oh, well, then, as long as it wasn't personal. I take it you have something to report?
Cate: So, much, Goldilocks. I am finally tapping into the universe's abundance. It is amazing and so effortless.
Goldilocks: (remaining calm) Uh, huh, so tell me more.
Cate: I went to The Abundance Course this past weekend and it was so powerful. I learned that when I say "yes" to letting go of an attachment or aversion it is released instantly even if I still feel a clutching or tightness in my stomach or chest. This is huge, Goldilocks. Before this revelation my mind had me spinning convincing me that as long as I felt the resistance that I hadn't really let go of it. Now I can really get bigger than my ego and accelerate my releasing. I truly am feeling like a multi-millionaire and can say "yes" to the thought so easily. And even better the April newsletter had an article on The Power of Yes. And Bill states in the article that it doesn't matter if your mind believes the "yes" or not it will be effective and change your consciousness on that matter. Wow! Pinch me please.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate, but you need to calm down. You now what the Enemy does with an over excited mind. ZAP!
Cate: Thanks for the reminder. Also, after three and half months of frustration I finally have my $694 credit from Global Cash Flow Network. Talk about a comedy of errors. First they never processed it. They did this twice and then they tried to tell me it was coming back on a credit card I didn't even own. I talked to a quality control manager yesterday and he is offering another $250 refund out of almost $2000 and to run the traffic program for the next 6 to 8 months to see if I could get the money back that way. I am requesting $500 and I believe they will give it to me because of the hassle and frustration they put me through. In any case I am sending them love and approval and surrendering to Beingness. This "letting go" stuff is getting easier and easier and I can almost say I'm having fun with it.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. We knew you could do it.
Cate: The abundant cash flow just gets better and better. I got a $200 bonus on my last check for a January acheivement recognition. That means The Abundance Course only cost me $150 and as far as I'm concerned money is no object when it comes to the value and benefits. I just wish I could get other people to listen.
Goldilocks: Don't beat yourself up, Cate. Just cast the bread on the water and let it go.
Cate: I'll try. You know this is one of my greatest challenges.
Goldilocks: (feigning surprise) Really? (pause) You're doing great, Cate. Hang in there, you're almost there. Uh, gotta go. Kinch is gonna try to teach me some computer lingo. I tried to tell 'em you can't teach an old dog new tricks, but then again, who knows, I might surprise myself. Goldilocks out.
(Comment: to understand the background for this blog see the first post in 9/08)
Comment: to learn more about releasing and taking control of your life go to www.releasetechnique.com)
Thursday, April 9, 2009
Safe and Protected
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Do you read me over?
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, Cate, go ahead over.
Cate: Just wanted to share a huge gain from yesterday. I was on my way to doggie day care with Goldilocks, my Wheaten Terrier. I always have a releasing cd in the player and this proved invaluable yesterday morning. I was westbound and the sun was coming up behind me, big and brilliant. I see this semi cab waiting to pull out to my left. They next thing I see, he is pulling out directly into my path. I felt a momentary feeling of panic and disbelief. My mind told me "you're going to crash!" Without even thinkng I slammed on the brakes and poor Goldilocks went flying off the backseat and slammed into the back of the front seat. We missed colliding by inches. I felt a wave of anger as I tried laying on the horn but couldn't find it. (With these new vehicles, Ihave a hard time finding the right spot in an emergency). As he drove off in front of me, I realized that the sun was smack in his eyes and he probably never saw me. In fact I'm not even sure he realized he had come inches away from colliding with me. Somewhat shaken I immediately thanked Beingness for keeping me safe and my anger diffused quickly. This was another gain. Those negative feelings just evaporated like smoke. Again, I recognized that without The Release Technique I would have totaled the car and sustained injuries to myself and the dog. I felt so protected afterwards. In fact, more and more I am feeling safe secure in all circumstances.
Goldilocks: (breathing softly) Wow, Cate, you have come a long way. Congratualtions.
Cate: That's not all. I am feeling like a winner. I won the $10 gas card yesterday in the drawing when I only had two entries. And I am doing my best to see everything as perfect and surrender to Beingness. I did that yesterday with production and confirmations just fell in my lap effortlessly. One of my biggest challenges is to not be drawn into all the negativity at the office. Oh, almost forgot, I did not tell my colleagues about the near miss although ego was itching to talk and hear the reactions. That was really tough.
Goldilocks: Fantastic, Cate. As Larry says, onward and upward. Talk to you later.
(To learn more about The Release Technique and releasing go to www.releasetechnique.com )
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, Cate, go ahead over.
Cate: Just wanted to share a huge gain from yesterday. I was on my way to doggie day care with Goldilocks, my Wheaten Terrier. I always have a releasing cd in the player and this proved invaluable yesterday morning. I was westbound and the sun was coming up behind me, big and brilliant. I see this semi cab waiting to pull out to my left. They next thing I see, he is pulling out directly into my path. I felt a momentary feeling of panic and disbelief. My mind told me "you're going to crash!" Without even thinkng I slammed on the brakes and poor Goldilocks went flying off the backseat and slammed into the back of the front seat. We missed colliding by inches. I felt a wave of anger as I tried laying on the horn but couldn't find it. (With these new vehicles, Ihave a hard time finding the right spot in an emergency). As he drove off in front of me, I realized that the sun was smack in his eyes and he probably never saw me. In fact I'm not even sure he realized he had come inches away from colliding with me. Somewhat shaken I immediately thanked Beingness for keeping me safe and my anger diffused quickly. This was another gain. Those negative feelings just evaporated like smoke. Again, I recognized that without The Release Technique I would have totaled the car and sustained injuries to myself and the dog. I felt so protected afterwards. In fact, more and more I am feeling safe secure in all circumstances.
Goldilocks: (breathing softly) Wow, Cate, you have come a long way. Congratualtions.
Cate: That's not all. I am feeling like a winner. I won the $10 gas card yesterday in the drawing when I only had two entries. And I am doing my best to see everything as perfect and surrender to Beingness. I did that yesterday with production and confirmations just fell in my lap effortlessly. One of my biggest challenges is to not be drawn into all the negativity at the office. Oh, almost forgot, I did not tell my colleagues about the near miss although ego was itching to talk and hear the reactions. That was really tough.
Goldilocks: Fantastic, Cate. As Larry says, onward and upward. Talk to you later.
(To learn more about The Release Technique and releasing go to www.releasetechnique.com )
Monday, April 6, 2009
It's Spring and Snowing
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, calling Cate. Come in, please, over.
Cate: Goldilocks, is that really you?
Goldilocks: Yeah, I think so. Getting spare radio parts isn't what it used to be. I was beginning to think, I'd have to go to a museum or antique shop. Sheesh.
Cate: I'm so glad you're back.
Goldilocks: The feeling is mutual. So, what's the news. The world didn't end while I was gone did it?
Cate: Not exactly, but I could've used your support.
Goldilocks: But since you're talking to me, I'm assuming you survived.
Cate: I was in the doldrums last week, really struggling.
Goldilocks: About what?
Cate: Trying to figure out how I was going to get 30 people or more to the Abundance Course that is coming up in two weeks.
Goldilocks: Oh, I see, in the throes of the enemy again.
Cate: Big time. I was wallowing in it until the Release teleconference with Pat and Lynn on Thursday. And then the smoke cleared and I realized, yet again, how the ego had deceived and tricked me. Ooh, I hate it for doing that.
Goldilocks: huh huh, "hate" is a negative word. You're feeding it every time you dislike or "hate" its wiley ways. Try loving it. That's how to undo it.
Cate: (with exasperation) I know that, why is it that I can't remember it when the Enemy attacks.
Goldilocks: psychological warefare.
Cate: That must be what's happening today. It's April, Spring and it's snowing.
Goldilocks: I thought you liked snow.
Cate: I do when it accumulates and I can go tubing, but I've given up for this season. The magnolias and daffodils are in bloom, and the grass is turning an emerald green. It's time to haul out the lawn mower and say goodbye to the flannel and fleece.
Goldilocks: Anything else to report?
Cate: Oh, yes, our company is having a rebid this month and I am getting a shift with an hour's lunch. Yes! Yes! I am going to feel like an executive after 19 years in this hell hole. I can take my time, release on my goals, make phone calls. This is going to be so cool.
Goldilocks: great, Cate, sounds like your world is becoming more effortless all the time.
Cate: Oh, it is, it most definitely is.
Cate: Goldilocks, is that really you?
Goldilocks: Yeah, I think so. Getting spare radio parts isn't what it used to be. I was beginning to think, I'd have to go to a museum or antique shop. Sheesh.
Cate: I'm so glad you're back.
Goldilocks: The feeling is mutual. So, what's the news. The world didn't end while I was gone did it?
Cate: Not exactly, but I could've used your support.
Goldilocks: But since you're talking to me, I'm assuming you survived.
Cate: I was in the doldrums last week, really struggling.
Goldilocks: About what?
Cate: Trying to figure out how I was going to get 30 people or more to the Abundance Course that is coming up in two weeks.
Goldilocks: Oh, I see, in the throes of the enemy again.
Cate: Big time. I was wallowing in it until the Release teleconference with Pat and Lynn on Thursday. And then the smoke cleared and I realized, yet again, how the ego had deceived and tricked me. Ooh, I hate it for doing that.
Goldilocks: huh huh, "hate" is a negative word. You're feeding it every time you dislike or "hate" its wiley ways. Try loving it. That's how to undo it.
Cate: (with exasperation) I know that, why is it that I can't remember it when the Enemy attacks.
Goldilocks: psychological warefare.
Cate: That must be what's happening today. It's April, Spring and it's snowing.
Goldilocks: I thought you liked snow.
Cate: I do when it accumulates and I can go tubing, but I've given up for this season. The magnolias and daffodils are in bloom, and the grass is turning an emerald green. It's time to haul out the lawn mower and say goodbye to the flannel and fleece.
Goldilocks: Anything else to report?
Cate: Oh, yes, our company is having a rebid this month and I am getting a shift with an hour's lunch. Yes! Yes! I am going to feel like an executive after 19 years in this hell hole. I can take my time, release on my goals, make phone calls. This is going to be so cool.
Goldilocks: great, Cate, sounds like your world is becoming more effortless all the time.
Cate: Oh, it is, it most definitely is.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Sweet Sweet Peace
Cate: Hello Goldilocks and anyone else who might be listening. I am in a high state right now. I am listening to the complaining and negative chatter around me and I only feel peace and love. The voices and complaints are like buzzing bees. They don't affect me. I am allowing Beingness to take over and do everything, at least for now. The ego is in the background. Listening to Ken's clean-up cd's have helped immensely. I am practicing giving love to everything and anything...my noisy mind, my sore leg muscle, my bald head, my scabby ear, my dry nose...and I am saying "yes" to releasing.
I am releasing on two specific goals today, being able to go to one of our upscale vacation homes in North Carolina in May, and seeing a speedy expedition of my $694 credit back to my card from Global Cash Flow Network. Again, I surrender to Beingness and know everything is perfect.
I am releasing on two specific goals today, being able to go to one of our upscale vacation homes in North Carolina in May, and seeing a speedy expedition of my $694 credit back to my card from Global Cash Flow Network. Again, I surrender to Beingness and know everything is perfect.
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Change In Plans
Cate: Cate, here. Goldilocks couldn't make it. His transmitter blew last week and he is having some difficulty getting spare parts. In a way it is a good thing because the enemy is stepping up His vigilance and attacks. He'd do anything to discover our secret weapon so we have to keep these transmissions short to avoid being overheard or discovered.
Ego is doing everything in His bag of tricks to bring me down but I am determined to overcome anything He throws at me. Yesterday, was a good example. He was up to his old tricks trying to make me feel lousy and beat myself up. It worked for a few hours until I started discriminating. Then I said to myself "no more" I'm bigger than you." Instead of listening to that gloomy song-and-dance, I started saying "yes" to happiness. It worked like magic. My blue mood evaporated and I felt happy and it was Monday no less.
I have also been trying to shed 5-7 pounds (ideal weight is 127). Sunday morning I was ready to throw in the towl as the scale read 131. (the most I ever weighed was 135 in college). I have been trying to supercharge my metabolism by exercising more and eating less. Today, I wanted to shout for joy, 128.5. Yes, Yes, Yes!!!!
Ego is doing everything in His bag of tricks to bring me down but I am determined to overcome anything He throws at me. Yesterday, was a good example. He was up to his old tricks trying to make me feel lousy and beat myself up. It worked for a few hours until I started discriminating. Then I said to myself "no more" I'm bigger than you." Instead of listening to that gloomy song-and-dance, I started saying "yes" to happiness. It worked like magic. My blue mood evaporated and I felt happy and it was Monday no less.
I have also been trying to shed 5-7 pounds (ideal weight is 127). Sunday morning I was ready to throw in the towl as the scale read 131. (the most I ever weighed was 135 in college). I have been trying to supercharge my metabolism by exercising more and eating less. Today, I wanted to shout for joy, 128.5. Yes, Yes, Yes!!!!
Friday, March 13, 2009
Cate: Hello, Goldilocks, it's me again. Do you read me, over?
Goldilocks: Yes, Cate, I read you. What's up?
Cate: Gains and challenges do you want to hear about it?
Goldilocks: You know I do. Go ahead.
Cate: I went to see my mother-in-law in the nursing home yesterday evening. Hooverwood is such an improvement over where she was and she seems happier. Anyway, when I walked into the room she was in bed. When I called to her she opened her eyes and after studying me breifly her whole face lit up and she called me by name. This time it was the correct name and not "Agnes." She asked me how I was and I replied with my usual happy Being-ness tone that I was wonderful. And then I asked how she was and she replied, "well, I guess I'm pretty wonderful as well." I loved her answer. I was feeling love and joy and she picked up the signal. As Larry says, we're all sending and receiving signals. I really look forward to visiting her and she knows it because she told George the same thing. This has been another great gain for me with The Release Technique.
Goldilocks: keep going, I love hearing things like this.
Cate: Yep pretty good joyful day until I hit a brick wall with my sister.
Goldilocks: Ouch, I'll bet that hurt.
Cate: In more ways than one. Ego certainly got a nasty whallop. I swear I think she exists just to make my life miserable. She has an ego the size of an entire state.
Goldilocks: It takes one to know one. Egos read each other, remember?
Cate: Boy do they ever. I wonder why she is so resistant to a method that could easily make her one of the happiest people on the planet.
Goldilocks: Sounds like you are into figuring it out. But to answer your quesiton, misery and suffering can be more attractive to people especially when the ego is so large and commanding. Nobody wants to be told what to do even if you do have her best interest in mind. She may be drowning but isn't gonna allow you to save her either. She'd rather go down with the ship. It's that ego pride thing. I used to be that way so I know where's she's coming from. You're hitting a solid brick wall. Back off and try Releasing instead. You'd be amazed at what can happen.
Cate: I know. I know. But I just want to shake her. She's walking down a blind alley or a gang plank and doesn't see the danger. I couldn't get to Steve in time either.
Goldilocks: (severely) Let it go, Cate. You are not a savior. You can't, and I repeat cannot help someone who does not want help. You will only hurt yourself.
Cate: (half blubbering) But, but she's my sister...
Goldilocks: Doesn't matter. She could be your only daughter and I'd tell you the same thing. Give it up, now!
Cate: It did turn out to be a gain because I recognized that I needed to bring the feelings, up, feel them and then drop them like a hot poker which I did. The release was not as quick as I would have liked but I can say the encounter does not bother me as we speak.
Goldilocks: Good for you. That's more like it.
Cate: In fact, the farther I distanced myself from the situation, the more I realized what a blessing her ego personality is for me. I should call her up every week. I could go free a lot faster. Both she and George really hit my hot button.
Goldilocks: Great job of discriminating. I also know it took great courage to do what you did last night. Don't worry about understanding where she's coming from, it will only start you spinning. Just send her love and approval like you did your mother-in-law and then sit back and watch the fun.
Cate: (smiling) I love you, Goldilocks.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Yes, I know and you love your sister and George and yourself and it's all the same. When you love them, you're loving yourself. Talk about me, talk about you, and I ask, what's the difference? Sound familiar.
Cate: (knowingly) Talk to you soon, Goldilocks
(To best understand this blog, go to the first post in 9/08)
Goldilocks: Yes, Cate, I read you. What's up?
Cate: Gains and challenges do you want to hear about it?
Goldilocks: You know I do. Go ahead.
Cate: I went to see my mother-in-law in the nursing home yesterday evening. Hooverwood is such an improvement over where she was and she seems happier. Anyway, when I walked into the room she was in bed. When I called to her she opened her eyes and after studying me breifly her whole face lit up and she called me by name. This time it was the correct name and not "Agnes." She asked me how I was and I replied with my usual happy Being-ness tone that I was wonderful. And then I asked how she was and she replied, "well, I guess I'm pretty wonderful as well." I loved her answer. I was feeling love and joy and she picked up the signal. As Larry says, we're all sending and receiving signals. I really look forward to visiting her and she knows it because she told George the same thing. This has been another great gain for me with The Release Technique.
Goldilocks: keep going, I love hearing things like this.
Cate: Yep pretty good joyful day until I hit a brick wall with my sister.
Goldilocks: Ouch, I'll bet that hurt.
Cate: In more ways than one. Ego certainly got a nasty whallop. I swear I think she exists just to make my life miserable. She has an ego the size of an entire state.
Goldilocks: It takes one to know one. Egos read each other, remember?
Cate: Boy do they ever. I wonder why she is so resistant to a method that could easily make her one of the happiest people on the planet.
Goldilocks: Sounds like you are into figuring it out. But to answer your quesiton, misery and suffering can be more attractive to people especially when the ego is so large and commanding. Nobody wants to be told what to do even if you do have her best interest in mind. She may be drowning but isn't gonna allow you to save her either. She'd rather go down with the ship. It's that ego pride thing. I used to be that way so I know where's she's coming from. You're hitting a solid brick wall. Back off and try Releasing instead. You'd be amazed at what can happen.
Cate: I know. I know. But I just want to shake her. She's walking down a blind alley or a gang plank and doesn't see the danger. I couldn't get to Steve in time either.
Goldilocks: (severely) Let it go, Cate. You are not a savior. You can't, and I repeat cannot help someone who does not want help. You will only hurt yourself.
Cate: (half blubbering) But, but she's my sister...
Goldilocks: Doesn't matter. She could be your only daughter and I'd tell you the same thing. Give it up, now!
Cate: It did turn out to be a gain because I recognized that I needed to bring the feelings, up, feel them and then drop them like a hot poker which I did. The release was not as quick as I would have liked but I can say the encounter does not bother me as we speak.
Goldilocks: Good for you. That's more like it.
Cate: In fact, the farther I distanced myself from the situation, the more I realized what a blessing her ego personality is for me. I should call her up every week. I could go free a lot faster. Both she and George really hit my hot button.
Goldilocks: Great job of discriminating. I also know it took great courage to do what you did last night. Don't worry about understanding where she's coming from, it will only start you spinning. Just send her love and approval like you did your mother-in-law and then sit back and watch the fun.
Cate: (smiling) I love you, Goldilocks.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Yes, I know and you love your sister and George and yourself and it's all the same. When you love them, you're loving yourself. Talk about me, talk about you, and I ask, what's the difference? Sound familiar.
Cate: (knowingly) Talk to you soon, Goldilocks
(To best understand this blog, go to the first post in 9/08)
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Strengthening My Resolve
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Hello, Goldilocks, come in, over.
Goldilocks: Yes, Cate, Goldilocks here. Has our transmitter been out. This is nearly mid March and not a word.
Cate: My fault entirely, Goldilocks. I am so charged up today.
Goldilocks: Hmmm, is that an excited ego kind of "charge"?
Cate: Call it what you will. My momentum is building stronger and stronger. This will be a victory for freedom. I guarantee it because I am choosing it right now.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. But could you tone it down a little, the Enemy is everywhere. I don't want to see you knocked off your perch. So, let's have a progress report.
Cate: I have some pretty formidable goals I'm working on. I want both my sister and George to attend the live Abundance Course in Indy next month.
Goldilocks: Gosh, that is a pretty tall order. Any resistance?
Cate: Some, but I'm really feeling the "yes" when I Release. I'm also allowing 30 or more to attend. One of my big gains is the money issue. It doesn't have the hold on me like it used to. The energy isn't there. When I used the ICAP this morning, I got the lowest score yet and I was feeling "hootless" as Lester described the feeling. And, get this, (drum roll please) Despite the bad economy last year, our company met the majority of its goals and is able to pay out 90% on bonus money. The amount is $1900 before taxes!!!! I should be able to cover the registration for Asilomar without straining my check book. Yahoo!!! And of course you remember, I'm cover the Camp Allen expenses for May with the refunds I've generated by releasing only.
Goldilocks: Wow, you're becoming one helluva soldier. I'd hate to be the person or thing that stands in your way.
Cate: Like the ego?
Goldilocks: Yeah, what else?
Cate: The best yet. Larry sent us a communication this morning that spells out how to acheive any goal step by step with or without the ICAP meter. It was awesome.
Goldilocks: So that's why you're so charged up.
Cate: You bet. George's Mom is now in Hooverwood, a nursing home just a mile down the road. She is so much happier, or maybe I'm choosing to see her that way. And I enjoy going to visit her particularly when it is just me because it gives an another opportunity to face resistance head on and Release. And we can take Goldilocks. (pause) You remember, that's our Soft-coated Wheaten Terrier?
Goldilocks: (smiling to himself) Oh, right...
Cate: I guess my biggest frustration/resistance is sharing the method. People want happiness, but they are unwilling to "pay" for it like attending a live class. I'm gonna have to Release more on this one.
Goldilocks: Good idea, you do that.
Cate: I'm also going to make these sessions more fequent. Things are changing in our department. No more idle "free" time or down time. I'll talk about that in my next transmission plus how my home businesses are taking off.
Goldilocks: Sounds like a plan to me. Remember Release when you get high, let those good feelings go and get even higher. I know it's easy to forget. Don't get stuck in that "feeling good" state.
Cate: I'll do my best, I promise. Well, gotta go and live life such that it is. But things are changing. The shift has already happened otherwise I wouldn't be seeing the money flowing to me like it is. I'm determined to strengthen my desire for freedom every day. Talk to you soon, Cate out.
(Comment: to understand the purpose ot this blog see the first post 9/08)
Goldilocks: Yes, Cate, Goldilocks here. Has our transmitter been out. This is nearly mid March and not a word.
Cate: My fault entirely, Goldilocks. I am so charged up today.
Goldilocks: Hmmm, is that an excited ego kind of "charge"?
Cate: Call it what you will. My momentum is building stronger and stronger. This will be a victory for freedom. I guarantee it because I am choosing it right now.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. But could you tone it down a little, the Enemy is everywhere. I don't want to see you knocked off your perch. So, let's have a progress report.
Cate: I have some pretty formidable goals I'm working on. I want both my sister and George to attend the live Abundance Course in Indy next month.
Goldilocks: Gosh, that is a pretty tall order. Any resistance?
Cate: Some, but I'm really feeling the "yes" when I Release. I'm also allowing 30 or more to attend. One of my big gains is the money issue. It doesn't have the hold on me like it used to. The energy isn't there. When I used the ICAP this morning, I got the lowest score yet and I was feeling "hootless" as Lester described the feeling. And, get this, (drum roll please) Despite the bad economy last year, our company met the majority of its goals and is able to pay out 90% on bonus money. The amount is $1900 before taxes!!!! I should be able to cover the registration for Asilomar without straining my check book. Yahoo!!! And of course you remember, I'm cover the Camp Allen expenses for May with the refunds I've generated by releasing only.
Goldilocks: Wow, you're becoming one helluva soldier. I'd hate to be the person or thing that stands in your way.
Cate: Like the ego?
Goldilocks: Yeah, what else?
Cate: The best yet. Larry sent us a communication this morning that spells out how to acheive any goal step by step with or without the ICAP meter. It was awesome.
Goldilocks: So that's why you're so charged up.
Cate: You bet. George's Mom is now in Hooverwood, a nursing home just a mile down the road. She is so much happier, or maybe I'm choosing to see her that way. And I enjoy going to visit her particularly when it is just me because it gives an another opportunity to face resistance head on and Release. And we can take Goldilocks. (pause) You remember, that's our Soft-coated Wheaten Terrier?
Goldilocks: (smiling to himself) Oh, right...
Cate: I guess my biggest frustration/resistance is sharing the method. People want happiness, but they are unwilling to "pay" for it like attending a live class. I'm gonna have to Release more on this one.
Goldilocks: Good idea, you do that.
Cate: I'm also going to make these sessions more fequent. Things are changing in our department. No more idle "free" time or down time. I'll talk about that in my next transmission plus how my home businesses are taking off.
Goldilocks: Sounds like a plan to me. Remember Release when you get high, let those good feelings go and get even higher. I know it's easy to forget. Don't get stuck in that "feeling good" state.
Cate: I'll do my best, I promise. Well, gotta go and live life such that it is. But things are changing. The shift has already happened otherwise I wouldn't be seeing the money flowing to me like it is. I'm determined to strengthen my desire for freedom every day. Talk to you soon, Cate out.
(Comment: to understand the purpose ot this blog see the first post 9/08)
Saturday, February 28, 2009
I'm Positive It's Saturday
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, please, over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, I read you, Cate. Go ahead, over.
Cate: It's hard to believe we're at the end of February and life keeps getting better and better thanks to releasing.
Goldilocks: So, how are you doing in that sector? Problems? Victories?
Cate: Down days are getting fewer and fewer, and it's becoming almost automatic to take responsibility for the things I don't like and letting it all go.
Goldilocks: I've also noted you're not beating yourself up as often and when you do, it's for shorter periods of time.
Cate: I'm noticing that too. I just wish I could get the courage to kiss this call center goodbye; walk out the door; never look back and never work another day in my life. That would be so wonderful. I really could if it weren't for George.
Goldilocks: What has George got to do with it?
Cate: I carry his benefits and insurance. I don't need them but he thinks he does because he's not a releaser like me.
Goldilocks: Do I detect a hint of pride and judgement in that last comment?
Cate: Yes, I guess you do. I want him to be a releaser. It's one of my goals. Our relationship would be so much better and I wouldn't feel like I have to hide my business dealings all the time.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Mmmm, sounds to me like our old friend want is rearing its ugly head again.
Cate: (frustration in voice) How can you not "want" to have your spouse be a releaser. How do I let go of that?
Goldilocks: Now you're into "trying to figure it out" mode. Just let go of it like a hot poker.
Cate: (gloomily) That's easy for you to say.
Goldilocks: (undeterred) All right, then let's take a different approach. It's okay for your husband to be a releaser, it's the wanting that's not okay, remember? It's gonna avoid you like the plague bceause want is lack. That's one of the basic principles of releasing. Or have you forgotten that too?
Cate: Thanks, for reminding me. I am committed to achieve every goal I make.
Goldilocks: Good for you. And you can do it too.
Cate: Do you think so?
Goldilocks: (miffed) There you go again. I know so. But the important thing is do you know it? Well?
Cate: Yes, Goldilocks, I do know it. I just have my moments. That's why I have you.
Goldilocks: Don't count on me to bail you out of a tight spot. You have the power. Use it.
Cate: (playfully) Is that an order?
Goldilocks: (feigning seriousness) You darn right it is.
Cate: Yes, sir. I'd better return to my duties...uh, releasing, with your permsission, sir.
Goldilocks: Granted.
(Comment: to better understand this blog please go to the first posting 9/2008)
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, I read you, Cate. Go ahead, over.
Cate: It's hard to believe we're at the end of February and life keeps getting better and better thanks to releasing.
Goldilocks: So, how are you doing in that sector? Problems? Victories?
Cate: Down days are getting fewer and fewer, and it's becoming almost automatic to take responsibility for the things I don't like and letting it all go.
Goldilocks: I've also noted you're not beating yourself up as often and when you do, it's for shorter periods of time.
Cate: I'm noticing that too. I just wish I could get the courage to kiss this call center goodbye; walk out the door; never look back and never work another day in my life. That would be so wonderful. I really could if it weren't for George.
Goldilocks: What has George got to do with it?
Cate: I carry his benefits and insurance. I don't need them but he thinks he does because he's not a releaser like me.
Goldilocks: Do I detect a hint of pride and judgement in that last comment?
Cate: Yes, I guess you do. I want him to be a releaser. It's one of my goals. Our relationship would be so much better and I wouldn't feel like I have to hide my business dealings all the time.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) Mmmm, sounds to me like our old friend want is rearing its ugly head again.
Cate: (frustration in voice) How can you not "want" to have your spouse be a releaser. How do I let go of that?
Goldilocks: Now you're into "trying to figure it out" mode. Just let go of it like a hot poker.
Cate: (gloomily) That's easy for you to say.
Goldilocks: (undeterred) All right, then let's take a different approach. It's okay for your husband to be a releaser, it's the wanting that's not okay, remember? It's gonna avoid you like the plague bceause want is lack. That's one of the basic principles of releasing. Or have you forgotten that too?
Cate: Thanks, for reminding me. I am committed to achieve every goal I make.
Goldilocks: Good for you. And you can do it too.
Cate: Do you think so?
Goldilocks: (miffed) There you go again. I know so. But the important thing is do you know it? Well?
Cate: Yes, Goldilocks, I do know it. I just have my moments. That's why I have you.
Goldilocks: Don't count on me to bail you out of a tight spot. You have the power. Use it.
Cate: (playfully) Is that an order?
Goldilocks: (feigning seriousness) You darn right it is.
Cate: Yes, sir. I'd better return to my duties...uh, releasing, with your permsission, sir.
Goldilocks: Granted.
(Comment: to better understand this blog please go to the first posting 9/2008)
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Approval!
Cate: Cate calling, Goldilocks. Come in, please, over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, Cate. It's good to hear your voice again. I was beginning to think you were in the clutches of the Enemy.
Cate: Nope, Just wanted to tell you I have been accepted as an affiliate for The Release Technique. I am so excited.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. But try not to get too excited. You know the Enemy is lurking in the wings, just waiting to knock you down.
Cate: Oh, believe me. I haven't forgotten. I have also successfully posted banners on my miracle money blogs from My Power Mall (www.mypowermall.com/biz/home/107032) and I have three people on my downline on Home Tec (www.bbspress.com/HT invitation code 600083) without lifting a finger. Things are really starting to roll. Home Tec is everything I've wanted in a money-making opportunity and more. I am feeling the joy. Now, if I could just let go of enough subconscious angst to win the big lottery jackpot, I'd have it made.
Goldilocks: (solomenly) Would you?
Cate: (slowly) Nooo. What I really want is to go free.
Goldilocks: Really? I could be wrong, but I detect a very strong attachment to this world and its things in that last statement.
Cate: (sullenly) I know. I know. But I just want to enjoy this life a little bit. Even Larry said it was okay to be a multi-millionaire.
Goldilocks: It depends on your attitude. What if you suddenly lost everything after getting all that wealth. Would that be okay with you?
Cate: Probably not. It's so hard not to want in this world.
Goldilocks: (blowing out breath) Whew, well at least you're honest. Keep using the technique. That's what it's for.
Cate: It's still frustrating when I try to promote the live classes. It's like Larry said. I'm offering them a bag of priceless gems and their shaking their heads.
Goldilocks: Don't judge them too harshly. The Enemy is still ruling 99% of the population even if they are not aware of it. I'm guessing even Jesus and Buddah had some stiff opposition spreading the word. Believe it or not, people, like being miserable. Your challenge is to accept it and not let it bother you. Think you kin do it?
Cate: (less than enthusiastic) I'll try.
Goldilocks: Not good enough. "Try" in my book means you won't. You wanna "try" that again?
Cate: (half laughing) All right, I will. You have my word.
Goldilocks: (beaming) Much better. Well, I gotta go, unless you have anything else.
Cate: Nope, that should cover it for today. You make me feel so much better, Goldilocks. Cate out.
(To understand this blog and its purpose go to the first posting 9/2008)
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, Cate. It's good to hear your voice again. I was beginning to think you were in the clutches of the Enemy.
Cate: Nope, Just wanted to tell you I have been accepted as an affiliate for The Release Technique. I am so excited.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate. But try not to get too excited. You know the Enemy is lurking in the wings, just waiting to knock you down.
Cate: Oh, believe me. I haven't forgotten. I have also successfully posted banners on my miracle money blogs from My Power Mall (www.mypowermall.com/biz/home/107032) and I have three people on my downline on Home Tec (www.bbspress.com/HT invitation code 600083) without lifting a finger. Things are really starting to roll. Home Tec is everything I've wanted in a money-making opportunity and more. I am feeling the joy. Now, if I could just let go of enough subconscious angst to win the big lottery jackpot, I'd have it made.
Goldilocks: (solomenly) Would you?
Cate: (slowly) Nooo. What I really want is to go free.
Goldilocks: Really? I could be wrong, but I detect a very strong attachment to this world and its things in that last statement.
Cate: (sullenly) I know. I know. But I just want to enjoy this life a little bit. Even Larry said it was okay to be a multi-millionaire.
Goldilocks: It depends on your attitude. What if you suddenly lost everything after getting all that wealth. Would that be okay with you?
Cate: Probably not. It's so hard not to want in this world.
Goldilocks: (blowing out breath) Whew, well at least you're honest. Keep using the technique. That's what it's for.
Cate: It's still frustrating when I try to promote the live classes. It's like Larry said. I'm offering them a bag of priceless gems and their shaking their heads.
Goldilocks: Don't judge them too harshly. The Enemy is still ruling 99% of the population even if they are not aware of it. I'm guessing even Jesus and Buddah had some stiff opposition spreading the word. Believe it or not, people, like being miserable. Your challenge is to accept it and not let it bother you. Think you kin do it?
Cate: (less than enthusiastic) I'll try.
Goldilocks: Not good enough. "Try" in my book means you won't. You wanna "try" that again?
Cate: (half laughing) All right, I will. You have my word.
Goldilocks: (beaming) Much better. Well, I gotta go, unless you have anything else.
Cate: Nope, that should cover it for today. You make me feel so much better, Goldilocks. Cate out.
(To understand this blog and its purpose go to the first posting 9/2008)
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Joy! Joy! Joy to You and Me!
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, please, over. (pause) Cate, calling Goldilocks, do you read me, over? (impatiently) Goldilocks, are you there?!
Goldilocks: Yeah, Goldilocks, here. Did Hell freeze over or something? What's all the excitement about?
Cate: Releasing has done it again. Another great gain.
Goldilocks: So tell me. I can't wait to hear.
Cate: I finally reached Drew Hansen at M.O.R.E. Inc. the company that I have easily lost $3000 or more in the last 3 years. I have been trying to make connections since mid-December with no luck. I have e-mailed, left messages on his voice mail and with customer service and they have all but ignored my pleas. Finally, today I get customer service who promptly tells me Drew denied my request in December and she didn't think it would be reversed. I still insisted on speaking to the director of customer service. As I was waiting to see if I could talk to Mr. Hansen in the flesh, a thought flashed through my mind that told me I wouldn't be successful and I was barking up the wrong tree. Instantly, I negated the thought by saying "could I let go of being so smart..." and the next thing I know I am talking to the Mr. Hansen. He had just returned from California and was available. I was requesting that they give me $497 in compensation in Home Tec. He said he couldn't do that but he would refund the money. I was almost speechless for joy. I didn't even have time to prepare.
Goldilocks: That's fantastic, Cate. Another successful mission wouldn't you say?
Cate: I would. This means I can pay for the room and board at Camp Allen and have enough left over for airfare. Now, If I can just get this work as smoothly for Asilomar.
Goldilocks: At the rate you're going, you'll be a multi-millionaire by that time.
Cate: Do you really think so?
Goldilocks: It's not what I think that counts. It's what you think, remember?
Cate: Oh, right
Goldilocks: But to answer your question, yes I think it is very possible for you to achieve your money goals, just be persistant.
Cate: Wow! Goldilocks, just in. I hit the 12-pay-period-perfect-attendance threshold the last pay period for $100 bonus but the company is discontinuing the prorgram this week. I sent an e-mail to the person who tracks our time on the phones and she just assured me I would get my $100 bonus. Whee! It just keeps getting better and better.
Goldilocks: That's great, Cate. I'm happy for you. Anything else?
Cate: Yes, I have succesfully added a picture to this blog and my Twitter account with the help of Charlene for my profile.
Goldilocks: I better leave you alone to release. The next thing I know you'll be telling me you hit the million, Goldilocks out.
Goldilocks: Yeah, Goldilocks, here. Did Hell freeze over or something? What's all the excitement about?
Cate: Releasing has done it again. Another great gain.
Goldilocks: So tell me. I can't wait to hear.
Cate: I finally reached Drew Hansen at M.O.R.E. Inc. the company that I have easily lost $3000 or more in the last 3 years. I have been trying to make connections since mid-December with no luck. I have e-mailed, left messages on his voice mail and with customer service and they have all but ignored my pleas. Finally, today I get customer service who promptly tells me Drew denied my request in December and she didn't think it would be reversed. I still insisted on speaking to the director of customer service. As I was waiting to see if I could talk to Mr. Hansen in the flesh, a thought flashed through my mind that told me I wouldn't be successful and I was barking up the wrong tree. Instantly, I negated the thought by saying "could I let go of being so smart..." and the next thing I know I am talking to the Mr. Hansen. He had just returned from California and was available. I was requesting that they give me $497 in compensation in Home Tec. He said he couldn't do that but he would refund the money. I was almost speechless for joy. I didn't even have time to prepare.
Goldilocks: That's fantastic, Cate. Another successful mission wouldn't you say?
Cate: I would. This means I can pay for the room and board at Camp Allen and have enough left over for airfare. Now, If I can just get this work as smoothly for Asilomar.
Goldilocks: At the rate you're going, you'll be a multi-millionaire by that time.
Cate: Do you really think so?
Goldilocks: It's not what I think that counts. It's what you think, remember?
Cate: Oh, right
Goldilocks: But to answer your question, yes I think it is very possible for you to achieve your money goals, just be persistant.
Cate: Wow! Goldilocks, just in. I hit the 12-pay-period-perfect-attendance threshold the last pay period for $100 bonus but the company is discontinuing the prorgram this week. I sent an e-mail to the person who tracks our time on the phones and she just assured me I would get my $100 bonus. Whee! It just keeps getting better and better.
Goldilocks: That's great, Cate. I'm happy for you. Anything else?
Cate: Yes, I have succesfully added a picture to this blog and my Twitter account with the help of Charlene for my profile.
Goldilocks: I better leave you alone to release. The next thing I know you'll be telling me you hit the million, Goldilocks out.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Eye On the Goal
Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate, come in, please over.
Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks. I read you, over.
Goldilocks: You okay? I thought I'd better check in and see.
Cate: (beaming) Much, much, much better. You could even say I am a different person. I had a devil on my back Saturday.
Goldilocks: Yes, I know. But at least you had the strength and the sense to shake it.
Cate: (with determination) That isn't the only thing I have.
Goldilocks: (intrigued) Tell me more.
Cate: I am resolved to acheieve my goals; and as of today, I am strengthing that resolve. This will be a victory for freedom. It will not be a victory for garbage. I am a multi-millionaire right now, as of this minute. I only have to wait for the universe to catch up with my inner view.
Goldilocks: Wow, wanna know something? You're beautiful when your mad. But then again your beautiful any time, inside and out. And right now that inner beauty is shining so bright, it's blinding.
Cate: (more subdued) Really, Goldilocks? I didn't realize.
Goldilocks: Yep, no doubt about it. Now where did I put those sunglasses?
Cate: (with conviction) I will not be limited. The enemy isn't gonna lie to me anymore. I am taking back my power. I got two confirmations on the first call today.
Goldilocks: (impressed) Good for you. I could tell Saturday you were having a pity party and beating yourself up for no production. I like the new you.
Cate: So do I. I can, I can, I can achieve my goals. There I hope I have the Enemy on the run.
Goldilocks: I'm sure you do. Great job. Anything else?
Cate: Nope, gotta get back to my releasing. Cate out.
Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks. I read you, over.
Goldilocks: You okay? I thought I'd better check in and see.
Cate: (beaming) Much, much, much better. You could even say I am a different person. I had a devil on my back Saturday.
Goldilocks: Yes, I know. But at least you had the strength and the sense to shake it.
Cate: (with determination) That isn't the only thing I have.
Goldilocks: (intrigued) Tell me more.
Cate: I am resolved to acheieve my goals; and as of today, I am strengthing that resolve. This will be a victory for freedom. It will not be a victory for garbage. I am a multi-millionaire right now, as of this minute. I only have to wait for the universe to catch up with my inner view.
Goldilocks: Wow, wanna know something? You're beautiful when your mad. But then again your beautiful any time, inside and out. And right now that inner beauty is shining so bright, it's blinding.
Cate: (more subdued) Really, Goldilocks? I didn't realize.
Goldilocks: Yep, no doubt about it. Now where did I put those sunglasses?
Cate: (with conviction) I will not be limited. The enemy isn't gonna lie to me anymore. I am taking back my power. I got two confirmations on the first call today.
Goldilocks: (impressed) Good for you. I could tell Saturday you were having a pity party and beating yourself up for no production. I like the new you.
Cate: So do I. I can, I can, I can achieve my goals. There I hope I have the Enemy on the run.
Goldilocks: I'm sure you do. Great job. Anything else?
Cate: Nope, gotta get back to my releasing. Cate out.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Help I'm Drowning!
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Come in, pleeeeaze.
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here Cate. You sound stressed. What's wrong?
Cate: Every time I try to learn network mareting or social networking I feel so overwhelmed; like a fish out of water. All this fear hits me hard and I feel like I am drowning. I so want to promote Home Tec and My Power Mall and I thought it would be so easy on the internet, especially with my writing skills but my brain shuts down and my eyes glaze over like when I tried to learn math as a kid. I feel so frustrated I could puke!
Goldilocks: Whoa! Don't do that. You're gonna ruin some perfectly good equipment. I think you'd better start saying "yes" to the frustration and letting go before you pass out.
Cate: (frustration in voice) What's wrong with me, Goldilocks? Why can't I do this? What subconcious program is running to sabotage my efforts? I want it out, now!
Goldilocks: You're on autmatic, Cate. Start discriminating, and that's an order.
Cate: I'm getting a better handle on it, really. Sorry, I bothered you. But it is sooo frustrating.
Goldilocks: Score one for the Enemy.
Cate: Gotta go. Call center is closing and need to release big time.
Goldilocks: Now you're discriminating. Hopefully, you'll be more positive when we talk again. Goldilocks out.
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here Cate. You sound stressed. What's wrong?
Cate: Every time I try to learn network mareting or social networking I feel so overwhelmed; like a fish out of water. All this fear hits me hard and I feel like I am drowning. I so want to promote Home Tec and My Power Mall and I thought it would be so easy on the internet, especially with my writing skills but my brain shuts down and my eyes glaze over like when I tried to learn math as a kid. I feel so frustrated I could puke!
Goldilocks: Whoa! Don't do that. You're gonna ruin some perfectly good equipment. I think you'd better start saying "yes" to the frustration and letting go before you pass out.
Cate: (frustration in voice) What's wrong with me, Goldilocks? Why can't I do this? What subconcious program is running to sabotage my efforts? I want it out, now!
Goldilocks: You're on autmatic, Cate. Start discriminating, and that's an order.
Cate: I'm getting a better handle on it, really. Sorry, I bothered you. But it is sooo frustrating.
Goldilocks: Score one for the Enemy.
Cate: Gotta go. Call center is closing and need to release big time.
Goldilocks: Now you're discriminating. Hopefully, you'll be more positive when we talk again. Goldilocks out.
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