Friday Making Progress

Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate, come in, please, over

Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks, go ahead, over

Goldilocks: So, how did you make out in the cold, cruel world yesterday?

Cate: Not too bad once I stopped beating myself up for not releasing in the moment or having that "all loving feeling." Actually, I did experience something I wanted to share with you. Instead of jumping out of bed at 5 a.m. like do on work days, I decided to sleep in for an hour or so. Normally, I beat myself up for wasting time that could have been used for releasing, but not so yesterday morning. I had another incredible dream where I dropped this body and was floating. It felt wonderful. That is the 2nd time in three days.

Goldilocks: That's great, Cate, I'm happy for you.

Cate: I assumed since I had gotten so high subconciously, it would continue in my awakening hours. Not so. Ego/Devil came at me hard yesterday. I felt stuck and restless. I tried to recapture that wonderful feeling by saying "yes" to feelings; "I love you," and trying to visualize my abundance. Nothing worked. I was miserable.

Goldilocks: Sounds like you were into wanting. The Enemy scores again.

Cate: Yes, I know, I just didn't realized how miserable such an attitude makes you feel. I figured I would listen to Larry's "Butt System" and drop it all. All I did was fall asleep a few minutes after I started the disc time after time, and boy did I feel frustrated. Yes, I released all morning and into the afternoon hours. But I didn't achieve the results that I was expecting and time kept slipping away. I wanted more time, and I didn't have it; and that blankety, blank clutching in my chest just wouldn't go away. I was stuck and I I didn't like it.

Goldilocks: So, what did you do?

Cate: Live with the frustration until evening when I finally let it go. Then, I listened to the first cd from "The Butt System." And it was like I was hearing it for the first time. Everything I need is there to achieve every goal I've set for myself and to go free. I felt elated.

Goldilocks: Good for you, Cate. What did you learn?

Cate: The Butt System is all about knocking out the "I can'ts. You ask yourself the question, "could I allow myself to have it? (i.e. the goal) Your response should be "yes". The more you say "yes" the more positive you feel, and you knock out the negatives until it "falls into your pocket", as Larry says. But the kicker is, it isn't easy to say "yes" because we have so much negativity and "I can'ts" weighing us down. The mind will try to negate anything you try to say. For example, if I say "I allow myself to have $50 million dollars. The ego will say, "Yeah, right, in your dreams" or "not in a million years." You get this feeling you're not worthy and that will stop you cold; at least I do. So, the first step is to love yourself and give yourself approval so you can say "yes" to any goal you set no matter how unbelievable it sounds. This is all done while you just sit on your butt and do nothing. As the feelings and "I can'ts" come up, you just bring them to Approval, Control, or Safety and Security and let them go. Now, I'm beginning to get a clearer picture of why Lester said Releasing is simple and easy.

Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate, I am so proud of you.

Cate: I didn't feel that way yesterday afternoon, but I have only myself to blame. I am responsible for my own feelings. Oh, almost forgot, I am slowly getting a consciousness of abunance.

Goldilocks: Oh, and why do you say that?

Cate: Because I won three free lottery tickets yesterday. The week before I won one and this week three. I can feel the shift.

Goldilocks: Good for you. Looks like I don't have to tell you anything and this mission might be shorter than headquarters anticipated.

Cate: (grinning) Yuh, think?

Goldilocks: We can only hope. Good work, Cate, keep it up, you're almost there.

Cate: You don't have to worry about me, Goldilocks. I'm not stopping until I have it all. Oh, I'm going undercover for a few days, so you may not hear from me until Monday. It's going to be a tough one. I'm going out of town to visit my mother-in-law, who could easily be the most negative person on the planet. I really have to put on the heavy armor on this one. Hopefully, The Enemy won't find a single chink or weakness. I have to make sure I pack my pockets and my bags with as many "I love you's" as I can carry. Talk to you soon, Cate out.

Goldilocks: (softly) Good luck, Cate. Don't forget to love yourself and stay away from "wanting." Goldilocks out.