Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, please, over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, go ahead over
Cate: The last day of 2008. Whew! What a year.
Goldilocks: Especially the last three months wouldn't you agree?
Cate: Sure. I have made incredible progress since Asilomar. As I told James last night, without The Release Technique, I would be suffering and miserable right now. The Ego can still zap me with the little things, but at least I'm doing a lot better at letting it go.
Goldilocks: Like with your nephew on Christmas day?
Cate: yeah, the trouble with ego is, it takes me by surprise and I hardly have time to throw up a shield, much less put on the armour. I wanted to slap him across the room for such infantile behavior. He always was a spoiled brat, a mama's boy, but I wasn't expecting him to lash out at me like that. I don't like it when someone one is upset with me, Mom's big program, but I'm handling it a lot better each time it happens. I was expecting someone to step in and support me, but since that didn't happen, I took the responsibility and dealt with it.
Goldilocks: Did you feel courageous?
Cate: Maybe not the instant I realized he was yelling at me, but I was amazed at how well I stood my ground and didn't give in to his temper tantrum. Ego wanted me to beat myself up, and I did thr0ugh much of dinner, but once I was able to get away and discriminate, (accept what had happened) I felt joyful. To be honest, Goldilocks, I was amazed at my courage.
Goldilocks: (quietly) And so was I. You endured a surprise attack and came out smelling like a rose.
Cate: So, tell me, Goldilocks, why do I stress out so much over the little stuff. Like MagicJack and messages that say "your mailbox is over the size limit" and overdraft notices? Why do I find myself rushing everywhere feeling totally out of control? Why can't I slow down and relax and just enjoy life?
Goldilocks: You tell me.
Cate: I know the answer. I'm identifying with Him, the Enemy, the ego. He makes me a slave to my mind and my body.
Goldilocks: Does He? Or are you giving your power away? Think about it, or rather discriminate.
Cate: (half laughing) You're right as always, Goldilocks. I am feeling my abundance. And that trickle is turning into a stream.
Goldilocks: And pretty soon it will be a raging torrent with a power all its own.
Cate: That's what I want for the new year, abundance in all areas of my life. But mostly I want peace of mind, where overdraft notices won't phase me and I won't feel so ruled and out of control.
Goldilocks: Then decide that for yourself. You have the power. Life is just a decision, or is it?
Cate: (joyfully) Yes, it is. It most definitely is. Look out 2009 Cate is ready to claim her abundance...all of it!!! (pause) You'll still be here, won't you, Goldilocks? I mean...we can still talk?
Goldilocks: Sure, I'm in it for the laughs anyway. 2009 is gonna have a barrel of 'em.
Cate: (determinedly) Count on it. Talk to you next year. It's gonna be the greatest yet. Cate out.
Goldilocks: (softly, under breath) If you only knew. Goldilocks out.
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
It's A Victory for Freedom!
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, please, over
Goldilocks: I read you, Cate, so glad to hear your voice. So, any battle scars?
Cate: Goldilocks, we did it. It was a victory. I'm still trying to convince myself that it happened. I'm getting a $2000 refund all because of the The Release Technique.
Goldilocks: That's great, Cate. I knew you could do it.
Cate: I wasn't so sure. I tried to let it all go and remain neutral one way or the other but that "wanting to control" kept creeping back in. I had no trouble taking responsibility for my actions (dumb stupidity). That part was easy. But I was also testing the Release method on this situation and my effectiveness with it. I think having to admit releasing doesn't work, or more precisely, releasing doesn't work for me when it comes to money, was the bigger fear that I needed to let go of.
Goldilocks: But you did it, right?
Cate: (remembering) Yes, I did. It almost felt like facing a firing squad or jumping off a 20-story building. But I also felt very powerful.
Goldilocks: And your adversary picked up on that energy. Congratulations, Cate, give yourself credit for a big one, or should I say approval?
Cate: He allowed me to keep all the materials in case I could use them in the future. On the confirmatory e-mail, I invited him to check out the Release Technique.
Goldilocks: Good for you. Mixing a little business with pleasure are you?
Cate: As much as possible. It is so easy to share The Release Technique, and I want to.
Goldilocks: You didn't always feel that way did you?
Cate: (truthfully) No, I didn't. I was very uncomfortable in the beginning. Fear of rejection and attack. I don't like someone pushing his/her religion down your throat, and that's what I felt like.
Goldilocks: And now?
Cate: I feel like I have the answer to everyone's problems and suffering and I want everyone to know how great it is. And money continues to flow to me.
Goldilocks: Tell me, please
Cate: This week I received $41 refund check from My Power Mall for the infomercial that did poorly. That was totally unexpected. And today, I called Harriet Carter to see if they received my return. I was little cautious because the last lady I talked to last week was a bit snippy and rude. This lady was incredible. She checked for the return, didn't find it, but because they were backlogged, she said she go ahead and give me the credit anyway. Talk about shocked. I almost fainted with surprise. Just to let you know, I had this nagging fear that they would never receive it because the box was so poorly packed and secured. I figured the heavy, metal snow pusher had broken through the bottom, destroying the box and they wouldn't bother repacking it and sending in on. Boy, was I wrong. I'm still pinching myself.
Goldilocks: uh, I believe the term is "releasing." You should be releasing not pinching.
Cate: (smiling) Thanks, Goldilocks. Then there was the hectic few mintues when I realized I had paid Chyrsler Financial twice for my Jeep payment and I was overdrawn. Hoisted on my own petard, or rather tripped up on my own efficiency. Thankfully, Rachel at Financial Central handled everything. She faxed me the form. I filled it out and signed it. And my money was back in my account that same afternoon. I also ended up with almost $400 that I didn't think I had. I feel rich, Goldilocks.
Goldilocks: That's how it's supposed to work isn't it? Easy and effortless?
Cate: Yes, I know...I mean, I know! I really know! Wow, what a feeling.
Goldilocks: On that note, it's time to leave. Just like that feeling of yours.
Cate: (clearly upset) Goldilocks, you're not leaving me?! You can't...
Goldilocks: (interrupting) No, no, no, I'm signing off. But do let that feeling go as well. It wants to leave to no matter how good it is.
Cate: Sure, Goldilocks, you know best. Until next time, Cate out.
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Goldilocks: I read you, Cate, so glad to hear your voice. So, any battle scars?
Cate: Goldilocks, we did it. It was a victory. I'm still trying to convince myself that it happened. I'm getting a $2000 refund all because of the The Release Technique.
Goldilocks: That's great, Cate. I knew you could do it.
Cate: I wasn't so sure. I tried to let it all go and remain neutral one way or the other but that "wanting to control" kept creeping back in. I had no trouble taking responsibility for my actions (dumb stupidity). That part was easy. But I was also testing the Release method on this situation and my effectiveness with it. I think having to admit releasing doesn't work, or more precisely, releasing doesn't work for me when it comes to money, was the bigger fear that I needed to let go of.
Goldilocks: But you did it, right?
Cate: (remembering) Yes, I did. It almost felt like facing a firing squad or jumping off a 20-story building. But I also felt very powerful.
Goldilocks: And your adversary picked up on that energy. Congratulations, Cate, give yourself credit for a big one, or should I say approval?
Cate: He allowed me to keep all the materials in case I could use them in the future. On the confirmatory e-mail, I invited him to check out the Release Technique.
Goldilocks: Good for you. Mixing a little business with pleasure are you?
Cate: As much as possible. It is so easy to share The Release Technique, and I want to.
Goldilocks: You didn't always feel that way did you?
Cate: (truthfully) No, I didn't. I was very uncomfortable in the beginning. Fear of rejection and attack. I don't like someone pushing his/her religion down your throat, and that's what I felt like.
Goldilocks: And now?
Cate: I feel like I have the answer to everyone's problems and suffering and I want everyone to know how great it is. And money continues to flow to me.
Goldilocks: Tell me, please
Cate: This week I received $41 refund check from My Power Mall for the infomercial that did poorly. That was totally unexpected. And today, I called Harriet Carter to see if they received my return. I was little cautious because the last lady I talked to last week was a bit snippy and rude. This lady was incredible. She checked for the return, didn't find it, but because they were backlogged, she said she go ahead and give me the credit anyway. Talk about shocked. I almost fainted with surprise. Just to let you know, I had this nagging fear that they would never receive it because the box was so poorly packed and secured. I figured the heavy, metal snow pusher had broken through the bottom, destroying the box and they wouldn't bother repacking it and sending in on. Boy, was I wrong. I'm still pinching myself.
Goldilocks: uh, I believe the term is "releasing." You should be releasing not pinching.
Cate: (smiling) Thanks, Goldilocks. Then there was the hectic few mintues when I realized I had paid Chyrsler Financial twice for my Jeep payment and I was overdrawn. Hoisted on my own petard, or rather tripped up on my own efficiency. Thankfully, Rachel at Financial Central handled everything. She faxed me the form. I filled it out and signed it. And my money was back in my account that same afternoon. I also ended up with almost $400 that I didn't think I had. I feel rich, Goldilocks.
Goldilocks: That's how it's supposed to work isn't it? Easy and effortless?
Cate: Yes, I know...I mean, I know! I really know! Wow, what a feeling.
Goldilocks: On that note, it's time to leave. Just like that feeling of yours.
Cate: (clearly upset) Goldilocks, you're not leaving me?! You can't...
Goldilocks: (interrupting) No, no, no, I'm signing off. But do let that feeling go as well. It wants to leave to no matter how good it is.
Cate: Sure, Goldilocks, you know best. Until next time, Cate out.
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Tuesday, December 16, 2008
In The Know
Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate, come in, please, over.
Cate: Cate here, Goldilocks. Go ahead over.
Goldilocks: Anything to report?
Cate: ups and downs; mainily "ups" and a big, big mission ahead of me.
Goldilocks: That wouldn't be a suicide mission would it?
Cate: (sardonically) How did you ever guess?
Goldilocks: I'm a Colonel, remember? It's my job to know.
Cate: (sarcastically) That's right, I keep forgetting. Y0u know everything.
Goldilocks: (sternly) Do you have a problem with that? (pause) You have that same knowledge you know.
Cate: (robot-like) I know, I know...I mean...I wish I really did know like you. Then this life wouldn't be such a pain in the rear echelon.
Goldilocks: (ignores this) So, tell me about your last battle with the Enemy. Was it a victory for our side?
Cate: (brightening) Yes, it was. It most definitely was. It sure didn't seem like it going into it. The Enemy caught me by surprise and I found myself out-manned and out-gunned. I thought he had me in a crossfire and I was gonna break down and lose it.
Goldilocks: (gently) So, what happened?
Cate: (gleam in eye) I turned to my secret weapon and shield, The Release Technique and Beingness. As long as I was loving Martha and letting go of my fear, I was fully protected from the vicious onslaught. By the end of the call, I was feeling very courageous. (pause) That is okay isn't it, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (evasively) I dunno. You tell me. Is it?
Cate: Well, I know it sounds like this pride thing which is the "P" in AGFLAP, but it was a total victory and I felt good about it. Doggone it, Goldilocks, you have someone yell at you and try to tear you down for ten or fifteen minutes and see how you feel. I stopped the automatic program and got bigger than my ego. I can't say I wasn't totally not bothered by the situation, but I'm getting better at His game every time I play.
Goldilocks: (gentle and knowing smile) I know you are.
Cate: The trouble is I don't know when it's coming. I have such little time to prepare. He throws such curves and He certainly doesn't fight fair. How was I to know a Releaser would turn on me and then use the method to make me feel guilty. That's really hitting below the belt in my book.
Goldilocks: I warned you didn't I?
Cate: Yeah, but not enough, not nearly enough. It's hard to know who your friends are. You have to be on guard against anybody and everybody. When you least expect it, they will turn on you. It's like a bad dream or nightmare where evil lurks behind every tree and rock. (long pause with shudder) Even you...(voice trails)
Goldilocks: Am I the enemy?
Cate: (small voice) I don't want you to be...
Goldilocks: (sternly) That wasn't my question. Am I the Enemy?
(Heavy silence)
Goldilocks: (gently but firmly) Cate, I know you're there. Answer me, please.
Cate: (wails) I don't know... I don't want to know...
Goldilocks: Cate, the whole purpose of this mission and The Release Technique is for you to know. Are you telling me you don't have the guts to continue?
Cate: (half crying) But Goldilocks, you're my support, my anchor in the face of the... (in total denial) No! Goldilocks, you can't be the Enemy. You just can't. I won't go on without you.
Goldilocks: (angrily) Cate, if I could reach through this transmitter and shake you, I would. Now get a hold of yourself. Do you see what the Enemy is doing? You're an emotional mess.
Cate: (totally confused) But, but...you just said. Are you my friend or a wolf in sheep's clothing? Tell me. I can't handle this about-face act dammit.
Goldilocks: (soft laugh) Not sure. Why don't you ask Martha.
Cate: (light bulb clicks on) Oh, my... You're both aren't you? Just like me. (half to self) Why didn't I see that before?
Goldilocks (changing the subject) So, what about this important mission tonight?
Cate: I've gotten my courage up to ask for a $5000 refund from Dan Kuschell's group.
Goldilocks: And are you fully prepared to do battle?
Cate: (sighs) part of me is and part of me isn't. It's easy to say "yes" to the refund but there's that small voice or gut feeling that keeps whispering, "you are dreaming" or "no, no, never, never huh, huh."
Goldilocks: So, what's your plan of action?
Cate: To surrender to Beingness, or "let go and let God" and hope for the best.
Goldilocks: Sounds good to me. Remember, go in expecting to win.
Cate: And if I don't?
Goldilocks: You can answer that.
Cate: (smiles) Right, don't let the Enemy gloat over his victory by beating myself up.
Goldilocks: (grinning) Couldn't have said it better myself. Huh, anything else?
Cate: Wish me luck?
Goldilocks: Naw, I wish you Abundance in all its forms.
Cate: Goldilocks, you're the best...
Goldilocks: (interrupting) No better than you. Now, you'd better spend some time getting ready. This is going to be a tough one. Goldilocks out.
Cate: (quickly) I will...and thank you...for everything! Cate out.
Cate: Cate here, Goldilocks. Go ahead over.
Goldilocks: Anything to report?
Cate: ups and downs; mainily "ups" and a big, big mission ahead of me.
Goldilocks: That wouldn't be a suicide mission would it?
Cate: (sardonically) How did you ever guess?
Goldilocks: I'm a Colonel, remember? It's my job to know.
Cate: (sarcastically) That's right, I keep forgetting. Y0u know everything.
Goldilocks: (sternly) Do you have a problem with that? (pause) You have that same knowledge you know.
Cate: (robot-like) I know, I know...I mean...I wish I really did know like you. Then this life wouldn't be such a pain in the rear echelon.
Goldilocks: (ignores this) So, tell me about your last battle with the Enemy. Was it a victory for our side?
Cate: (brightening) Yes, it was. It most definitely was. It sure didn't seem like it going into it. The Enemy caught me by surprise and I found myself out-manned and out-gunned. I thought he had me in a crossfire and I was gonna break down and lose it.
Goldilocks: (gently) So, what happened?
Cate: (gleam in eye) I turned to my secret weapon and shield, The Release Technique and Beingness. As long as I was loving Martha and letting go of my fear, I was fully protected from the vicious onslaught. By the end of the call, I was feeling very courageous. (pause) That is okay isn't it, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (evasively) I dunno. You tell me. Is it?
Cate: Well, I know it sounds like this pride thing which is the "P" in AGFLAP, but it was a total victory and I felt good about it. Doggone it, Goldilocks, you have someone yell at you and try to tear you down for ten or fifteen minutes and see how you feel. I stopped the automatic program and got bigger than my ego. I can't say I wasn't totally not bothered by the situation, but I'm getting better at His game every time I play.
Goldilocks: (gentle and knowing smile) I know you are.
Cate: The trouble is I don't know when it's coming. I have such little time to prepare. He throws such curves and He certainly doesn't fight fair. How was I to know a Releaser would turn on me and then use the method to make me feel guilty. That's really hitting below the belt in my book.
Goldilocks: I warned you didn't I?
Cate: Yeah, but not enough, not nearly enough. It's hard to know who your friends are. You have to be on guard against anybody and everybody. When you least expect it, they will turn on you. It's like a bad dream or nightmare where evil lurks behind every tree and rock. (long pause with shudder) Even you...(voice trails)
Goldilocks: Am I the enemy?
Cate: (small voice) I don't want you to be...
Goldilocks: (sternly) That wasn't my question. Am I the Enemy?
(Heavy silence)
Goldilocks: (gently but firmly) Cate, I know you're there. Answer me, please.
Cate: (wails) I don't know... I don't want to know...
Goldilocks: Cate, the whole purpose of this mission and The Release Technique is for you to know. Are you telling me you don't have the guts to continue?
Cate: (half crying) But Goldilocks, you're my support, my anchor in the face of the... (in total denial) No! Goldilocks, you can't be the Enemy. You just can't. I won't go on without you.
Goldilocks: (angrily) Cate, if I could reach through this transmitter and shake you, I would. Now get a hold of yourself. Do you see what the Enemy is doing? You're an emotional mess.
Cate: (totally confused) But, but...you just said. Are you my friend or a wolf in sheep's clothing? Tell me. I can't handle this about-face act dammit.
Goldilocks: (soft laugh) Not sure. Why don't you ask Martha.
Cate: (light bulb clicks on) Oh, my... You're both aren't you? Just like me. (half to self) Why didn't I see that before?
Goldilocks (changing the subject) So, what about this important mission tonight?
Cate: I've gotten my courage up to ask for a $5000 refund from Dan Kuschell's group.
Goldilocks: And are you fully prepared to do battle?
Cate: (sighs) part of me is and part of me isn't. It's easy to say "yes" to the refund but there's that small voice or gut feeling that keeps whispering, "you are dreaming" or "no, no, never, never huh, huh."
Goldilocks: So, what's your plan of action?
Cate: To surrender to Beingness, or "let go and let God" and hope for the best.
Goldilocks: Sounds good to me. Remember, go in expecting to win.
Cate: And if I don't?
Goldilocks: You can answer that.
Cate: (smiles) Right, don't let the Enemy gloat over his victory by beating myself up.
Goldilocks: (grinning) Couldn't have said it better myself. Huh, anything else?
Cate: Wish me luck?
Goldilocks: Naw, I wish you Abundance in all its forms.
Cate: Goldilocks, you're the best...
Goldilocks: (interrupting) No better than you. Now, you'd better spend some time getting ready. This is going to be a tough one. Goldilocks out.
Cate: (quickly) I will...and thank you...for everything! Cate out.
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
"Eye Eye" Matey!
Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate. Come in, please over.
Cate: Cate here, Goldilocks. Another interesting weekend with some great gains.
Goldilocks: Tell me about it.
Cate: My mother-in-law was rushed to the hospital about 3 a.m. Saturday with vomiting and diarreah. The vomit was brown so they were concerned she was throwing up blood. George and I went to the hospital Sunday and found her confused and spouting nonsensical gibberish. She even greeted us with the words, "I'm nuts. I'm just nuts." George was pretty stressed about the whole thing, but I just kept loving her and releasing. They wanted to do an EGD where they poke a tube down your throat to see into the stomach and lower bowel. I decided to agree with everything she said and have some fun with it. And then the miracle happened. By the time she got back to her room and had something to eat, she was her old self again. Confusion was gone. She recognized both George and I (which she did from the beginning amazingly). I helped her eat which she was exceedingly grateful for. All day I just felt loving and knew I was in Beingness. George of course attributed his mother's miracle to the food and the medicine wearing off. Me, I know it was the love and approval that I was sending her.
Goldilocks: Good for you, Cate.
Cate: The other great gain was that they allowed her to stay in the hospital for the three days we needed for Medicare to cover her nursing care for 100 days. Yes! And George went to see her last night which gave me the time to call a contact with HomeTec, my new homebased business to get some of my questions answered without him being the wiser. In addition, Devin helped me understand my back office where I found that Alan had indeed placed a member under me in my down line. Yes! Yes! Then, I get an e-mail from Sosana, letting me know that a follow-up call was being held last night for the Goals and Resistance course. (I had been secretly wanting to share my gains with Larry but don't really want to listen to the entire call on Wednesday and also feel the newbies need the opportunity to release with Larry). And that's where I got my next gain. Larry is offering the "What Do I Want to do When I Grow Up" teleconference next month to all those on the call for $250 instead of $350. Wow! I had also been wishing the price would drop.
Goldilocks: That's fantastic, Cate.
Cate: Also, Dan, one of the callers was talking about how wonderful it has been just to keep repeating "I" over and over. So that is one of my goals for today. As I give myself approval, I am going to try to remember to say "I." The only minor problems is, ego doesn't like it and tries to stop me and distract me around every corner. But I'm determined to be persistant and do it because I am bigger than my ego. I am much bigger!!!!
Goldilocks: You're playing my song. And I'm loving what I hear. Keep it up.
Cate: I'm just getting happier and happier and as I do I feel...no I know I have no problems. It's wonderful.
Goldilocks: That's great, Cate. Well, I'd better let you get back to Beingness so we can all go home soon. Goldilocks out.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks, talk to you tomorrow. Cate out.
Cate: Cate here, Goldilocks. Another interesting weekend with some great gains.
Goldilocks: Tell me about it.
Cate: My mother-in-law was rushed to the hospital about 3 a.m. Saturday with vomiting and diarreah. The vomit was brown so they were concerned she was throwing up blood. George and I went to the hospital Sunday and found her confused and spouting nonsensical gibberish. She even greeted us with the words, "I'm nuts. I'm just nuts." George was pretty stressed about the whole thing, but I just kept loving her and releasing. They wanted to do an EGD where they poke a tube down your throat to see into the stomach and lower bowel. I decided to agree with everything she said and have some fun with it. And then the miracle happened. By the time she got back to her room and had something to eat, she was her old self again. Confusion was gone. She recognized both George and I (which she did from the beginning amazingly). I helped her eat which she was exceedingly grateful for. All day I just felt loving and knew I was in Beingness. George of course attributed his mother's miracle to the food and the medicine wearing off. Me, I know it was the love and approval that I was sending her.
Goldilocks: Good for you, Cate.
Cate: The other great gain was that they allowed her to stay in the hospital for the three days we needed for Medicare to cover her nursing care for 100 days. Yes! And George went to see her last night which gave me the time to call a contact with HomeTec, my new homebased business to get some of my questions answered without him being the wiser. In addition, Devin helped me understand my back office where I found that Alan had indeed placed a member under me in my down line. Yes! Yes! Then, I get an e-mail from Sosana, letting me know that a follow-up call was being held last night for the Goals and Resistance course. (I had been secretly wanting to share my gains with Larry but don't really want to listen to the entire call on Wednesday and also feel the newbies need the opportunity to release with Larry). And that's where I got my next gain. Larry is offering the "What Do I Want to do When I Grow Up" teleconference next month to all those on the call for $250 instead of $350. Wow! I had also been wishing the price would drop.
Goldilocks: That's fantastic, Cate.
Cate: Also, Dan, one of the callers was talking about how wonderful it has been just to keep repeating "I" over and over. So that is one of my goals for today. As I give myself approval, I am going to try to remember to say "I." The only minor problems is, ego doesn't like it and tries to stop me and distract me around every corner. But I'm determined to be persistant and do it because I am bigger than my ego. I am much bigger!!!!
Goldilocks: You're playing my song. And I'm loving what I hear. Keep it up.
Cate: I'm just getting happier and happier and as I do I feel...no I know I have no problems. It's wonderful.
Goldilocks: That's great, Cate. Well, I'd better let you get back to Beingness so we can all go home soon. Goldilocks out.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks, talk to you tomorrow. Cate out.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
Back in the Saddle Again!
Cate: Cate, calling Goldilocks, come in, please, over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, is that really you, Cate?
Cate: It's really me. (pause) Come to think about it, maybe I should repeat that. It's really me. Do you understand what I'm trying to say?
Goldilocks: let me guess, you've touched freedom and now you know the truth about all this.
Cate: (exhuberantly) Yes! Yes! and Yes!
Goldilocks: Congratualations, Cate, I knew you were close. It was just a matter of time. (pause) Well, you know.
Cate: Yes, I do
Goldilocks: So, are you $10,000 richer?
Cate: No, but it doesn't matter that much because it is coming; millions of dollars are coming. I know it and I feel it. All forms of abunance is coming because I'm loving myself and everything else like never before. I don't have any problems. Ego wants to believe that have them, lots of them. But now I know it's just an apparancy, an illusion, that I created. And I can decide to uncreate it. It's just a decision. That simple. I can decide to be happy no matter what is going on around me. It is my negativity and my unloving feelings that are the problem. I was looking at the world through a broken or deffective glass, like those mirrors in a fun house that make you look short or tall, but not anymore. I am starting to see clearly, so much more clearly. And I'm feeling happy. It is wonderful.
Goldilocks: Good for you.
Cate: $10,000 is not an insurmountable amount, neither is $13 million or more. George, God love him, is helping me go free with his AGFLAP and so is Martha. The more she yells at me, the less bothered I feel. Oh, I still have my moments. More and more I am recognizing what a control freak I am, especially when it comes to rules and protocol. I want to kill those who have the audacity to break them, but I know where that comes from and I can let it go. I don't like those killing thoughts. I don't like how they make me feel like crap.
Goldilocks: Wow, you've really changed since we spoke last. Are you sure you're Cate? I mean, are you some imposter planted by the Enemy?
Cate: Nope it's me. And I'm loving that ego of mine clear out of existance.
Goldilocks: So, is the mission over then?
Cate: (coming down a notch) Is that what they told you?
Goldilocks: No, you decide when. It's your decision. It always has been in case you didn't know.
Cate: (nodding) I know so much more now. But I haven't let it all go. The ego is still around lurking in the shadows, waiting for that oportune moment to ZAP me when my guard is down. Besides, I like having you around as well. You're like a favorite blanket.
Goldilocks: (miffed) Thanks a lot. Now I feel like Schultz. Huh, anything else?
Cate: No, that's enough for now. Gotta get back to work...uh, make that Releasing, Cate out.
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Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, is that really you, Cate?
Cate: It's really me. (pause) Come to think about it, maybe I should repeat that. It's really me. Do you understand what I'm trying to say?
Goldilocks: let me guess, you've touched freedom and now you know the truth about all this.
Cate: (exhuberantly) Yes! Yes! and Yes!
Goldilocks: Congratualations, Cate, I knew you were close. It was just a matter of time. (pause) Well, you know.
Cate: Yes, I do
Goldilocks: So, are you $10,000 richer?
Cate: No, but it doesn't matter that much because it is coming; millions of dollars are coming. I know it and I feel it. All forms of abunance is coming because I'm loving myself and everything else like never before. I don't have any problems. Ego wants to believe that have them, lots of them. But now I know it's just an apparancy, an illusion, that I created. And I can decide to uncreate it. It's just a decision. That simple. I can decide to be happy no matter what is going on around me. It is my negativity and my unloving feelings that are the problem. I was looking at the world through a broken or deffective glass, like those mirrors in a fun house that make you look short or tall, but not anymore. I am starting to see clearly, so much more clearly. And I'm feeling happy. It is wonderful.
Goldilocks: Good for you.
Cate: $10,000 is not an insurmountable amount, neither is $13 million or more. George, God love him, is helping me go free with his AGFLAP and so is Martha. The more she yells at me, the less bothered I feel. Oh, I still have my moments. More and more I am recognizing what a control freak I am, especially when it comes to rules and protocol. I want to kill those who have the audacity to break them, but I know where that comes from and I can let it go. I don't like those killing thoughts. I don't like how they make me feel like crap.
Goldilocks: Wow, you've really changed since we spoke last. Are you sure you're Cate? I mean, are you some imposter planted by the Enemy?
Cate: Nope it's me. And I'm loving that ego of mine clear out of existance.
Goldilocks: So, is the mission over then?
Cate: (coming down a notch) Is that what they told you?
Goldilocks: No, you decide when. It's your decision. It always has been in case you didn't know.
Cate: (nodding) I know so much more now. But I haven't let it all go. The ego is still around lurking in the shadows, waiting for that oportune moment to ZAP me when my guard is down. Besides, I like having you around as well. You're like a favorite blanket.
Goldilocks: (miffed) Thanks a lot. Now I feel like Schultz. Huh, anything else?
Cate: No, that's enough for now. Gotta get back to work...uh, make that Releasing, Cate out.
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Thursday, November 13, 2008
A Strong Conviction
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks. Come in, please, over.
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, what's up, Cate?
Cate: I'm ready to test the method to see if I can really achieve my goal by releasing only and having a strong conviction that I can have it.
Goldilocks: (mildly surprised) Good for you. (pause) And just how do you propose to do that?
Cate: (determinedly) By releasing on the goal continuously for two solid weeks. By saying "yes" to it and letting go of any clutching or feelings that come up. By loving my ego and saying "yes" to the resistance, no matter what comes up or how I feel. I'm determined, Goldilocks. I really am.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate, anything I can do?
Cate: No, just wanted to let you know, you won't be hearing from me during that time. And I didn't want you to be concerned or worried. I can do this.
Goldilocks: Of course you can. Remember, if you think you can, you can. That's all it takes.
Cate: I hope you're right.
Goldilocks: (quick to pick up the doubt) huh, huh, where's that conviction you just told me about?
Cate: (with strong conviction) You're right. I can do this. I'm gonna be $10,000 richer when we talk again.
Goldilocks: Or maybe more. (pause) But remember, it isn't the goal that you're after, but the happiness.
Cate: (lightly) I won't forget. Cate, out.
Goldilocks: (softly) Wishing you all the abundance you deserve, Cate. Good luck, Goldilocks out.
Goldilocks: Goldilocks, here, what's up, Cate?
Cate: I'm ready to test the method to see if I can really achieve my goal by releasing only and having a strong conviction that I can have it.
Goldilocks: (mildly surprised) Good for you. (pause) And just how do you propose to do that?
Cate: (determinedly) By releasing on the goal continuously for two solid weeks. By saying "yes" to it and letting go of any clutching or feelings that come up. By loving my ego and saying "yes" to the resistance, no matter what comes up or how I feel. I'm determined, Goldilocks. I really am.
Goldilocks: That's wonderful, Cate, anything I can do?
Cate: No, just wanted to let you know, you won't be hearing from me during that time. And I didn't want you to be concerned or worried. I can do this.
Goldilocks: Of course you can. Remember, if you think you can, you can. That's all it takes.
Cate: I hope you're right.
Goldilocks: (quick to pick up the doubt) huh, huh, where's that conviction you just told me about?
Cate: (with strong conviction) You're right. I can do this. I'm gonna be $10,000 richer when we talk again.
Goldilocks: Or maybe more. (pause) But remember, it isn't the goal that you're after, but the happiness.
Cate: (lightly) I won't forget. Cate, out.
Goldilocks: (softly) Wishing you all the abundance you deserve, Cate. Good luck, Goldilocks out.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Onward and Upward
Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate. Come in, please, over.
Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks, go ahead
Goldilocks: Thought I would hear from you yesterday. Any problems?
Cate: Not really, just the usual Ego struggles and challenges. I really wanted to see if I could give myself approval for three or four hours like the homework said.
Goldilocks: Hmm, and did you?
Cate: Not too bad considering. I thought I was supposed to say "I love you" (myself) over and over which is hard to do. And then Larry clarified on Monday, it was a matter of staying positive any way you can. I can do that a lot easier.
Goldilocks: (teasingly) You're sure?
Cate: All right, it depends on the day and my mood.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) I see, and who's mood is it?
Cate: All right, it's mine. I'm the owner. I decide. But doggone it some days are easier than others.
Goldilocks: Like Monday night when Larry was once again, bashing your ego.
Cate: I wish you wouldn't remind me. I want to forget that unpleasant moment.
Goldilocks: Whoa! Red flag. Incoming goons! Take cover.
Cate: (slightly miffed) What are you talking about?
Goldilocks: It's called suppressing. That's exactly what the Enemy wants you to do, stuff it and forget it. Score a big one for the Enemy.
Cate: (glowering) All right, all right, you've made your point. I can't even be human around you.
Goldilocks: (severely) If that's what you want, be my guest. Be human; be as human as you like, with all the misery and suffering; and stuffing of all those uncomfortable thoughts/feelings.
Cate: (bitterly) Goldilocks, stop it!
Goldilocks: (taken aback) Excuse me? What did you say? I'm the one that should be telling you to "STOP IT!" Or better yet, listen to yourself. Obviously, you're not listening to me.
Cate: (coming to her senses) I'm sorry, Goldilocks, but Larry can be so vicious. It hurt a lot.
Goldilocks: Aw, and your ego got bruised and angry right?
Cate: Well...
Goldilocks: And then what did it do? It grew to monstrous size and tried to strangle you. And poor Cate sat there feeling like that helpless victim that she always does when someone tries to attack her.
Cate: (as if awakening) Dammit! He got me.
Goldilocks: Uh huh, you could say that. I know you tried dropping it like the first time, but I detect a bit of negativity in you. Call it a grudge about what happened, excess baggage that is weighing you down, whatever. It doesn't matter. But what does matter is you don't want it to happen again, so you're trying to protect yourself with fear. It won't work, Cate. I'm tellin' you. Wise up. You're smarter than that.
Cate: (thoughtfully) What makes you so wise, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (lightly) Associating with you.
Cate: I don't believe that but lets move on. We've beaten this dead horse enough.
Goldilocks: (brightens) I'm all for that.
Cate: I'm really determined to get one of my money goals so I'm trying a different approach. Saying "yes " to the goal, the doubts, resistance, and feelings. I had a great morning releasing on this especially feeling the stuckness and the disapproval energy. It is amazing how one (me) can say "no" to having $10,000 or more. This has to be one of The Enemy's greatest tricks to keep us enslaved and bound. Bringing each feeling to approval, control, safety/security was a real eye-opener. I've got a lot of garbage to haul out and I do mean a lot.
Goldilocks: (quiet admiration) It's so nice to see you grow, Cate.
Cate: Sometimes I think I've really "got it." I see the light and the finish line to freedom. Then I stumble over this tiny pebble in my path which I could have easily stepped over or avoided.
Goldilocks: (fist on chin) Don't beat yourself up, Cate. It will come. And let go of trying to get Larry's approval.
Cate: (sheepishly) You noticed that did you?
Goldilocks: The program's getting weaker, but it's still in place; rather deeply entrenched I might add.
Cate: I was hoping it was gone.
Goldilocks: (encouragingly) He's down, but He isn't out. Watch yourself. (pause) By the way, great job on cleaning up the past. But don't stop now. You're on a roll.
Cate: (playfully) Is that an order?
Goldilocks: You bet it is. I have to keep in practice. Those eagles are getting rusty.
Cate: You know I love taking orders from you. Maybe the next time we talk I'll be $10,000 richer. You just never know. Cate, out.
Goldilocks: (softly, under breath) No, Cate, you do know and soon you will know that you know.
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Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks, go ahead
Goldilocks: Thought I would hear from you yesterday. Any problems?
Cate: Not really, just the usual Ego struggles and challenges. I really wanted to see if I could give myself approval for three or four hours like the homework said.
Goldilocks: Hmm, and did you?
Cate: Not too bad considering. I thought I was supposed to say "I love you" (myself) over and over which is hard to do. And then Larry clarified on Monday, it was a matter of staying positive any way you can. I can do that a lot easier.
Goldilocks: (teasingly) You're sure?
Cate: All right, it depends on the day and my mood.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) I see, and who's mood is it?
Cate: All right, it's mine. I'm the owner. I decide. But doggone it some days are easier than others.
Goldilocks: Like Monday night when Larry was once again, bashing your ego.
Cate: I wish you wouldn't remind me. I want to forget that unpleasant moment.
Goldilocks: Whoa! Red flag. Incoming goons! Take cover.
Cate: (slightly miffed) What are you talking about?
Goldilocks: It's called suppressing. That's exactly what the Enemy wants you to do, stuff it and forget it. Score a big one for the Enemy.
Cate: (glowering) All right, all right, you've made your point. I can't even be human around you.
Goldilocks: (severely) If that's what you want, be my guest. Be human; be as human as you like, with all the misery and suffering; and stuffing of all those uncomfortable thoughts/feelings.
Cate: (bitterly) Goldilocks, stop it!
Goldilocks: (taken aback) Excuse me? What did you say? I'm the one that should be telling you to "STOP IT!" Or better yet, listen to yourself. Obviously, you're not listening to me.
Cate: (coming to her senses) I'm sorry, Goldilocks, but Larry can be so vicious. It hurt a lot.
Goldilocks: Aw, and your ego got bruised and angry right?
Cate: Well...
Goldilocks: And then what did it do? It grew to monstrous size and tried to strangle you. And poor Cate sat there feeling like that helpless victim that she always does when someone tries to attack her.
Cate: (as if awakening) Dammit! He got me.
Goldilocks: Uh huh, you could say that. I know you tried dropping it like the first time, but I detect a bit of negativity in you. Call it a grudge about what happened, excess baggage that is weighing you down, whatever. It doesn't matter. But what does matter is you don't want it to happen again, so you're trying to protect yourself with fear. It won't work, Cate. I'm tellin' you. Wise up. You're smarter than that.
Cate: (thoughtfully) What makes you so wise, Goldilocks?
Goldilocks: (lightly) Associating with you.
Cate: I don't believe that but lets move on. We've beaten this dead horse enough.
Goldilocks: (brightens) I'm all for that.
Cate: I'm really determined to get one of my money goals so I'm trying a different approach. Saying "yes " to the goal, the doubts, resistance, and feelings. I had a great morning releasing on this especially feeling the stuckness and the disapproval energy. It is amazing how one (me) can say "no" to having $10,000 or more. This has to be one of The Enemy's greatest tricks to keep us enslaved and bound. Bringing each feeling to approval, control, safety/security was a real eye-opener. I've got a lot of garbage to haul out and I do mean a lot.
Goldilocks: (quiet admiration) It's so nice to see you grow, Cate.
Cate: Sometimes I think I've really "got it." I see the light and the finish line to freedom. Then I stumble over this tiny pebble in my path which I could have easily stepped over or avoided.
Goldilocks: (fist on chin) Don't beat yourself up, Cate. It will come. And let go of trying to get Larry's approval.
Cate: (sheepishly) You noticed that did you?
Goldilocks: The program's getting weaker, but it's still in place; rather deeply entrenched I might add.
Cate: I was hoping it was gone.
Goldilocks: (encouragingly) He's down, but He isn't out. Watch yourself. (pause) By the way, great job on cleaning up the past. But don't stop now. You're on a roll.
Cate: (playfully) Is that an order?
Goldilocks: You bet it is. I have to keep in practice. Those eagles are getting rusty.
Cate: You know I love taking orders from you. Maybe the next time we talk I'll be $10,000 richer. You just never know. Cate, out.
Goldilocks: (softly, under breath) No, Cate, you do know and soon you will know that you know.
(Comment: for more information on The Abundance Course/Release Technique go to www.releasetechnique.com and to test drive the method go to www.releasetechnique.com/info )
Friday, November 7, 2008
A Great Forward Pass
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, please over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate. (pause) I'm feeling your determination. Two days in row. A record I believe.
Cate: Just wanted to share a few gains I've been experiencing in the last 24 to 48 hours. As Larry says "can it get any better; can you let go and find out? I have been feeling such peace and joy these last 48 hours. But first, I did what you said...ordered. I started cleaning up the past. I started with my sister, because that was where all the energy was. Oh, my God, such clutching and pain I felt when I asked myself the questions on the sheet. The big one was, "what did you want from her? One word came smashing back, APPROVAL, nothing more, nothing less. I saw it so clearly. That when I imagined that she rejected and abandoned me, (just like when I was left at Uncle Saul's and Aunt Ada as a baby) I stuffed all that hurt, anger and resentment, deep; so deep that I wouldn't look at it or couldn't look at it. I can see myself securing that stinking cesspool with a heavy lid with all kinds of locks and then piling on top more lids and locks. And by doing so thinking I would never deal with it again and that I was safe. With all my releasing, I was removing layer after stinking layer until yesterday I had built up enough momentum to blow the lid sky high. Despite my tears, I felt so free. It was wonderful. Then, when I talked to James last night I hardly recognized my own voice, calm, low tone, no agitation or excitment, no rushing of words. I was amazed. This in itself is a huge gain.
Goldilocks: (quietly) Way to go, Cate, or as Larry would say, "that's wonderful."
Cate: Releasing has become so much easier even in the last week. I am feeling a huge shift and not identifying with my body quite as much. In fact the hives which graced my body for over a year are gone.
Goldilocks: (without excitement) Can it get any better? Can you let go and find out?
Cate: (with a rush of breath) Yes!
Goldilocks: Onward and upward
Cate: Wait a minute. Those are Larry's words. You aren't Larry in disguise are you?
Goldilocks: I am you. You are me. Ask yourself, what is the difference?
Cate: (softly, knowingly) Lester...
Goldilocks, uh, gotta go. Anything else?
Cate: No, other than the fact I'm making an intention for a great weekend including seeing my mother-in-law happy and healthy. Oh, and I'm going to continue cleaning up the past. After I'm done with Mary, the nuns are next.
Goldilocks: You're on a roll. Keep right on rolling and smash that Enemy.
Cate: You know I will. (pause) I know I will. Talk to you next week. Cate out.
Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate. (pause) I'm feeling your determination. Two days in row. A record I believe.
Cate: Just wanted to share a few gains I've been experiencing in the last 24 to 48 hours. As Larry says "can it get any better; can you let go and find out? I have been feeling such peace and joy these last 48 hours. But first, I did what you said...ordered. I started cleaning up the past. I started with my sister, because that was where all the energy was. Oh, my God, such clutching and pain I felt when I asked myself the questions on the sheet. The big one was, "what did you want from her? One word came smashing back, APPROVAL, nothing more, nothing less. I saw it so clearly. That when I imagined that she rejected and abandoned me, (just like when I was left at Uncle Saul's and Aunt Ada as a baby) I stuffed all that hurt, anger and resentment, deep; so deep that I wouldn't look at it or couldn't look at it. I can see myself securing that stinking cesspool with a heavy lid with all kinds of locks and then piling on top more lids and locks. And by doing so thinking I would never deal with it again and that I was safe. With all my releasing, I was removing layer after stinking layer until yesterday I had built up enough momentum to blow the lid sky high. Despite my tears, I felt so free. It was wonderful. Then, when I talked to James last night I hardly recognized my own voice, calm, low tone, no agitation or excitment, no rushing of words. I was amazed. This in itself is a huge gain.
Goldilocks: (quietly) Way to go, Cate, or as Larry would say, "that's wonderful."
Cate: Releasing has become so much easier even in the last week. I am feeling a huge shift and not identifying with my body quite as much. In fact the hives which graced my body for over a year are gone.
Goldilocks: (without excitement) Can it get any better? Can you let go and find out?
Cate: (with a rush of breath) Yes!
Goldilocks: Onward and upward
Cate: Wait a minute. Those are Larry's words. You aren't Larry in disguise are you?
Goldilocks: I am you. You are me. Ask yourself, what is the difference?
Cate: (softly, knowingly) Lester...
Goldilocks, uh, gotta go. Anything else?
Cate: No, other than the fact I'm making an intention for a great weekend including seeing my mother-in-law happy and healthy. Oh, and I'm going to continue cleaning up the past. After I'm done with Mary, the nuns are next.
Goldilocks: You're on a roll. Keep right on rolling and smash that Enemy.
Cate: You know I will. (pause) I know I will. Talk to you next week. Cate out.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
Feeling Peace
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in please, over. (pause) Cate calling Goldilocks, can you read me, over?
Goldilocks: (surprise in tone) Is that really you, Cate? This is only tomorrow, right? I mean I didn't do a Rip Van Winkle all of a sudden and miss a few days or a couple of weeks?
Cate: (slightly miffed) No, Goldilocks, it's really me. I really do want to communicate more frequently with shorter transmissions. Is that okay with you?
Goldilocks: Sure, no problem. I know you have a tendency to forget all that happens after a period of time, especially the good things. It's an Enemy ploy and quite effective too.
Cate: (somewhat sullenly) Tell me about it. Anyway, yesterday was great. I was in release most of the day and I was trying not to resist anything including this unseasonably warm weather we're having in November. When Goldilocks (my dog) and I were taking our walk last evening, I felt only peace; that nothing mattered; nothing needed to be done. There was only the moment and I was enjoying it thoroughly.
Goldilocks: (clearly delighted) That's it, Cate. That's exactly how you're supposed to feel, all the time.
Cate: (with determination) Now, if I could just maintain it.
Goldilocks: If you believe you can, you can. If you think you can't, you can't.
Cate: (playfully) Hmm, you have an interesting way with words.
Goldilocks: (with same tone) Didn't think you'd notice.
Cate: I've become a lot more aware in these past few days so don't try to put one over on me.
Goldilocks: (laughing aloud) Wouldn't dream of it.
Cate: (becoming serious) Had a nice gain with my sister as well. Had some anxiety about calling her, but just allowed the moment to happen. Didn't try to give her advice, just told her I was thinking of her and offered my help if she wanted it. Nothing more. I could hear the gratefullness in her voice. I know she's hurting, but I'm not going to barge in without an invite and I'm trying not to judge the ones that are.
Goldilocks: (with admiration) You've come a long way in just a few months.
Cate: Yeah, and it feels wonderful. I shared My Power Mall with my lead Christina. She would be perfect for this business, but I'm not pushing it and I really don't care if she joins one way or other. It's her decision. That's how I want to share The Release Technique as well, offer it in love and if the person sees the light, great, if not, that's okay too.
Goldilocks: (quietly) Wow, guess I don't need to say a thing.
Cate: (earnestly) Just be there for me. That's all I ask.
Goldilocks: You know I will. That's a promise. I won't leave you until you gain your total freedom. (pause) And I know that's going to be sooner that you think.
Cate: (hopefully) Like maybe tomorrow?
Goldilocks: (evasively) Umm, could be. You just never know.
Cate: I just love your choice of words.
Goldilocks: (ignores this) Anything else?
Cate: Nope, that just about covers it. I'll touch base tomorrow.
Goldilocks: Okey Dokey, Goldilocks, out
(Comment: to find out more about a home business with a difference go to: www.mypowermall.com/biz/home/107032 and see how you can attain financial freedom)
Goldilocks: (surprise in tone) Is that really you, Cate? This is only tomorrow, right? I mean I didn't do a Rip Van Winkle all of a sudden and miss a few days or a couple of weeks?
Cate: (slightly miffed) No, Goldilocks, it's really me. I really do want to communicate more frequently with shorter transmissions. Is that okay with you?
Goldilocks: Sure, no problem. I know you have a tendency to forget all that happens after a period of time, especially the good things. It's an Enemy ploy and quite effective too.
Cate: (somewhat sullenly) Tell me about it. Anyway, yesterday was great. I was in release most of the day and I was trying not to resist anything including this unseasonably warm weather we're having in November. When Goldilocks (my dog) and I were taking our walk last evening, I felt only peace; that nothing mattered; nothing needed to be done. There was only the moment and I was enjoying it thoroughly.
Goldilocks: (clearly delighted) That's it, Cate. That's exactly how you're supposed to feel, all the time.
Cate: (with determination) Now, if I could just maintain it.
Goldilocks: If you believe you can, you can. If you think you can't, you can't.
Cate: (playfully) Hmm, you have an interesting way with words.
Goldilocks: (with same tone) Didn't think you'd notice.
Cate: I've become a lot more aware in these past few days so don't try to put one over on me.
Goldilocks: (laughing aloud) Wouldn't dream of it.
Cate: (becoming serious) Had a nice gain with my sister as well. Had some anxiety about calling her, but just allowed the moment to happen. Didn't try to give her advice, just told her I was thinking of her and offered my help if she wanted it. Nothing more. I could hear the gratefullness in her voice. I know she's hurting, but I'm not going to barge in without an invite and I'm trying not to judge the ones that are.
Goldilocks: (with admiration) You've come a long way in just a few months.
Cate: Yeah, and it feels wonderful. I shared My Power Mall with my lead Christina. She would be perfect for this business, but I'm not pushing it and I really don't care if she joins one way or other. It's her decision. That's how I want to share The Release Technique as well, offer it in love and if the person sees the light, great, if not, that's okay too.
Goldilocks: (quietly) Wow, guess I don't need to say a thing.
Cate: (earnestly) Just be there for me. That's all I ask.
Goldilocks: You know I will. That's a promise. I won't leave you until you gain your total freedom. (pause) And I know that's going to be sooner that you think.
Cate: (hopefully) Like maybe tomorrow?
Goldilocks: (evasively) Umm, could be. You just never know.
Cate: I just love your choice of words.
Goldilocks: (ignores this) Anything else?
Cate: Nope, that just about covers it. I'll touch base tomorrow.
Goldilocks: Okey Dokey, Goldilocks, out
(Comment: to find out more about a home business with a difference go to: www.mypowermall.com/biz/home/107032 and see how you can attain financial freedom)
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Incredible happenings
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in please, over
Goldilocks: (long yawn of boredom) Oh, boy, sorry about that, long night. What's up, Cate?
Cate: (excitedly) The best yet. (pause) But you know don't you?
Goldilocks: Tell me anyway, just in case someone is listening
Cate: (much more calm) I had a break through on Sunday. I call it my Epiphany. But I think it all began with Larry on Tuesday's call. I am so grateful for that man no matter how much my ego is bothered.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) I believe that is the battle plan. My congratulations, you were magnificent; although I have to admit it was touch and go there for a while. Still, do you have any idea what magnitude of a victory this is for you?
Cate: (smiling) I think so but I'm trying not to let it go to my head. (she laughs aloud with pure joy)
Goldilocks: (joining the merriment) You do have a way with words. Seriously, I didn't mean to interrupt you. Please, continue.
Cate: Larry really let me have it, both barrels. My ego was so wounded with the thought that I was still in "wanting" and I was desperate for money by playing the lottery and getting scammed over and over again. I really was upset/bothered whatever you want to call it, to the point of breaking down and sobbing. But thank God for Beingness/my higher Self. I was able to discriminate in minutes and felt a huge chunk of "ego/beating-myself-up" drop away. I was amazed at how calm and peaceful I became in such a short time.
Goldilocks: (softly) And so was I. Great job.
Cate: Anyway, one of my goals for the "Goals and Resistance" course is to have releasers around me. So, this past week Martha, from Asilomar, calls me right out of the blue and wants to release with me. I could hardly believe it. She's a talker like me, or rather she was, but really gets down to business. Anyway, we released on resistance for almost an hour on Saturday night. I love the way she words the release. It helps me so much, just like James. Let's see, where was I?
Goldilocks: You're about to tell me about your Epiphany.
Cate: (eagerly) Oh, yes. Sunday, I was sitting in front of the computer with the ICAP machine, and I was releasing on having hair. (pause) in case I didn't tell you, I'm almost as bald as a cue ball with Alopecia.
Goldilocks: Yes, I believe you mentioned it in an earlier transmission.
Cate: Did I? Oh, well, I've been releasing on this goal for almost two years with very little progress. And I asked myself why I didn't have any. The answer hit me like a ton of bricks.
Goldilocks: I can't wait to hear.
Cate: (trying hard to contain her excitment) Because if I had hair, then I would approve of myself and stop beating myself up all the time. At that moment my eyes were opened and the scales fell off like rain. It was the same reason I didn't have abundance in any area of my life. It was the anti-program, the ego's smoke screen. As long as I keep disapproving of myself and my life, I will never look inside and discover what I truly am, an unlimited Being with all the power of the universe. And this life is only an illusion, a dream, that I created.
Goldilocks: (feigning interest) Imagine that.
Cate: (accusingly) You knew didn't you?
Goldilocks: (nonchalantly) Sure
Cate: (spluttering furiously) Then why didn't you tell me?! Why did you make me go through all this agony and frustration for nothing?!!!
Goldilocks: (calmly) Because I can't tell you. Each individual on this planet must discover it for themselves, including you. I can point you in the right direction, support you, give you advice, but only you can ride the bicycle or drive the car. I can't do it for you. Even the Masters like Jesus can't do it for you. You're flying solo on this one.
Cate: (hiding a smile) With God as my co-pilot.
Goldilocks: (with good humor) You do understand.
Cate: (with a sigh) I just wish I had known this 20 or 30 years ago.
Goldilocks: (becoming serious) You can't change the past nor should you want to. It's over. It never happened. Now, I know you've been avoiding this for some time so I'm going to make it an order. I want you to clean up your past and make it a priority. Do I make myself clear.
Cate: (trying to stay serious) Yes, sir, you do. I can't wait to see how much more garbage I can dig up and let go of. It's getting easier and easier. Talk to you soon. Cate out.
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Goldilocks: (long yawn of boredom) Oh, boy, sorry about that, long night. What's up, Cate?
Cate: (excitedly) The best yet. (pause) But you know don't you?
Goldilocks: Tell me anyway, just in case someone is listening
Cate: (much more calm) I had a break through on Sunday. I call it my Epiphany. But I think it all began with Larry on Tuesday's call. I am so grateful for that man no matter how much my ego is bothered.
Goldilocks: (thoughtfully) I believe that is the battle plan. My congratulations, you were magnificent; although I have to admit it was touch and go there for a while. Still, do you have any idea what magnitude of a victory this is for you?
Cate: (smiling) I think so but I'm trying not to let it go to my head. (she laughs aloud with pure joy)
Goldilocks: (joining the merriment) You do have a way with words. Seriously, I didn't mean to interrupt you. Please, continue.
Cate: Larry really let me have it, both barrels. My ego was so wounded with the thought that I was still in "wanting" and I was desperate for money by playing the lottery and getting scammed over and over again. I really was upset/bothered whatever you want to call it, to the point of breaking down and sobbing. But thank God for Beingness/my higher Self. I was able to discriminate in minutes and felt a huge chunk of "ego/beating-myself-up" drop away. I was amazed at how calm and peaceful I became in such a short time.
Goldilocks: (softly) And so was I. Great job.
Cate: Anyway, one of my goals for the "Goals and Resistance" course is to have releasers around me. So, this past week Martha, from Asilomar, calls me right out of the blue and wants to release with me. I could hardly believe it. She's a talker like me, or rather she was, but really gets down to business. Anyway, we released on resistance for almost an hour on Saturday night. I love the way she words the release. It helps me so much, just like James. Let's see, where was I?
Goldilocks: You're about to tell me about your Epiphany.
Cate: (eagerly) Oh, yes. Sunday, I was sitting in front of the computer with the ICAP machine, and I was releasing on having hair. (pause) in case I didn't tell you, I'm almost as bald as a cue ball with Alopecia.
Goldilocks: Yes, I believe you mentioned it in an earlier transmission.
Cate: Did I? Oh, well, I've been releasing on this goal for almost two years with very little progress. And I asked myself why I didn't have any. The answer hit me like a ton of bricks.
Goldilocks: I can't wait to hear.
Cate: (trying hard to contain her excitment) Because if I had hair, then I would approve of myself and stop beating myself up all the time. At that moment my eyes were opened and the scales fell off like rain. It was the same reason I didn't have abundance in any area of my life. It was the anti-program, the ego's smoke screen. As long as I keep disapproving of myself and my life, I will never look inside and discover what I truly am, an unlimited Being with all the power of the universe. And this life is only an illusion, a dream, that I created.
Goldilocks: (feigning interest) Imagine that.
Cate: (accusingly) You knew didn't you?
Goldilocks: (nonchalantly) Sure
Cate: (spluttering furiously) Then why didn't you tell me?! Why did you make me go through all this agony and frustration for nothing?!!!
Goldilocks: (calmly) Because I can't tell you. Each individual on this planet must discover it for themselves, including you. I can point you in the right direction, support you, give you advice, but only you can ride the bicycle or drive the car. I can't do it for you. Even the Masters like Jesus can't do it for you. You're flying solo on this one.
Cate: (hiding a smile) With God as my co-pilot.
Goldilocks: (with good humor) You do understand.
Cate: (with a sigh) I just wish I had known this 20 or 30 years ago.
Goldilocks: (becoming serious) You can't change the past nor should you want to. It's over. It never happened. Now, I know you've been avoiding this for some time so I'm going to make it an order. I want you to clean up your past and make it a priority. Do I make myself clear.
Cate: (trying to stay serious) Yes, sir, you do. I can't wait to see how much more garbage I can dig up and let go of. It's getting easier and easier. Talk to you soon. Cate out.
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Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Need Some Ego Holding?
Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate, come in please, over
Cate: Cate here, Goldilocks, go ahead over
Goldilocks: Are you ready to talk now; get it off your chest?
Cate: Hope you're a good listener 'cause this post could go long.
Goldilocks: (suppressing a grin) I'm all ears. (pause) Seriously, I know you've got a lot to unload.
Cate: (frustration in voice) Doggone it, Goldilocks, I hate this ego and what it is doing to me. I want to dump this whole thing.
Goldilocks: Huh huh, wrong attitude I'm afraid. You're only feeding it.
Cate: And it's having a gourmet dinner complete with appetizer and desert at my expense. I need help, please.
Goldilocks: Sorry, you'll have to get your own answers.
Cate: (hurt and angry) Goldilocks, how could you?! I'm depending on you.
Goldilocks: (bluntly) Well, don't. Look, you're not some helpless little kid who can't blow his own nose.
Cate: You sound like my husband.
Goldilocks: (refusing to be distracted) Fine. I'm telling you. You are not a victim unless you decide to give your power to the Enemy. And I don't talk to egos. Do I make myself clear?
Cate: (wipes away a tear) Oh, boy, loud and clear. So loud in fact you drowned out the ego, or it suddenly shut up. The fog just cleared, thank you.
Goldilocks: Don't thank me. I didn't do anything. You did it yourself. You do have the power you know.
Cate: (feeling guilty) I know. I know. I just keep forgetting. I mean the ego doesn't want me to remember. Sometimes I think I'll never get it.
Goldilocks: (severerly) Now, you're beating yourself up. Let me repeat that profound line from that wonderful Bob Newhart video. (Loudly and with emphasis) STOP IT! Did you hear what I said? STOP IT! NOW!
Cate: (smiling) Now, that you have successfully rescued me from the Jaws of Certain Death better known as the ego, is it okay if I share?
Goldilocks: That's fine, Cate, shoot (pause) I mean, go ahead.
Cate: I had such a high on Sunday with hours of releasing thinking I had released all my "wants", and freedom was only hours if not minutes away, and then Monday, ZAP! I wanted to kill George for all his critical attacks. James cleared the fog on Monday night and I felt a huge chunk drop away in seconds.
Goldilocks: (enthusiastically) That's what I want to hear.
Cate: (sighs) Yeah, but that "wanting approval" program must have a tap root that goes down to China and then wraps itself several times around this planet. Larry, hit it square on last night, and I came close to breaking down and bawling.
Goldilocks: And that's not okay?
Cate: Hell, no it's not...(stops suddenly) okay...(voice trails) (to herself) All those feelings, coming up to leave... (to Goldilocks) I did let go of some of them. I mean, I was amazed at how quickly I let go of the hurt.
Goldilocks: And did you thank Larry?
Cate: I did mentally because it was a huge victory for freedom. I know he knows, but just to satisfy that hungry ego, I shot off an e-mail just now.
Goldilocks: Good for you.
Cate: I think I'm struggling with mixed messages right now. I really want to blast through this money block but see it almost as a distraction on my goal for freedom. I guess the question is, which should I focus on if I don't have time to do both?
Goldilocks: Hmmm, you do have a problem.
Cate: (earnestly) What would you do?
Goldilocks: Why don't you try going to the source rather than ask your mind. You just might find the answer, and not just any answer but the answer. (He hides a smile) Feel better now?
Cate: Sooo much better. You wouldn't believe...(sees his knowing expression) ...yes you would. Thank you, Goldilocks for helping me sort it all out.
Goldilocks: Any time. You know where to find me. Goldilocks out.
Cate: (under breath) Next time
Cate: Cate here, Goldilocks, go ahead over
Goldilocks: Are you ready to talk now; get it off your chest?
Cate: Hope you're a good listener 'cause this post could go long.
Goldilocks: (suppressing a grin) I'm all ears. (pause) Seriously, I know you've got a lot to unload.
Cate: (frustration in voice) Doggone it, Goldilocks, I hate this ego and what it is doing to me. I want to dump this whole thing.
Goldilocks: Huh huh, wrong attitude I'm afraid. You're only feeding it.
Cate: And it's having a gourmet dinner complete with appetizer and desert at my expense. I need help, please.
Goldilocks: Sorry, you'll have to get your own answers.
Cate: (hurt and angry) Goldilocks, how could you?! I'm depending on you.
Goldilocks: (bluntly) Well, don't. Look, you're not some helpless little kid who can't blow his own nose.
Cate: You sound like my husband.
Goldilocks: (refusing to be distracted) Fine. I'm telling you. You are not a victim unless you decide to give your power to the Enemy. And I don't talk to egos. Do I make myself clear?
Cate: (wipes away a tear) Oh, boy, loud and clear. So loud in fact you drowned out the ego, or it suddenly shut up. The fog just cleared, thank you.
Goldilocks: Don't thank me. I didn't do anything. You did it yourself. You do have the power you know.
Cate: (feeling guilty) I know. I know. I just keep forgetting. I mean the ego doesn't want me to remember. Sometimes I think I'll never get it.
Goldilocks: (severerly) Now, you're beating yourself up. Let me repeat that profound line from that wonderful Bob Newhart video. (Loudly and with emphasis) STOP IT! Did you hear what I said? STOP IT! NOW!
Cate: (smiling) Now, that you have successfully rescued me from the Jaws of Certain Death better known as the ego, is it okay if I share?
Goldilocks: That's fine, Cate, shoot (pause) I mean, go ahead.
Cate: I had such a high on Sunday with hours of releasing thinking I had released all my "wants", and freedom was only hours if not minutes away, and then Monday, ZAP! I wanted to kill George for all his critical attacks. James cleared the fog on Monday night and I felt a huge chunk drop away in seconds.
Goldilocks: (enthusiastically) That's what I want to hear.
Cate: (sighs) Yeah, but that "wanting approval" program must have a tap root that goes down to China and then wraps itself several times around this planet. Larry, hit it square on last night, and I came close to breaking down and bawling.
Goldilocks: And that's not okay?
Cate: Hell, no it's not...(stops suddenly) okay...(voice trails) (to herself) All those feelings, coming up to leave... (to Goldilocks) I did let go of some of them. I mean, I was amazed at how quickly I let go of the hurt.
Goldilocks: And did you thank Larry?
Cate: I did mentally because it was a huge victory for freedom. I know he knows, but just to satisfy that hungry ego, I shot off an e-mail just now.
Goldilocks: Good for you.
Cate: I think I'm struggling with mixed messages right now. I really want to blast through this money block but see it almost as a distraction on my goal for freedom. I guess the question is, which should I focus on if I don't have time to do both?
Goldilocks: Hmmm, you do have a problem.
Cate: (earnestly) What would you do?
Goldilocks: Why don't you try going to the source rather than ask your mind. You just might find the answer, and not just any answer but the answer. (He hides a smile) Feel better now?
Cate: Sooo much better. You wouldn't believe...(sees his knowing expression) ...yes you would. Thank you, Goldilocks for helping me sort it all out.
Goldilocks: Any time. You know where to find me. Goldilocks out.
Cate: (under breath) Next time
Friday, October 24, 2008
Another Day More Gains
Cate: Cate calling Goldilocks, come in, over
Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate, so glad to hear from you. Go ahead, over
Cate: Interesting week. Since I am on a positive streak I'll start there. More and more I just want to sit down on my butt and release and release and release. I'm not concerned about the economy, the politics anything going on in the world. I want it to "evaporate and dissolve as Larry says. I feel so good when I release and my day is so harmonious. Yesterday I shared the method with old Mr. Kahlo who seemed genuinely interested. Of course I could tell the clerk at CVS was grateful for my sharing as well. Love is wonderful.
Goldilocks: That's great, Cate
Cate: I am so motivated to release and achieve my goals. Larry's "Butt System" is awesome and he makes it so easy. What I'd really like is for George to go with me to Camp Allen in December and to have the funds to come in that make it possible.
Goldilocks: Sounds like a plan. So, do you believe it's possible, or in other words is that an "I can" feeling?
Cate: Not sure yet. Haven't really had time to sit down and do the attachments and aversions; to let it all go. (pause) Wouldn't be nice if I got a million dollars from that scratch and win game at Kahlo Jeep?
Goldilocks: Do you think you can?
Cate: I have this fear coming up. But I'm going to release and ask Beingness for the numbers before I do it.
Goldilocks: Great insight, Cate. It should be interesting. (pause) Huh, how are you and your sister getting on?
Cate: Not well. Personally, I just want to avoid her. I know she's hurting and I'd like to do something, but she rejects everything I say.
Goldilocks: I take it, you're feeling rejected?
Cate: You could say that, yes.
Goldilocks: May I gently remind you that you can't be rejected unless you're doing the rejecting. In other words, you are the rejector.
Cate: (sullenly) It sure doesn't feel that way. I can't seem to wrap my mind around that concept.
Goldilocks: Neither can you figure it out either, no matter how much you try. (pause) End of lesson. So, what are you going to do?
Cate: Send her love and approval mentally and hope she changes.
Goldilocks: And is it okay if she never changes?
Cate: You're starting to sound like James.
Goldilocks: Never mind the distractions, I'm helping you sort through this. Well, could you?
Cate: Personally, she could disappear from my life and we'd both be better off.
Goldilocks: I take it she intimidates you.
Cate: (sarcastically) What an amazing feat of mind reading, what gave you a clue?
Goldilocks: Because you're feelings are about to choke you or smother you. You're not feeling very loving toward her are you?
Cate: No, I'm not. I have Mom's phobia: tread lightly around volatile people. I don't enjoy being told off. I'm just looking out for #1. Call it a survival tactic.
Goldilocks: Sounds like you have a better understanding of where your mother is coming from with your sister-in-law. Not as judgemental perhaps?
Cate: That too. Let's face it, Goldilocks, the Ego has me prisoner, yet again.
Goldilocks: You know what to do without me telling you.
Cate: Like I said before, I need more time to release. Make that quality time. Hopefully, this weekend.
Goldilocks: I'm glad you at least reached out for help yesterday when I wasn't available.
Cate: I need to do that more often. I don't seem to discriminate too well, or easily.
Goldilocks: Can't see the forest for the trees? Or, perhaps, I should say can't see freedom for all the garbage lying around.
Cate: (half grinning) Nope, I'm too busy beating myself black and blue. I do hope
George goes to Camp Allen with me. It would be so awesome. Of course I need the money as well or it's a "no go."
Goldilocks: Let me ask you something. Would you go if George wanted to go even if you didn't have the money?
Cate: Absolutely, that is one reason I would be willing to go further into debt for. As far as my perfect attendance at work, that is a no brainer. If George wants to go, wild horses or credit card debt couldn't keep me away.
Goldilocks (smiling) Sounds like you've got your head on straight and your priorities sorted out. Anything else I can help you with?
Cate: (shakes head) No, Goldilocks, thanks for listening and for being there for me.
Goldilocks: Any time. Talk to you next week. Goldilocks out.
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Goldilocks: Goldilocks here, Cate, so glad to hear from you. Go ahead, over
Cate: Interesting week. Since I am on a positive streak I'll start there. More and more I just want to sit down on my butt and release and release and release. I'm not concerned about the economy, the politics anything going on in the world. I want it to "evaporate and dissolve as Larry says. I feel so good when I release and my day is so harmonious. Yesterday I shared the method with old Mr. Kahlo who seemed genuinely interested. Of course I could tell the clerk at CVS was grateful for my sharing as well. Love is wonderful.
Goldilocks: That's great, Cate
Cate: I am so motivated to release and achieve my goals. Larry's "Butt System" is awesome and he makes it so easy. What I'd really like is for George to go with me to Camp Allen in December and to have the funds to come in that make it possible.
Goldilocks: Sounds like a plan. So, do you believe it's possible, or in other words is that an "I can" feeling?
Cate: Not sure yet. Haven't really had time to sit down and do the attachments and aversions; to let it all go. (pause) Wouldn't be nice if I got a million dollars from that scratch and win game at Kahlo Jeep?
Goldilocks: Do you think you can?
Cate: I have this fear coming up. But I'm going to release and ask Beingness for the numbers before I do it.
Goldilocks: Great insight, Cate. It should be interesting. (pause) Huh, how are you and your sister getting on?
Cate: Not well. Personally, I just want to avoid her. I know she's hurting and I'd like to do something, but she rejects everything I say.
Goldilocks: I take it, you're feeling rejected?
Cate: You could say that, yes.
Goldilocks: May I gently remind you that you can't be rejected unless you're doing the rejecting. In other words, you are the rejector.
Cate: (sullenly) It sure doesn't feel that way. I can't seem to wrap my mind around that concept.
Goldilocks: Neither can you figure it out either, no matter how much you try. (pause) End of lesson. So, what are you going to do?
Cate: Send her love and approval mentally and hope she changes.
Goldilocks: And is it okay if she never changes?
Cate: You're starting to sound like James.
Goldilocks: Never mind the distractions, I'm helping you sort through this. Well, could you?
Cate: Personally, she could disappear from my life and we'd both be better off.
Goldilocks: I take it she intimidates you.
Cate: (sarcastically) What an amazing feat of mind reading, what gave you a clue?
Goldilocks: Because you're feelings are about to choke you or smother you. You're not feeling very loving toward her are you?
Cate: No, I'm not. I have Mom's phobia: tread lightly around volatile people. I don't enjoy being told off. I'm just looking out for #1. Call it a survival tactic.
Goldilocks: Sounds like you have a better understanding of where your mother is coming from with your sister-in-law. Not as judgemental perhaps?
Cate: That too. Let's face it, Goldilocks, the Ego has me prisoner, yet again.
Goldilocks: You know what to do without me telling you.
Cate: Like I said before, I need more time to release. Make that quality time. Hopefully, this weekend.
Goldilocks: I'm glad you at least reached out for help yesterday when I wasn't available.
Cate: I need to do that more often. I don't seem to discriminate too well, or easily.
Goldilocks: Can't see the forest for the trees? Or, perhaps, I should say can't see freedom for all the garbage lying around.
Cate: (half grinning) Nope, I'm too busy beating myself black and blue. I do hope
George goes to Camp Allen with me. It would be so awesome. Of course I need the money as well or it's a "no go."
Goldilocks: Let me ask you something. Would you go if George wanted to go even if you didn't have the money?
Cate: Absolutely, that is one reason I would be willing to go further into debt for. As far as my perfect attendance at work, that is a no brainer. If George wants to go, wild horses or credit card debt couldn't keep me away.
Goldilocks (smiling) Sounds like you've got your head on straight and your priorities sorted out. Anything else I can help you with?
Cate: (shakes head) No, Goldilocks, thanks for listening and for being there for me.
Goldilocks: Any time. Talk to you next week. Goldilocks out.
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Tuesday, October 14, 2008
A New Awareness
Goldilocks: Goldilocks calling Cate. Come in please, over
Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks, go ahead, over.
Goldilocks: My gut tells me you just had an incredible last 10 days or so; mainly highs, but some lows. Wanna talk about it?
Cate: (slowly) Where do I begin?
Goldilocks: (with great sensitivity) Anywhere you'd like. Remember, I'm a good news man myself.
Cate: I'm beginning to get a much better understanding why the mind only wants to dwell on the bad news or negativity.
Goldilocks: Tell me about it?
Cate: I thought you already knew everything.
Goldilocks: But you do want to talk about it don't you?
Cate: What makes you so wise?
Goldilocks: (humorously) Clean living. (pause) Never mind. How do you feel?
Cate: (sighs) incredibly peaceful under the circumstances.
Goldilocks: That is the goal isn't it or am I off base?
Cate: No, it should feel great, but the ego is messing with my mind and it feels strange to feel this way when my entire family is reeling from the shock.
Goldilocks: Tell me about Sunday. I thought it might be time to celebrate a great victory, go home and start collecting more of that back pay that I keep accumulating. You were almost there you know.
Cate: Was I?
Goldilocks: You would know that better than me.
Cate: (earnestly) Tell me, Goldilocks. Please, tell me.
Goldilocks: Sorry, I can't because I don't know. Only you do.
Cate: But that's the problem, Goldilocks, I'm not sure. And I want to be sure.
Goldilocks: Did you hear what you just said?
Cate: (smiling) Yeah, that I want something really, really bad.
Goldilocks: (continuing the discrimination process) And what does that mean?
Cate: (grinning broadly) That I can't have it because I'm in lack.
Goldilocks: Need I say more?
Cate: Nope, the hammer hit the thumb square on. One thing I did notice on Sunday, that I was not forcing it or trying to control it like before.
Goldilocks: I'd say that was progress, wouldn't you?
Cate: (sheepishly) I was feeling rather proud of myself. Yeah right, letting that feeling go, I can say I felt different. It wasn't really an out-of-body experience like I was expecting, but more of a detached sensation like I didn't belong, like I was above it all. Am I making any sense?
Goldilocks: Sure
Cate: (skeptically) You're not just saying that?
Goldilocks: No, I'm not. (pause) You're about to tell me more.
Cate: (nodding) Part of me was disappointed but then as I listened to the CD, a revelation hit...not exactly at that moment but later.
Goldilocks: (intrigued) Tell me more.
Cate: Larry emphasized to the graduates that each of us will experience freedom differently. Some may laugh hysterically, others may collapse with tremors. He did say we will experience it based on what we believe freedom to be. Naturally, I just assumed it would be a totally WOW! experience. That's because of my uniqueness and specialness. (do you see a little pride creeping in here?)
Goldilocks: hmmm, do tell
Cate: I mean I thought there would be whistles and bells or at least an incredible joy. What I did experience was something that was almost a mental orgasm. I felt this incredible feeling only briefly, like an energy flowing out of my body and then it stopped. But I continued to stay calm, peaceful and happy. Do you think that was it?
Goldilocks: hmmm, dunno, what do you think?
Cate: (gloomily) I wish I knew. (pause) I mean, I wish I really knew.
Goldilocks: Sounds to me like that "wish" is really a "want" wouldn't you say?
Cate: (sigh) Yes, I know it is.
Goldilocks: It also sounds like you're wanting control.
Cate: (nods) Yeah, that too.
Goldilocks: Just a suggestion but you might try letting go of that and see what happens. You just might surprise yourself, you know what I mean?
Cate: (now laughing softly) Funny, I know exactly what you mean.
Goldilocks: (brightening) Now, that we've gotten that out of the way, tell me about your brother-in-law.
Cate: (despondently) He committed suicide.
Goldilocks: Yes, I know
Cate: (momentarily taken aback) Oh...I...you don't need to explain. I'm still trying to wrap my brain around this.
Goldilocks: (gently) How do you feel?
Cate: Amazingly pretty calm and peaceful considering the rest of my family. I feel so sorry for my poor sister. I wouldn't have wished something like this on my worst enemy.
Goldilocks: (softly) Which resides inside your head.
Cate: Yeah...I know he was unhappy and I tried reaching out to him but...I didn't act soon enough...(voice trails)
Goldilocks: Not sure, but I think you're beating yourself up now.
Cate: (slightly miffed) I wish you wouldn't do that.
Goldilocks: What? Remind you that the Enemy just launched a successful frontal attack and you can't remember who or what you're fighting for?
Cate: (angrily) At least you could show some consideration for my feelings. The guy blew himself up for Christ sakes. He nearly killed someone else in the process and my sister is terrified they'll be sued for everthing they have... (puts hand to forehead and shakes it) I'm sorry, Goldilocks, you're right as always. I don't know why I snapped at you like that. I lost my head. I'm sorry.
Goldilocks: No, Cate, It was my fault. You're entitled to your feelings, as long as you have them. And you have every right to be angry. Sometimes I come on a little too strong for my own good.
Cate: (imploringly) No, Goldilocks, I want you to do what you just did. I want you to keep reminding me my bedfellow is a dangerous rattle snake, no matter how you do it. Shake me, beat me, but don't stop, please don't ever stop. (with determination) He will not win, not as long as I have a breath in me. Freedom will have the victory this I pledge.
Goldilocks: Bravo, Cate, now what else did you want to tell me?
Cate: (not understading) What do you mean?
Goldilocks: You know without me telling you.
Cate: You mean how it's been affecting me?
Goldilocks: Hmmm, could be.
Cate: Well, it has and is affecting me strangely.
Goldilocks: How so?
Cate: Like it isn't bothering me, like I'm staying, for most part, peaceful and calm despite the hell that is affecting my sister and family. It's almost like God/Beingness has wrapped me with an impervious shield or shell and nothing can get in. Ego is trying to convince me that the shock has left me numb and unfeeling...
Goldilocks: (interrupting gently) But you're not buying it.
Cate: (lost in thought) No, I'm not, not after the high I felt on Sunday. It's a lie and I know it's a lie. I'm staying happy and positive despite what happened just like Larry teaches in The Abundance Course.
Goldilocks: Good for you. What else?
Cate: That I'm still caught up with the drama and the horrific circumstances and I want to tell anyone and everyone I know. (pause) Why do I feel this way?
Goldilocks: I dunno. You tell me.
Cate: I've thought about it. I know I like the attention. Is that wanting approval or control?
Goldilocks: Does it matter? The point is, you're wanting something,
Cate: I suppose. You'd think I'd want to protect my poor sister from anymore hurt or shame. But I don't. Am I a terrible person for that?
Goldilocks: Rattle, rattle. I hear the Devil knocking.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks for keeping me on course and focused.
Goldilocks: Don't thank me. You're doing it all. I'm just along for the ride.
Cate: I promise you a wild one.
Goldilocks: (hiding a grin) I prefer it be a short one.
Cate: (returning grin) I'll drink to that. (pause) Uh, I'm sure I've bent your ear enough for one day. But seriously, you are an invaluable help and support. If not for you, I'd be dead meat and being served up as the ego's main course long ago. Promise, you'll be there for me.
Goldilocks: How could I refuse such a gracious request? Truthfully though, I couldn't refuse you and you know I couldn't. I'll let you chew on that until next time. Goldilocks out.
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Cate: Cate, here, Goldilocks, go ahead, over.
Goldilocks: My gut tells me you just had an incredible last 10 days or so; mainly highs, but some lows. Wanna talk about it?
Cate: (slowly) Where do I begin?
Goldilocks: (with great sensitivity) Anywhere you'd like. Remember, I'm a good news man myself.
Cate: I'm beginning to get a much better understanding why the mind only wants to dwell on the bad news or negativity.
Goldilocks: Tell me about it?
Cate: I thought you already knew everything.
Goldilocks: But you do want to talk about it don't you?
Cate: What makes you so wise?
Goldilocks: (humorously) Clean living. (pause) Never mind. How do you feel?
Cate: (sighs) incredibly peaceful under the circumstances.
Goldilocks: That is the goal isn't it or am I off base?
Cate: No, it should feel great, but the ego is messing with my mind and it feels strange to feel this way when my entire family is reeling from the shock.
Goldilocks: Tell me about Sunday. I thought it might be time to celebrate a great victory, go home and start collecting more of that back pay that I keep accumulating. You were almost there you know.
Cate: Was I?
Goldilocks: You would know that better than me.
Cate: (earnestly) Tell me, Goldilocks. Please, tell me.
Goldilocks: Sorry, I can't because I don't know. Only you do.
Cate: But that's the problem, Goldilocks, I'm not sure. And I want to be sure.
Goldilocks: Did you hear what you just said?
Cate: (smiling) Yeah, that I want something really, really bad.
Goldilocks: (continuing the discrimination process) And what does that mean?
Cate: (grinning broadly) That I can't have it because I'm in lack.
Goldilocks: Need I say more?
Cate: Nope, the hammer hit the thumb square on. One thing I did notice on Sunday, that I was not forcing it or trying to control it like before.
Goldilocks: I'd say that was progress, wouldn't you?
Cate: (sheepishly) I was feeling rather proud of myself. Yeah right, letting that feeling go, I can say I felt different. It wasn't really an out-of-body experience like I was expecting, but more of a detached sensation like I didn't belong, like I was above it all. Am I making any sense?
Goldilocks: Sure
Cate: (skeptically) You're not just saying that?
Goldilocks: No, I'm not. (pause) You're about to tell me more.
Cate: (nodding) Part of me was disappointed but then as I listened to the CD, a revelation hit...not exactly at that moment but later.
Goldilocks: (intrigued) Tell me more.
Cate: Larry emphasized to the graduates that each of us will experience freedom differently. Some may laugh hysterically, others may collapse with tremors. He did say we will experience it based on what we believe freedom to be. Naturally, I just assumed it would be a totally WOW! experience. That's because of my uniqueness and specialness. (do you see a little pride creeping in here?)
Goldilocks: hmmm, do tell
Cate: I mean I thought there would be whistles and bells or at least an incredible joy. What I did experience was something that was almost a mental orgasm. I felt this incredible feeling only briefly, like an energy flowing out of my body and then it stopped. But I continued to stay calm, peaceful and happy. Do you think that was it?
Goldilocks: hmmm, dunno, what do you think?
Cate: (gloomily) I wish I knew. (pause) I mean, I wish I really knew.
Goldilocks: Sounds to me like that "wish" is really a "want" wouldn't you say?
Cate: (sigh) Yes, I know it is.
Goldilocks: It also sounds like you're wanting control.
Cate: (nods) Yeah, that too.
Goldilocks: Just a suggestion but you might try letting go of that and see what happens. You just might surprise yourself, you know what I mean?
Cate: (now laughing softly) Funny, I know exactly what you mean.
Goldilocks: (brightening) Now, that we've gotten that out of the way, tell me about your brother-in-law.
Cate: (despondently) He committed suicide.
Goldilocks: Yes, I know
Cate: (momentarily taken aback) Oh...I...you don't need to explain. I'm still trying to wrap my brain around this.
Goldilocks: (gently) How do you feel?
Cate: Amazingly pretty calm and peaceful considering the rest of my family. I feel so sorry for my poor sister. I wouldn't have wished something like this on my worst enemy.
Goldilocks: (softly) Which resides inside your head.
Cate: Yeah...I know he was unhappy and I tried reaching out to him but...I didn't act soon enough...(voice trails)
Goldilocks: Not sure, but I think you're beating yourself up now.
Cate: (slightly miffed) I wish you wouldn't do that.
Goldilocks: What? Remind you that the Enemy just launched a successful frontal attack and you can't remember who or what you're fighting for?
Cate: (angrily) At least you could show some consideration for my feelings. The guy blew himself up for Christ sakes. He nearly killed someone else in the process and my sister is terrified they'll be sued for everthing they have... (puts hand to forehead and shakes it) I'm sorry, Goldilocks, you're right as always. I don't know why I snapped at you like that. I lost my head. I'm sorry.
Goldilocks: No, Cate, It was my fault. You're entitled to your feelings, as long as you have them. And you have every right to be angry. Sometimes I come on a little too strong for my own good.
Cate: (imploringly) No, Goldilocks, I want you to do what you just did. I want you to keep reminding me my bedfellow is a dangerous rattle snake, no matter how you do it. Shake me, beat me, but don't stop, please don't ever stop. (with determination) He will not win, not as long as I have a breath in me. Freedom will have the victory this I pledge.
Goldilocks: Bravo, Cate, now what else did you want to tell me?
Cate: (not understading) What do you mean?
Goldilocks: You know without me telling you.
Cate: You mean how it's been affecting me?
Goldilocks: Hmmm, could be.
Cate: Well, it has and is affecting me strangely.
Goldilocks: How so?
Cate: Like it isn't bothering me, like I'm staying, for most part, peaceful and calm despite the hell that is affecting my sister and family. It's almost like God/Beingness has wrapped me with an impervious shield or shell and nothing can get in. Ego is trying to convince me that the shock has left me numb and unfeeling...
Goldilocks: (interrupting gently) But you're not buying it.
Cate: (lost in thought) No, I'm not, not after the high I felt on Sunday. It's a lie and I know it's a lie. I'm staying happy and positive despite what happened just like Larry teaches in The Abundance Course.
Goldilocks: Good for you. What else?
Cate: That I'm still caught up with the drama and the horrific circumstances and I want to tell anyone and everyone I know. (pause) Why do I feel this way?
Goldilocks: I dunno. You tell me.
Cate: I've thought about it. I know I like the attention. Is that wanting approval or control?
Goldilocks: Does it matter? The point is, you're wanting something,
Cate: I suppose. You'd think I'd want to protect my poor sister from anymore hurt or shame. But I don't. Am I a terrible person for that?
Goldilocks: Rattle, rattle. I hear the Devil knocking.
Cate: Thanks, Goldilocks for keeping me on course and focused.
Goldilocks: Don't thank me. You're doing it all. I'm just along for the ride.
Cate: I promise you a wild one.
Goldilocks: (hiding a grin) I prefer it be a short one.
Cate: (returning grin) I'll drink to that. (pause) Uh, I'm sure I've bent your ear enough for one day. But seriously, you are an invaluable help and support. If not for you, I'd be dead meat and being served up as the ego's main course long ago. Promise, you'll be there for me.
Goldilocks: How could I refuse such a gracious request? Truthfully though, I couldn't refuse you and you know I couldn't. I'll let you chew on that until next time. Goldilocks out.
(comment: to read more about The Release Technique and The Abundance Course, go to www.releasetechnique.com to try a free same go to www.releasetechnique.com/info)
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