Day 3

Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate, come in please, over

Cate: I read you Goldilocks, over

Goldilocks: So, how did it go yesterday?

Cate: Highs and lows; ups and downs. Thank God for James and Larry's cd's.

Goldilocks: (gently with empathy) Wanna tell me about it?

Cate: (suppressing a grin) You want the good news or the bad news first?

Goldilocks: I'm a good news man myself.

Cate: (gloomily) I wish I could dwell more easily on that plane.

Goldilocks: (keeping focused) So, what happened?

Cate: (brightening) James is fantastic. George wants me to go with him this weekend to see his Mom. She's in intense pain and can't live by herself anymore. Right now she's in an assisted living facility and pretty doped up. I really wanted to spend this weekend releasing. I am getting so close to that perfect peace that I experienced at Asilomar. While I was wallowing in my pity and guilt, James made me realize I have the power to create any scenario. If I see my mother-in-law, pain-free and happy, that will be my reality. If I see her suffering and depressed that will be my picture. What ever I encounter, I must remember to keep saying "I love you" and loving her.

Goldilocks: Don't forget to love yourself. That's where it starts.

Cate: Yes, I know. James made me realize that as well. I am so quick to get down on myself and beat myself up. More than anything I want to let go of this sabotage program that tells me I must have approval from myself and everyone else to survive. I hate the ego/Enemy for doing this to me. I can't be or do what I want with this baggage weighing me down. It's not fair.

Goldilocks: You're sounding like a two-year-old. I think you'd better thank The Enemy for that program because it's helping you let go of the baggage and experience true Freedom faster. I know that's what you want. We all do. Turn that negative into a positive. That's the way to beat Him at his own game.

Cate: I did it again, didn't I? Doggone, He's good. That's why I have you and James and Larry, and the rest of the Release support team. These pity partys have got to go.

Goldilocks: So, what else happened?

Cate: I was telling James about my money issues. He said to try and imagine myself as a huge magnet attracting all kinds of coins, dollar bills and abundance to me.

Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) hmmm, what a novel idea. Sounds like something I might come up with. What else?

Cate: I was listening to cd #4 from The Butt System. Oh, my gosh, I got so peaceful, calm and high. I felt like floating. It was awesome. Just give me a couple of hours of solitude listening to that over and over, and I'll be there.

Goldilocks (gentle smile) And I'm sure you will, of that I have no doubt. (pause) Now, tell me about your frustration.

Cate: (caught by surprise) How did you know?

Goldilocks: Never mind just tell me. That's what I'm here for.

Cate: (reluctantly) I wish I didn't feel this way. I really want this to work and be successful...

Goldilocks: (interrupting) Tell me

Cate: It's my home business, My Power Mall. I just don't have the time to do it right. The first contact is great. They seem so interested and open and then when I try to follow up, they don't know me. Closed door. This just isn't working. I wanted it to be easy and effortless and now all I feel is stressed, out of control and beating myself up every time I turn around. I just want to scream or cry.

Goldilocks: You want to control everything and you can't and the real biggie, you want approval from yourself more than anything. Do you detect a key word in what I just said?

Cate: I'm "wanting" with a capital "W." I'm beginning to think I should let it all go for peace of mind. It isn't worth it. At least not now. All I want to do is release and be in that joyful, peaceful, state that I felt last night. That's all that really matters any way.

Goldilocks: Now you're starting to discriminate. Way to go, Cate. Do you feel better now?

Cate: For the moment, yes.

Goldilocks: Watch those thoughts. Don't get yourself in a tail spin. As James said, you're doing great.

Cate: (surprised) How did you know what he said that? Were you listening in somehow?

Goldilocks: (being evasive) Hmmm, I'll let you mull over that. (suddenly) Uh oh, I'm picking up some strange interference. I think someone is trying to tap into our transmission. Goldilocks out.

Cate: (Comment: for more information about The Release Technique that is referred to in these postings go to www.releasetechnique.com) (For more information about My Power Mall, got to www.mypowermall.com/biz/home/107032)